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Eclipse-M — What to do?
Published: 2018-08-30 18:51:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 3816; Favourites: 62; Downloads: 3
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Oh Max, had no idea it will happen to you.-------
Imagine that one day you would lose your memory and start a totally new life, feeding up your new personality.
But then one day the memory comes back to you. You remember everything but you've been changed so much and get used to other things, people, surrounding and even your new name.
Starting to feel splitted and keep two totally different but seemingly both right points in your mind.
Have no idea what to do.
And don't know what personality is gonna get up.
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Sketched this on top of the feels after a song my friend sent to me, gave me a perfect focus and quick motivation.
German song though:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=3Kw9n9…
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Mark was surprised that Curby knew his name, he would be very happy if this day wouldn't be so tragic. Right now he just raised his sad eyes and crouched bearing pain mouthing a quiet ' thank you for help'' he kept helping moving Vadim together with Sam. The others pushed Jack.
Soon Gremlins helped to transport Trunkovs on their territory using the pushing carts. Curby instructed Carlos and Brandon to search for Vladimir while they were taking care of transporting.
The two inspected the while building and the territory again searching for Vlad. They drove to the office of Vladimir and both looked dissapointed on what Hugos has done here. They didn't want to touch anything there, just in case if someone will need evidences.
Outside they met some of the low ranks, the ones who worked on Zundapp and these told them that they saw how Vlad was taken away on the Hugos territory.
Carlos and Brandon already suspected it though, but they doubted that Curby will let them to enter this swarm. They could easily kill them, they would suspect totally anything from them right now. Curby declined their request as they suspected and asked them to return back on the territory. They need arrange something bigger and Curby even didn't want to have discussion with Victor any longer. This all was just making no sense judging how far they went. He decided to find Miles for now and see if he has any idea on how they can stop this madness.
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Max drank his coffee and slowly laid down again on the pillow. He felt a little better and it seemed he slowly came back to the reality which calmed him. He shouldn't rush anywhere anymore, for this day at least and as long as everything going well for the Hugos. " Yes, i will. It was just not easy to accept fast that this is over for us. Is it? It just went so fast that i still had some doubts. I don't wanna think on that any longer or look back. Because we won it and this what was important for us." Max smiled and almost closed his eyes "Im glad you made it with the less damage, good job. Unlike me. I gotta say i myself still feel like it was just a nightmare. So odd." Max looked in his back mirrors and saw his wounds were treated and covered for now. It only ached when he moved body but overall it was the least problem after this big day.
The Hugo who served food here now approached Max serving one for him too on the low table. Max didn't feel a big hunger but he decided to try eat some to at least gain the strengh quicker, but before that he responded to his bro.
When Alex mentioned Ivan Max remembered the moment with Janice, he looked at Alex at first a little startled and then nodded "I didn't tell you how it ended with mistake did i? Someone helped her, they just took her outta my wheels and i tell you, there was no any Trunkovs around me at this moment. I was about to kill her, i did shot her in face even! But this was when i saw the smoke screen and someone hit me, this just coldn't be a coinsidence, could it? Sounds so odd... I won't be surprised if Ivan was the one who started it"
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Vlad looked serious on each of the Hugos when they passed before him, but when Conelian talked about Trunkovs and Tolga's death his eyelids twiched shortly when he still tried to stay a boss here. He sighed and tried to spoke serious and cold at first
"I didn't refuse the punishment for your boss becase he must pay that he used one of my member. You all know it. You only pay for your bad deeds, i'm not going to swallow it just like that or let you do whatever you delight. I would kneel for my members life, for any of them... Would Victor ever kneel for someone? This would never happen! Death of my members is on your tires. You behave yourself as aggressive animals when we are supposed to be the union. And Victor destroyed this union, he forgot why we are here. He killed my family ! He killed my friend, damn it! My the first member!" His voice broke and eyes shone reflecting the light . Tires shook and he jerked his body forward when they chained him right away.
Of course. He wished he could save Tolga, he wished so much. If he would know Victor will go so far he would kneel just to leave Tolga alive. Even if truth was on his side he felt he could save Tolga and it ached unbearably. He didn't even want to argue with the Hugos right now, he knew, same as Victor they will always find excuses even if they were wrong. The attack should've never happened.
He watched how they took the camera out and shook his hood dissapointed baring his teeth in anger slowly.
He knew all he has to do is to tame his emotions, but this was not easy to be done more he thought of Tolga and what hugos did. He closed his eyes feeling Conelian and tried to ignore his moves as much as he could. He wasn't going to lose his honor still and took this only as physical pain which is gonna pass eventually. This will end.. He clenched his teeth and tried to rise his body up to not hit the spikes, trying to put his wheels as the support. One of his front tires were flat anyway after the battle. He tried to even ignore Conelians words, and as the Hugos brought the rats closer he moved his hood away and hissed through his teeth " Shut your dirty mouth... Sick bastard.. I wish you to end your life just same.. in tortures. Take this away from me.." he groaned on the last sintence because of pain, together with the acid which started to burn uncomfortably. But he had to bear this and he tried to sound normaly or rather stay silent. Just in that moment he remembered how Janice explained herself when Victor took her and she had to pretend for him. Only now when he experienced, he saw how much her act was making sense. This thoughts only twisted his stomach and he tries to srop think about it. He would rather prefer them not enjoy, even if it probably was impossible and he will be hurted more for sure.
When the Hugo demanded Vlad to open his mouth again and brought the little cage closer, Vlad jerked his hood forward throwing the cage with the rats down on the ground.
He then tried to somehow throw Conelian away but he was chained and besides too weak. He struggled a lot to stand already and tried to lower his bumper down instead, trying to block some freedom for Conelian.
It was visible that Vlad was on pick of the anger, just it was unknown how much hes going to stay so faithfull.
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Took me a moment to notice Max's reflection has a different expression XD
But oh dang, here come some slight feels... Can I hug Max? This poor boi needs a hug <3
So now he remembers who he was before he lost his memory, I wonder where this could lead next?
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Yes<3! though idk how he would react on the hugs if think deeper about this :'D
For now, it didn't really lead anywhere, he gets used to the place where he stayed and to the cars around. The lemons. He kind of struggle and doesn't really know what he wants, but still doesn't really change anything or trying back to the past life. True, for now, he doesn't remember who Tany is and how he appeared there so i think it makes his adaptation easier atm. So yeah, one day he will remember anyway and then will see what's gonna happen ):
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He will love the hugs no matter what :3 XD
Oh I see, nothing much has happened yet except for adapting to his situation based on what he remembers. Hopefully he remembers enough of his past life to possibly want to revert back to it and remember Tany, but it all depends on where this goes. (I hope he remembers Tany! 
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Nuu poor Max!... Or Ryan... Or Max... *Brains explodes*
I must admit that he's one of my favs characters from you ^^ he has a great story
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xD hahah oh man I feel the same sometimes..
Ahh I'm happy you like him >w<
He is getting much more attention even from me recently ^-^
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So Pretty! You pic reminded me this : youtu.be/hFvih_zEd0U
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Thank you 
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Yeah. It inspired me to draw my Cars sad fanart.
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Ohh its so imagenable how hard that is, i wonder actually... doesnt that make himself feel as a stranger? Its not such a bad question i believe. But definitly he has to find himself! You could have added the song in the description so well here though XD iam so glad that it was actually inspiring you for this amazing piece! I love max so so much, i wouldnt have thought that his character is developing so much and facaded!. I love on this pic also, how you can turn it around and see ryan. Did anybody even do that? This pic has a great effect. That you dont notice it before turbing around. How you did that? Idk XD but its great! And even as simple as it is! It has such a deep charm in the mirroring, the mirrors of souls even. Really for a simple piece, se symbolism is having such an upper hand here. I love listening to the song amd looking at this! :0 have a hug max, everything hopefully turns to the best ^3^♡♡♡
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Ohh I'm actually wanted to add the link but forgot about it. i will add it. You should post the English translation of this song in youtube comments, or if you can't let me do this. Can it be useful for someone maybe? But only after translation it made sense to me obviously, I felt pierced though often
Yes im actually rotated it to draw Ryan, saw it looked different like that, way sadder or pressuring because of how evil he looks taking the top.
Thank you, i hope he will find himself too.
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Ohh but its such a well done effect! You really dont notice at first that its two different expression! Dang good :0 but he definitly does, ryan and max are almost like day and night in one body.
Ohh iam gonna post the translation on an lyrics side. But later, my hands hurt haha XD
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You didn't notice they have different expressions ? D:
I couldn't miss it because i drew them differently. I didn't mirrored max and drew ryan separately. It's more visible when you turn them but yeah. I thought it's visible!
You just can copy it from Facebook and post it there
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Its only visible once you turn the pic and idk i find it epic sis XD but can imagen that you dont see it that way since you drew it :3
I can, yes :3
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Oh man, this is so sad :c
(Awesome work btw)
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Max needs a hug, thats what he needs. So adorable <3
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Aww thank you and yes, please emergency hugs
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Awh poor Max! D:
*sends support hugs to Max*
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