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Published: 2003-04-03 05:38:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 98; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 4
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Description every single day of your life, you wake up, you shower, you brush your teeth, you take a piss, you eat breakfast, you read the paper - whatever. every day, you use your routine to forget about the routine that your life has become. every day, you come home after an unsatisfying day at work, and you look ahead to tomorrow. yes, tomorrow - your saviour. sadly, tomorrow holds the same fate as the day previous - and you know it. you know it, but you choose to deny its impact on your life. you deny the fact that this is what your life has become. denial is a powerful tool. you use it to make even the most trivial things just that much better. denial is your saftey net. denial is your crutch. denial is your reality. everything you have become - every word you say, every thought you think, every lie you tell - is merely one denial after another. every day, you look at yourself in the mirror over your \'his & hers\' sinks. every day, you stare into eyes that are unfamiliar to you. every day, those same eyes look back at you with one question. one question that will change your life. one question that will move you to tears.

\"who am i looking at?\"

every day, you wake up with the hopes of answering that question. and every day, you face the mirror with the same blank stare - tears streaming down your face - willingly questioning yourself, but knowingly unable to answer.

to you, every day is tomorrow - and tomorrow you\'ll find your answer.
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Phoenix-Delphi [2005-12-20 05:38:38 +0000 UTC]

Dang. It's kinda how I feel sometime. But Doubletap is right. Be flippin' happy. You're makin' me kinda sad.

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doubletap [2003-04-03 05:50:27 +0000 UTC]

Life is what you make it. So fucking smile already.

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notoriousvern [2003-04-03 05:43:10 +0000 UTC]

sounds almost like durdenisms....

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