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Extrawolfe — Distress
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Published: 2016-09-05 05:40:28 +0000 UTC; Views: 120; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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My fight is fun
Full of unique
Never know
Who or What it will bring
Frozen shoes
Forgotten rooms
Voices too
Ringing ears
And in buzz n head
Picture flashing in my brain
Not always making sane
Or goes away
Sometimes it is slow
to fade
Easy to distract
Victim to that
Missions off track
Hoping to get back
Losing focus
Is no fun
Trying to fight
In end
Mind goes boom
over little things
no sense too
False fear
False smells
Hearing people dwell
Much to control
I force these days
Tired by the daily engage
Often rest, heart beating cheats
Body full of sweat
Clothing completely wet
How am I
To put my mind
At rest
When my
Environment
Is distress
