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In the post with the sketch for this assignment I was hopeful, truly I was, now I’m in utter dread! /lh

in one of my art classes we have a weekly sketchbook assignment, with every single one of them I tried my absolute hardest on them. Tried out new things, looked at new inspiration, pushed myself to be better. And I’ve gotten all of them in on time. This one. This is the final sketchbook assignment and the prompt was crowd. I decided to draw the required five characters for the crowd, and I drew my friends and I walking to school. (You can read more about it in the sketch for this)

sketching this was an absolute nightmare. I went through at least five other ideas, tried and failed to sketch them before I got a sketch that kinda looked okay. The background was fine I didn’t care, i just had to get it done because I have a deadline and I’m not half assing my project. I finish the characters. Then I have to work on the background…

now my teachers have always appreciated that I put in the effort to make a good background, it doesn’t have to be the focus, but I make it good. I could not get the background to look right for the life of me, and I was fucking trying. I was in too deep to start over and I had a day left to do this assignment. So. I embraced the anxiety, and drew sketchbook hell… just the blank plains of my brain trying and failing to execute my ideas… this has been a terrible experience

side note: a teacher for a different class had to come up to me and ask if I was okay because I was so panicked over this assignment

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In the post with the sketch for this assignment I was hopeful, truly I was, now I’m in utter dread! /lh

in one of my art classes we have a weekly sketchbook assignment, with every single one of them I tried my absolute hardest on them. Tried out new things, looked at new inspiration, pushed myself to be better. And I’ve gotten all of them in on time. This one. This is the final sketchbook assignment and the prompt was crowd. I decided to draw the required five characters for the crowd, and I drew my friends and I walking to school. (You can read more about it in the sketch for this)

sketching this was an absolute nightmare. I went through at least five other ideas, tried and failed to sketch them before I got a sketch that kinda looked okay. The background was fine I didn’t care, i just had to get it done because I have a deadline and I’m not half assing my project. I finish the characters. Then I have to work on the background…

now my teachers have always appreciated that I put in the effort to make a good background, it doesn’t have to be the focus, but I make it good. I could not get the background to look right for the life of me, and I was fucking trying. I was in too deep to start over and I had a day left to do this assignment. So. I embraced the anxiety, and drew sketchbook hell… just the blank plains of my brain trying and failing to execute my ideas… this has been a terrible experience

side note: a teacher for a different class had to come up to me and ask if I was okay because I was so panicked over this assignment