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...or so I thought.
A year after I wrote that piece, I found the scripts
And I can't say my heart was to pieces ripped
I had seen it happen in the happen in the halls
Heard it and felt it through distant calls
It happened everyday in my old school
Boys and girls using each other as tools
Though it did not break my heavy heart
It set me down a path twisted and dark
I let in a foul and sinister demon, and was slickly warped
Wrapped around his finger, playing his black harp
He fed me false love, and drowned me with "compassion"
All the while stealing my soul away with a fiery passion
I became his favorite instrument, his dark creation.
I even tried to hide and flee, find a new salvation
He caught me, pulled me back, hurt me again
But I wouldn't go quietly, I tried to fight the pain
And it killed me, every last part of me shriveled dry
So barren of emotion that I was unable to cry
All that flowed was salt, instead of cleansing saline
I became a hard and ruthless void, cruel and mean
Now my loved ones would notice the truth so obscene.
I was a monster twisted by pain and solitude
Too far past the point I could control my attitude
My friends tried to help? No! I had none!
With this wretched world I was surely done
All thanks to the demon I let into my head
I thought I would have peace only when dead
So I tried one last time to walk down my old schools hall
That monster's name is Michael, and he was my downfall.