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I wonder how many insecurities
Have stolen my confidence
And never truly returned it
Forcing me to create from nothingness
An almost absolute assurance

But, unable to discern myself from the realities,
Hours are wasted and thus waste my self
Leaving the thoughts and ideas
To rot without bearing fruit
And I am left empty with only the nothingness

So I close my eyes and ears and touch and
Taste and smell and sense of things
In a wandering hope, my only solace,
That I may once again create from nothingness
Without the lasting loss in my senses

And I take in
Many...Slow...Calm...Breaths
And I search, not for what I have lost
For it has already been lost,
But for what I may still discover

My breathing becomes natural
I reclaim my rightful senses
Mindset comes instantaneously
And I am reassured once again
That I have found myself