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So it's been over two and a half years
Since a monster drained me of emotion and tears
And I have grown stronger but not hard like stone
I found true friendship, not the kind that leaves you alone
But I should first say how I got to where I am today,
So here it is, true and haunting, be as it may;
I tried to kill what beast I had become
Slice it out, beat it out, get the job done,
But I needed help, I needed motivation
Well it came upon me like a cavitation
When the demon attacked me to sate his desire
And determination welled in my gut like a bonfire
With his lips on mine, he was oblivious to my plan
And in one swoop I smashed what made him a man.
Without time to lose I escaped my prison of fear
And I told the governing gods, trying to make it clear
But even gods can succumb to evil such as him
So I was branded a heretic and stretched thin
Only then did I see that I had confided in Judas
So I cursed at all who had pained me like this
And I left that world as fast as one could
Where darkness shrouds all that is good
I fled for a new world that welcomed me, fragile and meek
I soon found rest in a group out on the street
I showed them I was equal as they were, bruised and maimed
But first I had to prove myself to join in with the reclaimed,
So I had to best those who hurt me, then and there and not later
The God's name was Rowling, and she was my biggest traitor