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Published: 2016-03-07 20:05:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 172; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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Today is a new day with new emotions
Unfortunately that means doing the same old thing
But I don't want it this way, so how do I swim in this ocean?
I guess I should start at the start, and go through it part for part
I was born into a normal home with a semi normal life
But you could tell I was "different", and that caused much strife
I was smarter and younger than the kids in my class
I was alienated as if between them and I was a wall of glass
Then we moved and the loneliness was risen to a whole new scale
So I put my energy into making friends and make it last
But no matter how hard I tried and tried, it would start and die so fast
And this continued for year after lonely year
And it caused me pain because "different" was something to fear
And it was one fateful day in year eight of education
Where the sight of one girl made love a contemplation
But for friendship I had to settle, for I wasn't ready
But also the subject of friendship and love is very heavy
Flash forward a year and we are in a new school
With the same cliques and groups but new ranks and rules
She adjusted fast and helped me for I did not
And all my happiness covered my feeling of distraught
Do not think that I've done nothing 'cause I'm her biggest fan
For when she is down I assist her in any way I possibly can
Now I know that she is always there for me
And that to me is friendship in its simplicity
Even though we have grown apart from time to time
And I had once been obsessed to make her mine
And there are times where, from each other, we need a vacation
But we both come out strong at the other side of each complication
That girl's name is Anna and she was my salvation...