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The question: describe yourself.

For most people, it’s not difficult to answer it. I love talking, I like surfing, I’m responsible. Whatever it is, they have a general idea of who they are and what their values are. I noticed that whenever I get that question, I don’t know how to answer it. I struggle, overthinking the question since I want to answer the question correctly, but the only thing it does is over complicate the answer. Some people seem to understand what they want in life, who they are and what they’re like. I realized that I never thought about it too deeply. I think about it, but I’ve never come to a conclusion, or anything close to it. Despite thinking every second of the day about what I’ve learned, what I did, and what will happen, most of my focus tends to be on the subjects themselves rather than me. I know damn well why airplanes have those bent tips at the end of their wings, and I know that I enjoyed researching the topic, but when I have to answer questions regarding my morals or feelings on things I struggle. I’m pretty opinionated, don’t get me wrong, and I debate every now and then, but I think my issue lies more in the idea that I don’t have a good understanding of how I feel about things (mentally and physically) nor what my true personality is like. I noticed that I change under certain situations, with certain people, and most of the time I don’t even notice. My opinions might not change, unless someone gives me a reason that makes sense to me that may cause me to realize I’m wrong, but the way I present myself will. Despite having terrible social skills, I have a weird ability to rationalize my way into “understanding” the feelings. Sometimes I understand what they’re going through, sometimes I pretend to understand. It seems that I change depending on what needs to get done, or what I’m trying to accomplish. This is what brings me confusion. I don’t seem to have a set identity. It’s what causes me to stall on that original question. I have traits that don’t generally change, but for some reason I’m still confused. Am I the way I act with others? Am I the way I act with those who are close to me? Am I the way I act by myself, or how I act online behind “anonymity”? I want to know, for anyone who cares to answer:

Do you feel confident in your understanding of who you are? What do you consider to be your true self?

I’m just way too curious, but sadly I have like no followers so I can’t get the number of answers I would like to receive, if I get any at all. Shit that goes through your mind in the middle of the night.

Description
The question: describe yourself.

For most people, it’s not difficult to answer it. I love talking, I like surfing, I’m responsible. Whatever it is, they have a general idea of who they are and what their values are. I noticed that whenever I get that question, I don’t know how to answer it. I struggle, overthinking the question since I want to answer the question correctly, but the only thing it does is over complicate the answer. Some people seem to understand what they want in life, who they are and what they’re like. I realized that I never thought about it too deeply. I think about it, but I’ve never come to a conclusion, or anything close to it. Despite thinking every second of the day about what I’ve learned, what I did, and what will happen, most of my focus tends to be on the subjects themselves rather than me. I know damn well why airplanes have those bent tips at the end of their wings, and I know that I enjoyed researching the topic, but when I have to answer questions regarding my morals or feelings on things I struggle. I’m pretty opinionated, don’t get me wrong, and I debate every now and then, but I think my issue lies more in the idea that I don’t have a good understanding of how I feel about things (mentally and physically) nor what my true personality is like. I noticed that I change under certain situations, with certain people, and most of the time I don’t even notice. My opinions might not change, unless someone gives me a reason that makes sense to me that may cause me to realize I’m wrong, but the way I present myself will. Despite having terrible social skills, I have a weird ability to rationalize my way into “understanding” the feelings. Sometimes I understand what they’re going through, sometimes I pretend to understand. It seems that I change depending on what needs to get done, or what I’m trying to accomplish. This is what brings me confusion. I don’t seem to have a set identity. It’s what causes me to stall on that original question. I have traits that don’t generally change, but for some reason I’m still confused. Am I the way I act with others? Am I the way I act with those who are close to me? Am I the way I act by myself, or how I act online behind “anonymity”? I want to know, for anyone who cares to answer:

Do you feel confident in your understanding of who you are? What do you consider to be your true self?

I’m just way too curious, but sadly I have like no followers so I can’t get the number of answers I would like to receive, if I get any at all. Shit that goes through your mind in the middle of the night.