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What happened to the girl who could overlook the world?
I guess she died inside of me
Because now I'm stuck
I hearing the screaming
I can feel reverberating off of the walls
I can see the shadows clinging to the surface
You built the walls to trap me inside
But I’ll come out alive
Please someone save me
Please someone save me
I’ll tear those walls down

Everytime I hear your voice it kills me
The pain it breaks me
I want to live
But everything I know is dead
I pray to God I’ll be able to face the crowd
Test my sanity.
Is this even reality?
I’ll tear those walls down

Pop a pill
Here’s one
Then two
Now three
I'm getting pretty good at saying the lies you like

I’m out, I’m free
As healthy as can be
Ha!
If only you knew
The walls are gone
But I’m still playing you game

You and I are the same
We share the same disease
Hide truth with subterfuge and slander
And cover up our desires with plain little smiles
You feel it
You need it

I’m drowning in an ocean of you
This isn’t pretty but I’m like this for you
I think I’m more in love with this feeling than I am with you
I’m just trying to fix what’s been broken a thousand times
You’re just here for the ride
To watch me while I crack
You know I’ll keep running till I crash
You laugh and say that these steps will be my last
I laugh too, because I don’t care anymore

I scream til my voice is raw
I guess I should save my breath
And give it a rest
But the sound of my heart pounding tells me
There’s still hope
That girl inside of me is calling out still

Are you happy now?
You’d promise it would stop
Slowly ever so slowly I’m losing this fight
But I’ll try
Because if I don’t want to die
How could I forget I was better than this

This fear feels like a drug
I want to recover
But I don’t seem to learn
People don’t like it when you put up a fight
I won't be taken out alive
I’ve come too far to fall tonight
I’m stronger than you give me credit for

I betray myself when I give you what you want
I should have known that I didn’t have chance

The rest of you so content
You stay where you are
While I hurt
If this is some kind of joke then you lost me
I don’t need this
I have so much to lose

I don’t want to say what's on my mind
Don’t act like you care
I can tell a lie when I hear one
Don’t pretend that you know me
I’m not your toy anymore

I want you
I need you
But I’ll play along
Like I don’t know what’s going on
Please someone save me
Please someone save me
I’m playing with fire
Drowning in desire
It sweeps me up
And I fall beneath the waves
You are lovely

I lose.

Description
What happened to the girl who could overlook the world?
I guess she died inside of me
Because now I'm stuck
I hearing the screaming
I can feel reverberating off of the walls
I can see the shadows clinging to the surface
You built the walls to trap me inside
But I’ll come out alive
Please someone save me
Please someone save me
I’ll tear those walls down

Everytime I hear your voice it kills me
The pain it breaks me
I want to live
But everything I know is dead
I pray to God I’ll be able to face the crowd
Test my sanity.
Is this even reality?
I’ll tear those walls down

Pop a pill
Here’s one
Then two
Now three
I'm getting pretty good at saying the lies you like

I’m out, I’m free
As healthy as can be
Ha!
If only you knew
The walls are gone
But I’m still playing you game

You and I are the same
We share the same disease
Hide truth with subterfuge and slander
And cover up our desires with plain little smiles
You feel it
You need it

I’m drowning in an ocean of you
This isn’t pretty but I’m like this for you
I think I’m more in love with this feeling than I am with you
I’m just trying to fix what’s been broken a thousand times
You’re just here for the ride
To watch me while I crack
You know I’ll keep running till I crash
You laugh and say that these steps will be my last
I laugh too, because I don’t care anymore

I scream til my voice is raw
I guess I should save my breath
And give it a rest
But the sound of my heart pounding tells me
There’s still hope
That girl inside of me is calling out still

Are you happy now?
You’d promise it would stop
Slowly ever so slowly I’m losing this fight
But I’ll try
Because if I don’t want to die
How could I forget I was better than this

This fear feels like a drug
I want to recover
But I don’t seem to learn
People don’t like it when you put up a fight
I won't be taken out alive
I’ve come too far to fall tonight
I’m stronger than you give me credit for

I betray myself when I give you what you want
I should have known that I didn’t have chance

The rest of you so content
You stay where you are
While I hurt
If this is some kind of joke then you lost me
I don’t need this
I have so much to lose

I don’t want to say what's on my mind
Don’t act like you care
I can tell a lie when I hear one
Don’t pretend that you know me
I’m not your toy anymore

I want you
I need you
But I’ll play along
Like I don’t know what’s going on
Please someone save me
Please someone save me
I’m playing with fire
Drowning in desire
It sweeps me up
And I fall beneath the waves
You are lovely

I lose.