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This world will never understand who I am
Because I’ll never be intriguing to them

I’m trying so hard but it’s so hard to try

She may reach to grab my hand someday
But it’s her fear that’ll make her stay

I’m an emotional wreck she’ll never get
I’m out of her league and she’s so fucking perfect
I’ll take the look and the skittishness along with it
And when I brace from the heartache after I still won’t quit

It’s mean, this hope you’ve given me, ‘cause I’m still hanging on
The writings on the table yet I’m listen to the words in a song
Forgive me for waiting forever and living life like a dream
But if dreams can’t come true why even have them?

I need to shake my head to get my thoughts to run clearer
I don’t like the man that I’m admiring trapped in this mirror
Over and over I’m trying to reply the day you trapped my eyes
But even if my heart dies I’ll always have these memories

Her hair needs to get out of my face, her hands off my chest
I know I opened the door but she was only a guest
This lingering light, her shadow’s in sight, this can’t be right
Even behind my eyes her smell dances to fuel the fight

The realization that escape is not an option at all
My body is done defending so my walls finally fall
Giving up has weighed me down so you lift my chin up
Why do you see me so differently when I’m the one looking up?

Description
This world will never understand who I am
Because I’ll never be intriguing to them

I’m trying so hard but it’s so hard to try

She may reach to grab my hand someday
But it’s her fear that’ll make her stay

I’m an emotional wreck she’ll never get
I’m out of her league and she’s so fucking perfect
I’ll take the look and the skittishness along with it
And when I brace from the heartache after I still won’t quit

It’s mean, this hope you’ve given me, ‘cause I’m still hanging on
The writings on the table yet I’m listen to the words in a song
Forgive me for waiting forever and living life like a dream
But if dreams can’t come true why even have them?

I need to shake my head to get my thoughts to run clearer
I don’t like the man that I’m admiring trapped in this mirror
Over and over I’m trying to reply the day you trapped my eyes
But even if my heart dies I’ll always have these memories

Her hair needs to get out of my face, her hands off my chest
I know I opened the door but she was only a guest
This lingering light, her shadow’s in sight, this can’t be right
Even behind my eyes her smell dances to fuel the fight

The realization that escape is not an option at all
My body is done defending so my walls finally fall
Giving up has weighed me down so you lift my chin up
Why do you see me so differently when I’m the one looking up?