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Feat. Shitty drawing. pbth

Alrighty, so that one friend I've mentioned before finally moved the fuck away and it's like praise the Gods because I no longer have to speak to your sorry ass. But anyway, on the regular they'd be like I wanna kill myself OR you should kill yourself followed by I'm kidding! And apparently he was telling one of my best IRL friends that it was either a good thing he's moving away because we won't miss him or something else?? I can't remember, but it was a shitty thing to say. In grade 11 he'd always be like hey Eel, fail with math me! And it's kinda like?? I have a severe fear of failing, I've had panic attacks over this stupid class like what the fuck? I'm terrible at math but they'd be like wow this is SO EASY and shit, but when A2+b2=c2, Pythagorean theory and trigonometry were too hard for him and I'm really excited because holy shit I understand he'd say wtf it's hard, then criticize my teachings to them. One time in Mi'kmaq studies (the history of the Aboriginal peoples of Canada) I was trying to talk to them and they were like no I have to work then proceeded to draw the rest of the class and my buddy was just like work huh to me. They were like I have to work!! When I walked into a practice room with him and my friend, now no no no, I need the fucking piano in here bc we were writing songs, you just don't want me in here but Calista (friend) IS MY FRIEND TOO!! They did nothing that class, and when the teacher checked in on us they had nothing done after 3 months. 3 months. Like shit dude, bitched when our incredibly nice teacher said it was unacceptable. One day he asked me who my best friend was, and I was like well it's and she is because I love her to fucking pieces. But then he was like no irl, and it was like yes , and then I stopped and then he looked at me so I had to include them and it's like well I just lied but alrighty. I'll be talking to a friend about my shitty home life but nOPE HE'S MORE IMPORTANT!! Like buddy, I came to school to get away from that but I guess no, I'm still not allowed to be happy? Alright fine, so I started making it a point to say YEAH NO MORE MATH FOR ME (Bc where I live you only need 2 years of math in grades 10-12, but they're changing it next year and it's like I still don't have to do it) and me and Calista are pretty damn sure that he only passed like, 2 whole classes this semester, because oh man I'm soooo depressed and anxious :/ and it's kinda like yeah me too but look who passed all their classes and did their work!! Me. They told me that our math teacher was a bad teacher because she didn't go around asking if anyone needed help, which was a lie, and said raising his hand for help made him anxious? Like, I understand for some people anixety's a bitch, myself included, but you can raise your hand for help especially when you won't except my help? Then they go on about he isn't going to go to college so that doesn't matter, and I'm making dumb choices going into Art, and how stupid everyone is for wasting it or something? Saying he's gonna get right into acting, well bud knowing you you need acting school. Waiting for him at Tim Hortons before class, he got mad because I left because I was panicky because I didn't want to be late, saying they were anxious too. Um, I'm going to put my anxiety on top of yours for the time being because I'm more important in this case. Also, they'd always touch me even when I said stop I don't like being touched, then proceed to complain about people touching them without asking and glare at me when I make comparisons between us?

Anyway, that's long as shit, might add more but for now there you go.

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Feat. Shitty drawing. pbth

Alrighty, so that one friend I've mentioned before finally moved the fuck away and it's like praise the Gods because I no longer have to speak to your sorry ass. But anyway, on the regular they'd be like I wanna kill myself OR you should kill yourself followed by I'm kidding! And apparently he was telling one of my best IRL friends that it was either a good thing he's moving away because we won't miss him or something else?? I can't remember, but it was a shitty thing to say. In grade 11 he'd always be like hey Eel, fail with math me! And it's kinda like?? I have a severe fear of failing, I've had panic attacks over this stupid class like what the fuck? I'm terrible at math but they'd be like wow this is SO EASY and shit, but when A2+b2=c2, Pythagorean theory and trigonometry were too hard for him and I'm really excited because holy shit I understand he'd say wtf it's hard, then criticize my teachings to them. One time in Mi'kmaq studies (the history of the Aboriginal peoples of Canada) I was trying to talk to them and they were like no I have to work then proceeded to draw the rest of the class and my buddy was just like work huh to me. They were like I have to work!! When I walked into a practice room with him and my friend, now no no no, I need the fucking piano in here bc we were writing songs, you just don't want me in here but Calista (friend) IS MY FRIEND TOO!! They did nothing that class, and when the teacher checked in on us they had nothing done after 3 months. 3 months. Like shit dude, bitched when our incredibly nice teacher said it was unacceptable. One day he asked me who my best friend was, and I was like well it's and she is because I love her to fucking pieces. But then he was like no irl, and it was like yes , and then I stopped and then he looked at me so I had to include them and it's like well I just lied but alrighty. I'll be talking to a friend about my shitty home life but nOPE HE'S MORE IMPORTANT!! Like buddy, I came to school to get away from that but I guess no, I'm still not allowed to be happy? Alright fine, so I started making it a point to say YEAH NO MORE MATH FOR ME (Bc where I live you only need 2 years of math in grades 10-12, but they're changing it next year and it's like I still don't have to do it) and me and Calista are pretty damn sure that he only passed like, 2 whole classes this semester, because oh man I'm soooo depressed and anxious :/ and it's kinda like yeah me too but look who passed all their classes and did their work!! Me. They told me that our math teacher was a bad teacher because she didn't go around asking if anyone needed help, which was a lie, and said raising his hand for help made him anxious? Like, I understand for some people anixety's a bitch, myself included, but you can raise your hand for help especially when you won't except my help? Then they go on about he isn't going to go to college so that doesn't matter, and I'm making dumb choices going into Art, and how stupid everyone is for wasting it or something? Saying he's gonna get right into acting, well bud knowing you you need acting school. Waiting for him at Tim Hortons before class, he got mad because I left because I was panicky because I didn't want to be late, saying they were anxious too. Um, I'm going to put my anxiety on top of yours for the time being because I'm more important in this case. Also, they'd always touch me even when I said stop I don't like being touched, then proceed to complain about people touching them without asking and glare at me when I make comparisons between us?

Anyway, that's long as shit, might add more but for now there you go.