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EmmaSmudge — Nothing can hold you back now..... R.I.P MarcusRak
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Published: 2017-09-24 02:14:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 961; Favourites: 20; Downloads: 0
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This gift goes to 2ByteRak and his son 1ByteRak .... I did cry while drawing this... But now Marcus is smiling in heaven now... And now i am even crying even more writing this discription...You have raised a good son 2ByteRak , I am very thankful that i was friends with him...
R.I.P , We love you very much.... i can't wait to see you again really soon...
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Thank you... So much... It really helps me that people are supporting you through this horrible time of greif.... And i am sorry for your loss again... He was a very nice man.... If there is anything i can do... just let me know..
And also yes... the stories will still be avalible when he doesn't have a core membership anymore...
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Thank you so much for the kind words and for being Marcus' friend....
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yes he will 
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i wish he didn't die in real life either
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Oh... I bet he was a lovely person
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he... was a very very nice person....
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*pats back*
He's smiling on you deary... So smile back ^^
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but i miss him so much *covers eyes*
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*Hugs you tight*
We have people we miss dear...
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*Hugs back with tears streaming down my face*
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*Eubs your back* I got you deary...
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*hugging you rubs your back comfortingly*
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*Keeps hugging*
I got you... Don't worry...
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*crying* im sorry that I am crying...
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it's fine we miss our loved ones...
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I wish i could talk to him once more
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Yes, as a close friend... I met him last year in November. We wrote a story with eachother... And now, it's my job to finish our story... I missed how he used to comment on every one of my pictures that i posted...... And now i hate having this guilt in my stomach every single day.... I should of talked to him... I knew i should have, maybe i could of stopped it.... Now it makes me feel even more guilty thinking about it... Maybe he would be still here if i talked to him that night...... I miss him so much....
He had a great impact on my life, he was that one person who was really nice... You really never find any nice people here in the world anymore. Which is sad... We were so close, then he was gone in a flash.... When i found out about that he died from his dad.... I felt like my whole world came tumbling down, and that everything around me felt like it dissapered... I felt heartbroken, i felt like i had nobody by my side now who could cheer me up... My laughter... My joy, my memories with him felt like they were gone...
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After a few days later when i found out he died... I fell into a deep dark whole..... I wasn't eating, my grandma was worried about me... (My mom knew what i was going through at the moment.) My grandma tried to make me eat something... I told her that i wasn't hungry.... I lied to her and said "My stomach just hurts that's all..."
I felt guilty lying to my grandma.... But i didn't want her to know how i was in the whole situation.... After i got home from my grandma's, i hugged my mom and i said ," Mom... i feel so bad... He's never coming back." Then she said "I'm sorry sweetie.." and i cried... so much... And when my grandma called my mom last night cause she was wondering if i was getting better? And if my "stomach ache" was gone. And my mom said... "Mom, it wasn't just a "stomach ache". She found out that she lost her best friend on Friday... She was crying about how she felt so guilty about Marcus... He's dead mom.... That's why she didn't eat her food. She misses him so much." Then my grandma went silent... "I didn't know.... I thought she was just tired.." Then my mom sighed and said "She is tired, mom. She woke up at 1 in the morning today... She just sat up. Crying... I wish there was something i could do but there's nothing much i can do..." Then i had to call my Uncle... It was hard for me to be on the phone with him last night... Then i sat up this morning and i woke up at three in the morning, crying again. Now i have to go to school and i just don't want to talk to anyone in school today.. I already feel more depressed going to school with people that are never going to understand me. And i hate this feeling in my guts so much... I just want it to stop. Some of my friends are all jerks, and there's a 50% chance that i might yell at them if they don't leave me alone. I just need someone who understands me. Who is there to help me. Someone who could comfort me in my time of greif.... I miss him so much...
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*Pats your back*
I'm sorry to hear that dear...
Do you want me to help with the story?
I'd like to offer my service to ya ^^
Or anything I can help to carry on his legacy
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yes, that would be lovely.........
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*Tip my hat*
Your right it's impossible to find friends now a days
I'm not a friend
I'm a family guy, And when I say I look after my family I mean it
So, I'd like to help you with your situation and do my best to cheer you up as a bro ^^
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What seperates me from a Friend
You don't have to thank me
It's my job darling ^^
Messege me when your relaxed/a-ok and wanna discuss with me the Story
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i am kinda relaxed now, im just holding my anxiety in the insidee
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*sigh* but im at school *laughs*
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*Kissed your forehead brotherly hug* -w-
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qwq don't think of me as a perv
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