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explorexplodexplain — Not What You Would Think
Published: 2006-05-29 05:11:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 33; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 3
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Feel the gears jerking and watch as it all falls into itself.The four year old runs in a way of LOOK AT ME
and I cannot take my mind of the telephone call that I have been awaiting
for too many hours and the boy in my head that we all claimed has been dead
for years. His ambition is much more then thre regular scholar and his idea of life
is right beside mine. The colour in his voice yells vibrant and beautiful and I do not
think there is anyone other then him I would prefer to survive with.
This is all a lie pay no attention this is a mere goodbye to the one I think I love
and the one who will never know what it feels like to touch in a way of I need
you but certainly don't want to. He moved far away and down the street seems
to be far enough. The neon sign that comforts me is attached to his side and the
fact that I do not intake the worst things seems to be an issue.
Along comes polly with a cracker in his mouth. Polly wipes out the boy who
came along in paragraph two. We decided together that life is a shame
and that the only reason to live is to take what is yours.
Today we decided that we should be happy even with the time running as it is.
When the day comes for us to say goodbye and lay down and pull the sheet up
over our faces I want to say I lived all I could and I lived what I should and now
I no longer need to breath. You will always mean more to me then what you
could think of and I will never forget what you are to me. Things will never change
as much as I want to and that is just the way that things have to be.
Get on this plane with me in seat number C13, I want the window seat.
Clutch my hand as the turbulance starts and let me lean on you when I feel
it kicking in. Kiss you softly on the hand and let all my fears float away on the
string I keep close, closer then you. The noises in my ears are enough to drown
out the fact that you are not mine. In a different land would things be different
Would you look at me like you would want to know me inside and out
or would you just take me as I am and forget that I love you.
One day you will know just what you do. And three hours ago I was as happy as can
be. I had my head on your stories and my heart belonged to you. Then it
ended on a note of goodbye my love. You are my love and always will be
you will be more to me then the hes and hers that have passed before.
Look into my eyes and tell me you don't see something that could be more and something that says I want you to be mine.
