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failurecomplex — deconstructingthedemonwithin
Published: 2002-11-15 01:33:55 +0000 UTC; Views: 93; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 9
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I hurt because I am aloneI love when it doesn't hurt too much
I hate to be the things that I am but can't change
I cry when I can't suppress the tears anymore
I fear death
I hope to find something meaningful
I feel everything
I kill any sense of compassion I may have had
I talk but no one can hear me
I listen because I cannot speak
I break myself to pieces inside
I smell failure approaching
I taste only the things I want to
I work to fill a void
I remember all the things that have hurt me
I hold onto the only thing I have
I hide everything I feel
I walk to be alone with my thoughts
I pray never
I drive myself crazy
I read what I cannot write
I burn what I cannot hold
I breathe to prolong my life
I play mind games with myself
I miss my childhood
I learn to acquire knowledge
I know that I am flawed
I said I was fine
I dream of nothing important
I have myself
I want more
I fall apart
I await death
I need to be be needed
I live because I'm afraid to die
I die when I cease to breathe
Comments: 1
Powerful, again. I like your style.
It's wonderful how open you are and just pour yourself out in your writing. It's an inspiration to me, and I thank you for that.
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