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This avatar represents me, myself and I. The mask is smiling but its confused whether it should smile or not its why it is cracked into pieces. The background is cracked cuz this is just an imaginary place where I find myself safe and not vulnerable but the cracks keep getting bigger and bigger. Lately, nothing good has been happening to me. I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul and the last to admit I need a hand to hold. I'm losing hope, headed down a dangerous road. Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm living on the edge. I've been this way for so long, I got some issues that I won't address, some baggage I ain't opened yet, some demons I should put to rest, some traumas that I can't forget, some phone calls I been avoiding, some family members I don't really connect with, things I said I wish I would of not let slip, some hurtful words that never should of left my lips, some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet, some insecurities I haven't dealt with. Trying to keep it together is one thing but Life somehow keeps kicking me down and is telling me to STAY DOWN. I try to do something good it backfires on me. Sheesh. Idk where to place myself on this earth anymore, I mean I am trying my best to keep moving forward but as I go on and on I get tired. I admit my fire wasn't as strong as before, it's slowly fading. Am I okay? No I am not, do you care? Of course you don't some will but most of you don't. Why am I telling this? Idk. To keep your mental and sanity in check. Remember when good things starts to happen there will ALWAYS be consequences around the corner and most of it is bad and can f*ck you up real bad. Look out for yourself, take your time, breath and relax. Keep on steppin'. Nuff said.

Description
This avatar represents me, myself and I. The mask is smiling but its confused whether it should smile or not its why it is cracked into pieces. The background is cracked cuz this is just an imaginary place where I find myself safe and not vulnerable but the cracks keep getting bigger and bigger. Lately, nothing good has been happening to me. I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul and the last to admit I need a hand to hold. I'm losing hope, headed down a dangerous road. Strange, I know, but I feel most at home when I'm living on the edge. I've been this way for so long, I got some issues that I won't address, some baggage I ain't opened yet, some demons I should put to rest, some traumas that I can't forget, some phone calls I been avoiding, some family members I don't really connect with, things I said I wish I would of not let slip, some hurtful words that never should of left my lips, some bridges burned, I'm not ready to rebuild yet, some insecurities I haven't dealt with. Trying to keep it together is one thing but Life somehow keeps kicking me down and is telling me to STAY DOWN. I try to do something good it backfires on me. Sheesh. Idk where to place myself on this earth anymore, I mean I am trying my best to keep moving forward but as I go on and on I get tired. I admit my fire wasn't as strong as before, it's slowly fading. Am I okay? No I am not, do you care? Of course you don't some will but most of you don't. Why am I telling this? Idk. To keep your mental and sanity in check. Remember when good things starts to happen there will ALWAYS be consequences around the corner and most of it is bad and can f*ck you up real bad. Look out for yourself, take your time, breath and relax. Keep on steppin'. Nuff said.