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Thank you...
this heaven in me you have given
for giving me opportunities
in every lifeless moment to breathe again
and its you, who I come back to
when storms darken these already foggy skies
when deathly eyes shackle me to the ground
and break me with their unchanging silence
And I was the volatile one
the rebel with no leader
I grew an untrained witness to the worlds wrongs
but you showed me its rights
And I was the unloved one
a black wall darkening this already black world
loving all which no one does
cherishing the death of my own existence
taking me for who I am
knowing me for who I was
slowly crushing my waste to the ground
swimming in rivers and drowning again
I've found a refuge but I cant find a way in
Thank you...
For giving me this peace
I've found my heaven in me
and there's no one to take me down
burning... in this symphony overture
you've given me this love
this final desire to live
ripped these vines that hold me down
and pushed those clouds away
And I wonder
when I'm here alone with you
if this beauty you have given me will last
or if this perfection is just a mask
and you take me
to limits I never thought I could reach
and left me alone in fear
what's this that you've left in me
this hole that I cannot climb from anymore
this beauty that is, this beauty that was
I hate you
for what you've done to me
this love that you took away...
you made me
what I am today
and this shame forever placed in me
And I wonder
when I'm here alone with me
there were times when I loved you so
times when I could not ask for more
and you.. took them down
and I'm wasted
in times of this distress
these times when, when I cant take it anymore
and I'll fall down... to break this ground