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To You,
I really, really want to tell you something. I don’t know how to say it though. I kind of wish I knew how you feel, then it might be easier to say. Or maybe I wouldn’t say anything at all. I really don’t know. I guess it would depend on you. If I knew if you cared at all, I might tell you. But I don’t really think you do… and I know I made a promise, but I don’t know if I can keep it. I kind of feel really alone, and sometimes I want someone to hold me and I know you won’t do that. Whether it is because you don’t want to, or because you can’t, really doesn’t matter. The fact is you don’t and that does matter. I can’t be strong all the time and it seems more often than not... I am not! I don’t think I can do this any more, as much as I want to, and as good as it can be… I want to tell you how I really feel and I know that is impossible. Because in my heart I know you don’t feel the same way and you don’t want to hear how I feel… and that makes me feel so sad. I suppose I have got no one to blame but myself. I guess I should have never let it happen… I wasn’t supposed to feel this way… I wasn’t supposed to care so much… You weren’t supposed to mean so much... I’m sorry ...I wish things were or could be different… I wish I could be what you want… But that is impossible...
From Me xox

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To You,
I really, really want to tell you something. I don’t know how to say it though. I kind of wish I knew how you feel, then it might be easier to say. Or maybe I wouldn’t say anything at all. I really don’t know. I guess it would depend on you. If I knew if you cared at all, I might tell you. But I don’t really think you do… and I know I made a promise, but I don’t know if I can keep it. I kind of feel really alone, and sometimes I want someone to hold me and I know you won’t do that. Whether it is because you don’t want to, or because you can’t, really doesn’t matter. The fact is you don’t and that does matter. I can’t be strong all the time and it seems more often than not... I am not! I don’t think I can do this any more, as much as I want to, and as good as it can be… I want to tell you how I really feel and I know that is impossible. Because in my heart I know you don’t feel the same way and you don’t want to hear how I feel… and that makes me feel so sad. I suppose I have got no one to blame but myself. I guess I should have never let it happen… I wasn’t supposed to feel this way… I wasn’t supposed to care so much… You weren’t supposed to mean so much... I’m sorry ...I wish things were or could be different… I wish I could be what you want… But that is impossible...
From Me xox