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I want to remember how I used to feel. When things did not effect the entire planet, turning it into a catastrophic problem every time i opened my mouth. There is a child inside of me.
She is only young and is not aware of the things she has caused yet. The intent of every little thing she does is to hurt no one and to only be aware of the good points of life. All night she lays there all curled up inside of the one who is in charge, watching as all the dreams of the dying girl pass through their head. She laughs a little and thinks that it is silly but continues to partake in the festivities anyways.

Hard to forget but even harder to hold on when the entire world is not defending you. Constantly they fight you until the end. That little piece of the end that forces you to print out your thoughts in order for people to take you seriously. Absurdity in it's worst.

A habit that formed at the age of uncertainty. It was cause for worry in the eyes of the elders. A habit that then died along with all the consciousness that lived inside. Again thanks to a person with the power to change the everything but the will power only to crumble inside himself then she rose back.

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I want to remember how I used to feel. When things did not effect the entire planet, turning it into a catastrophic problem every time i opened my mouth. There is a child inside of me.
She is only young and is not aware of the things she has caused yet. The intent of every little thing she does is to hurt no one and to only be aware of the good points of life. All night she lays there all curled up inside of the one who is in charge, watching as all the dreams of the dying girl pass through their head. She laughs a little and thinks that it is silly but continues to partake in the festivities anyways.

Hard to forget but even harder to hold on when the entire world is not defending you. Constantly they fight you until the end. That little piece of the end that forces you to print out your thoughts in order for people to take you seriously. Absurdity in it's worst.

A habit that formed at the age of uncertainty. It was cause for worry in the eyes of the elders. A habit that then died along with all the consciousness that lived inside. Again thanks to a person with the power to change the everything but the will power only to crumble inside himself then she rose back.