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Published: 2019-08-06 08:50:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 3142; Favourites: 79; Downloads: 0
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Description "I'm paralyzed

Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside
I'm paralyzed

I'm paralyzed
I'm scared to live but I'm scared to die
And if life is pain then I buried mine a long time ago
But it's still alive
And it's taking over me where am I?
I wanna feel something, I'm numb inside
But I don't feel nothing, I wonder why
I'm in the race of life and time passed by
Look, I sit back and I watch it
Hands in my pockets
Waves come crashing over me but I just watch 'em
I just watch 'em
I'm underwater but I feel like I'm on top of it
I'm at the bottom and I don't know what the problem is
I'm in a box
But I'm the one who locked me in
Suffocating and I'm running out of oxygen

I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me inside."

Paralyzed - NF






Yeah this is a vent piece that got out of control. I'm aware of the horrendous anatomy, I didn't use any references because I wasn't planning to finish this piece, and I was more focused on the emotion of the art rather than the technical execution. Honestly I think it kinds of adds to the mood, the body is all wrong and I drew this because of dysphoria so it seems somewhat fitting. 

This piece is actually very personal to me, I was trying to capture how I feel inside my own mind, and I think it turned out pretty decent. 

Also, I like doing abstract galaxy backgrounds.

Flame and art belong to Me 

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Comments: 5

LordMillenIrisGreen [2020-08-26 12:56:48 +0000 UTC]

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PioneeringAuthor [2019-09-24 18:57:54 +0000 UTC]

First, love that NF song, and second, this definitely has the mood you were going for. It looks painful and conflicted. Since there's no blood, one could question if the conflict is "real" or not. Is that really an arrow or is it fake? Very well done and emotional.

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Mikro-Mike [2019-08-07 02:57:51 +0000 UTC]

Good song

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m0nophobia [2019-08-06 23:36:39 +0000 UTC]

I love the demon tail you e been drawing lately, I think it fits your and your fursona’s aesthetics very well. 
This is a beautiful piece and I hope you’re feeling better after creating it <3

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FranxxDemon [2019-08-06 21:30:54 +0000 UTC]

beautiful <3

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