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DpressedSoul — Collateral Damage
Published: 2011-03-09 11:09:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 625; Favourites: 17; Downloads: 3
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I took all your pillsUntil they had strained my whole brain
I applied all your designs to my life
Until I had forgot who I was
And I did what you wanted me to do
Never questioned anything about that
Until I broke free
But how did I do that…?
I took off the corset
That you'd put me on when I was a child
Like a tourniquet to my soul
Suppressing hopes, dreams, wishes … thoughts!
Adjusting me to your perfunctory life
And when you realised my disruption
You just pushed me away
As if I am nothing without the label that you once gave me…
I'm tired of all the accusations
And that you don't stop telling me
How disappointed you are
Because I have started to think on my own
And because I am no longer the person I used to be in the past
I'm somehow sorry for all these things that I've done
All the collateral damage that I've caused on my way
But I'm just trying hard to survive…
If you want me to relapse into the past
I'll dig my hole even deeper
And when I'll finally have reached the ground
Just cover me with all the mud
That has been thrown up through the years
Could be that I would suffocate
But then I would be hidden from this world forever
And that sounds just too seductive right now…
