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Your insouciance is my misery,
Who knew callosity could burn such a hole?
How a heart can break in a matter of seconds,
Without any reverence, no,
Not even a simple glance from those cruel, infantile eyes.
Tearing off my skin without leaving a slight scar, nor scratch.
You pull the innocent under your deception.
I always sensed the pejoration in you,
But I was a fool to hope for change.
I'm pessimistic turned panglossian turned desolate because of you.
How can you walk away from me, so indifferently?
Leaving my prominent wounds to their afflux.
I guess youre too afraid to run on your own blood,
How does it feel to use mine to your advantage?
I'm bleeding everyday, fuel for your sugar facade, it is rotten to the core.
Are you proud of your omnipotence over me?
Another one of your artificial thrills,
I thought the drugs might have been enough.
Find another precious soul to kill,
I can no longer choke on your candy flesh.
Violet bruises, scarlet scars,
Your clouds, your lightning, raped my stars.
I want to drown you in dismay,
I want to feed you my decay.
Wombs of chaos,
Mutilate me silently.
Webs of sanity,
Crucify me shamelessly!
I try to fight in defense of my withering soul,
To dispel of your power.
But I can only cry,
And I can only cower.