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Scared:

I'm a pretty fearless person,
Always the kind to jump off
High places, go on the fastest
Rollercoaster. I'm not afraid to
Try new things. I am the
First to bring up something
Dangerous to do for fun.

But I'm scared now.

Scared you'll follow through,
Next time you raise your hand.
Scared that the yelling won't stop
At yelling. I am scared that
You'll hit again.

So when I say that I'm
Scared, you know it's something serious
Something that will drive me
Past sanity and into nothing.

I'll be forced down that dark
Hole again. I don't want to go
Back. I like where I am now.
I finally reach happiness then
You force darkness down my throat.

I hope that a person in my life
Can lift me out of darkness again.
You have done it once, I have faith
That you can lift me out again.