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Erased in an attempt to remember.
What a coincidence. Now what was I saying I believe it was along the lines of I won't say sorry for something I did to fix what you did to me. And I won't get back what was written so long ago a whole 60 seconds is too much to steal.
The juice tastes better then the salt on my mouth but I have to get back into the place where my head exsists. He has eyes that overpower me and they stay in my head for when I am too frightened to leave the room that I need to hold onto the back of his shirt. So he stays in my brain those two eyes of his, beside my memory and how to ride a bike. Keeps me safe for the time being and the page must be refreshed.
He is going away in a months time if not now but forever it seems. We will never look intot he same crystal ball of loss and gain and we will spiral into a chair at the bus station and forgive and move on. I will not get my chance to say good things and the VCR upstairs doesn't work. He is getting drunk on Ameretto and I only want what I can't have. If you were to tell me that you needed me wanted me I would pass on by without another word. But show me the door and I will always want what I am told I cannot have.
Back on topic and the stars are sliding into your eyes. As the sun moves from the sky and is replaced with that lovley moon, we lay down the blankets and lay there for hours and talk about everything and nothing at the same time.
A persons philosophies are silly things to get in the way of a real situation and as the telephone rings I can tell who it is just from the sound.
Recollection of a thought unfinished and in a world of broken water and telephones never answered
You couldn't be more excited.
The boy at your side the one with three and an extra on the right
With a look in his eyes that tells you something different from what leaves his mouth.
Can you hear the ringing dinging of nights unlived by the kings that came before us.
My picture is done and ready for you to rape with your eyes.
Scratch my window and flicker the light switch
As the metal goes through the other one thickens and it seems to heal so much faster
I do not think that I masked this how it has to be
With an overwhelming feeling of fear and panic
And then slide into the calming remember of it isn't real
Nothing you concoct is actually happeneing and everything is not as bad as it may seem
Go on and look at me with the hate in your eyes
When you dial those three symbols you learn to your suprise it isn't what you thought
Time to wash out the gasping problem that is a pinch in your mouth.
Stand up and look in the mirror and punch the one looking back at you without cutting your knuckles.
Drive me into your state of delusion
Return from a quick break into the land of uncomfortable
Silent screaming and breaking of noise seem to erupt when you leave
Laying alone in a bed filled with paint and ink in the form of I MISS YOu
Will I ever be enough to fill the space but I am just the friend
Who sits on the side and watches the clock go backwards
Frustration ties me to a place I am sick of taking part in
Don't you love feeling worthless
Being put into there and not knowing where the door is
I despise where I have landed
Someone is ringing and I cannot even being to understand
As soon as she speaks no types my language turns to cellular and molecular
Such as I love you with all my brain cells
Well I love you with all my red blood cells
Confuse the onlooker and run away hand in hand with the love of your life who decides to show her face every now and then and when she does its like oh my. Can we actually partake in such madness and I know that you tried to fix this and I couldn't be more not understanding maybe the term is I just do not care. You do not exsist and I have things much more worth my time like hiking over rainbows and leaping over grand canyons. I live in a place that is on top of your world and when I look down all I see is this. The cloud that covers the top of our heads that hides your lies and my cheats. Half of everything is nothing and the rest doesn't exsist. Are you starting to catch on?

Description
Erased in an attempt to remember.
What a coincidence. Now what was I saying I believe it was along the lines of I won't say sorry for something I did to fix what you did to me. And I won't get back what was written so long ago a whole 60 seconds is too much to steal.
The juice tastes better then the salt on my mouth but I have to get back into the place where my head exsists. He has eyes that overpower me and they stay in my head for when I am too frightened to leave the room that I need to hold onto the back of his shirt. So he stays in my brain those two eyes of his, beside my memory and how to ride a bike. Keeps me safe for the time being and the page must be refreshed.
He is going away in a months time if not now but forever it seems. We will never look intot he same crystal ball of loss and gain and we will spiral into a chair at the bus station and forgive and move on. I will not get my chance to say good things and the VCR upstairs doesn't work. He is getting drunk on Ameretto and I only want what I can't have. If you were to tell me that you needed me wanted me I would pass on by without another word. But show me the door and I will always want what I am told I cannot have.
Back on topic and the stars are sliding into your eyes. As the sun moves from the sky and is replaced with that lovley moon, we lay down the blankets and lay there for hours and talk about everything and nothing at the same time.
A persons philosophies are silly things to get in the way of a real situation and as the telephone rings I can tell who it is just from the sound.
Recollection of a thought unfinished and in a world of broken water and telephones never answered
You couldn't be more excited.
The boy at your side the one with three and an extra on the right
With a look in his eyes that tells you something different from what leaves his mouth.
Can you hear the ringing dinging of nights unlived by the kings that came before us.
My picture is done and ready for you to rape with your eyes.
Scratch my window and flicker the light switch
As the metal goes through the other one thickens and it seems to heal so much faster
I do not think that I masked this how it has to be
With an overwhelming feeling of fear and panic
And then slide into the calming remember of it isn't real
Nothing you concoct is actually happeneing and everything is not as bad as it may seem
Go on and look at me with the hate in your eyes
When you dial those three symbols you learn to your suprise it isn't what you thought
Time to wash out the gasping problem that is a pinch in your mouth.
Stand up and look in the mirror and punch the one looking back at you without cutting your knuckles.
Drive me into your state of delusion
Return from a quick break into the land of uncomfortable
Silent screaming and breaking of noise seem to erupt when you leave
Laying alone in a bed filled with paint and ink in the form of I MISS YOu
Will I ever be enough to fill the space but I am just the friend
Who sits on the side and watches the clock go backwards
Frustration ties me to a place I am sick of taking part in
Don't you love feeling worthless
Being put into there and not knowing where the door is
I despise where I have landed
Someone is ringing and I cannot even being to understand
As soon as she speaks no types my language turns to cellular and molecular
Such as I love you with all my brain cells
Well I love you with all my red blood cells
Confuse the onlooker and run away hand in hand with the love of your life who decides to show her face every now and then and when she does its like oh my. Can we actually partake in such madness and I know that you tried to fix this and I couldn't be more not understanding maybe the term is I just do not care. You do not exsist and I have things much more worth my time like hiking over rainbows and leaping over grand canyons. I live in a place that is on top of your world and when I look down all I see is this. The cloud that covers the top of our heads that hides your lies and my cheats. Half of everything is nothing and the rest doesn't exsist. Are you starting to catch on?