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~ When I see your grave, I can't even cry, and I am F****** SORRY IF SOMETIMES I SEE YOU DANCING WITH ME because it's not true, it's only an illusion. You're dead, I should die too. It would be so much better if I had died instead of you, maybe you weren't abnormal like me. I'm such a crybaby and our parents don't even accept me.
Fortunately, now I know that a lot of the problems are not as important as they seem, but there is a person that I really care about and I can't stop loving seeing them smile.
It feels like speaking to a wall, because even though I want to at least speak to you, I can't.

Description
~ When I see your grave, I can't even cry, and I am F****** SORRY IF SOMETIMES I SEE YOU DANCING WITH ME because it's not true, it's only an illusion. You're dead, I should die too. It would be so much better if I had died instead of you, maybe you weren't abnormal like me. I'm such a crybaby and our parents don't even accept me.
Fortunately, now I know that a lot of the problems are not as important as they seem, but there is a person that I really care about and I can't stop loving seeing them smile.
It feels like speaking to a wall, because even though I want to at least speak to you, I can't.