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gold94chica — Time to do this and make things right again

Published: 2015-07-26 10:49:35 +0000 UTC; Views: 10285; Favourites: 281; Downloads: 21
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"You know what Tobias?
I admired you because of your potential and skill to handle tough situations, but now you are just giving up and letting everybody step on you. You used to be someone who didn't give up, who always knew what to do, but now, you messed up. I'm not telling you this to reply to me "see, I've discouraged a lot of people and i have disappointed everyone"
If you keep acting like this, THEN you'll disappoint everyone."


Thank you for that, you snapped me out of my 2-month funk the other night.  I AM a leader, and I'm ready.

Even Splinks himself contacted me yesterday and told me to keep up the good work with his models.

I never said that I was going to leave, only that it kept going through my head.  I let a couple of negative things overwhelm me and blind me to what really matters.  If I've lost old friends, then it's time to make new ones.

Regardless of what happens with FNAF, I will not leave YOU as long as even 1 person wants/needs me.  But, FNAF/personal art is ALL that I want to create, and all that I care about creating right now.  I have no other fandoms, and no interest in joining any more.  

I understand why people got upset over what I was dealing with, and the timing of FNAF4 was really bad, but people blew this out of proportion.  I had been keeping it in for months, and I could no longer.  But, I have learned my lesson, and it shouldn't happen again.

To my fellow "pimp gang", the previous picture was not intended to show that I was leaving you guys.  It was just a hat.  You guys are simply the best (you know who you are)

Finally, thanks to everyone who commented.  Even the "don't leave" or "do whatever you want" comments that didn't help me make a decision.  But, I definitely heard the right words from plenty of people from all over, and I have overcome.

Together, we have made it.

and now it's almost 7am, I can't write another word
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gold94chica In reply to ??? [2015-07-30 16:13:49 +0000 UTC]

 

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fluttershysart In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 11:32:10 +0000 UTC]

that is right my friend take off like a phinox in the night.. were the moon shines bright ...

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gold94chica In reply to fluttershysart [2015-07-30 16:13:59 +0000 UTC]

Yes indeed

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fluttershysart In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 18:08:23 +0000 UTC]

indeedy yo

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Ace66062 [2015-07-27 10:25:59 +0000 UTC]

Welcome back to the battlefield champion. Your new quest awaits...

Please take care.

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gold94chica In reply to Ace66062 [2015-07-30 16:13:38 +0000 UTC]

I take the quest with both hands and press on!

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Ace66062 In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-31 09:40:29 +0000 UTC]

Your journey starts from the plains (like in ever over damn RPG) also know as... The Notifications of Eternity. Good luck!

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gold94chica In reply to Ace66062 [2015-07-31 18:09:06 +0000 UTC]

yeah I can see it XD

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Ace66062 In reply to gold94chica [2015-08-01 09:31:01 +0000 UTC]

Oh dear...

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Scrambler333 In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 09:34:35 +0000 UTC]

I think I know somebody who's doing all the bad stuff:   

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gold94chica In reply to Scrambler333 [2015-07-30 16:13:22 +0000 UTC]

lol I made that icon, what are you saying? XD

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ariellkevin In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 07:41:46 +0000 UTC]

I wouldn't want to say anything wrong but, glad You decided to stay! ^^
You can always be the leader You are, don't give up!
I shouldn't say "welcome back" since You never really left in the first place.

I'm bad with words. lol

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gold94chica In reply to ariellkevin [2015-07-30 16:13:10 +0000 UTC]

yay, finally someone who realized that I never left lol

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ariellkevin In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-31 07:49:35 +0000 UTC]

Yey! lel

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SammfeatBlueheart In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 07:30:49 +0000 UTC]

The one who said those words to you, really respects you. WE, US, and EVERYONE who knows you, RESPECTS YOU AND YOUR GREAT TALENT.

Don't ever, EVER, try to stop it. Keep your talent working.

For me, that was what I wanted to say to you to give you courage and replace the self-pity to trying hand and never surrender.^v^

Thank you so much for sharing your works to us^v^

-Jhamar L. B. (Jay)

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gold94chica In reply to SammfeatBlueheart [2015-07-30 16:12:50 +0000 UTC]

Thanks Jay... next time, feel free to slap me with some strong words like those!! XD  When a strong person falls, they need someone even stronger than them to help them stand again

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SammfeatBlueheart In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-31 10:01:32 +0000 UTC]

No, problems, my friend. ^v^

I agree to you.

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HugATree4Me [2015-07-27 07:03:29 +0000 UTC]

Go sleep, you've made many people happy.
And I'm sorry that my comment didn't help you, I guess I just decided I wanted to comment but I wanted to leave the choice for you to choose.

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gold94chica In reply to HugATree4Me [2015-07-30 16:11:48 +0000 UTC]

Every comment helped, don't worry   Just a couple of comments helped even more, and then all of the comments made more sense together!

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KyubeyContract [2015-07-27 06:45:52 +0000 UTC]

I want to shake the hand of who Told you that. I wanted to say it (probably everybody did) But I think it would've made things worse.
I was wrong

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gold94chica In reply to KyubeyContract [2015-07-30 16:11:12 +0000 UTC]

yes, you were wrong   When a strong person/leader is falling, they need someone even stronger than them to step in and help out!! 

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KyubeyContract In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-31 06:19:02 +0000 UTC]

Yes! I will keep that in mind!

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OtronProductions In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 04:50:46 +0000 UTC]

Nice to see that you're back!  

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gold94chica In reply to OtronProductions [2015-07-30 16:09:00 +0000 UTC]

Thanks, it's great to be here

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ninidan [2015-07-27 03:46:26 +0000 UTC]

just woke up to check somting and then i see this. Im glad to have you back, bro
and actilly after i heard "break my mind" i feel inspierd to do my work again. 

i guess we all just need a break from fnaf communtiy and i can see that. but i made some drama befor i left. But i said i might leave, i might stay. i never said what reson was bad and what was good. awell atleast im not sad... why i now would be.. and im glad you made your desicion. i have made mine too. but i cant promiess it. becase of school and stricked parents. but if i got to choose myself. then i would never end.

I have a feeling the fnaf community will be back on track after 2 days or a week. maybe is now. idk, im actilly pretty slow when it comes to news. but i guess im actilly gonna think be outside the box and make some non-fnaf stuff. I guess some people will like it. 

but im glad to hear your back. and i will be here waiting for you to upload your newest work
and i shouldent write this long commnets. i guess... good luck in SFM

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gold94chica In reply to ninidan [2015-07-30 16:10:28 +0000 UTC]

You can write as long as you want bro   I wasn't sad either, the only sad thing would have been if I couldn't take it and deactivate/leave.  As for FNAF, it will work itself out, and I will do my best to steer it

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ninidan In reply to gold94chica [2015-08-02 12:21:50 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I will stay here. For yoy, when you need a "co-driver".

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gold94chica In reply to ninidan [2015-08-05 17:07:42 +0000 UTC]

yeah, like now? lol  Seems I'm just a mess anymore.  But I keep trying.

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ScarletGamerArtist In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 03:13:58 +0000 UTC]

yay! Now thats what im talking about. theres the gold94chica that we know!

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gold94chica In reply to ScarletGamerArtist [2015-07-30 16:08:43 +0000 UTC]

Yes, gold94chica is back to stay

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ScarletGamerArtist In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 19:46:50 +0000 UTC]

Thank goodness! this place just wouldnt be the same without you! And if anyone is mean to you again, you can tell me!

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Lilly-Bun-Bun [2015-07-27 02:51:17 +0000 UTC]

I am so happy you returned

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gold94chica In reply to Lilly-Bun-Bun [2015-07-30 16:08:24 +0000 UTC]

me too

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XxDisaster-PeacexX [2015-07-27 02:46:08 +0000 UTC]

This is exactly what I was praying you'd choose. The correct path to take.

Its great to see you happy again.

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gold94chica In reply to XxDisaster-PeacexX [2015-07-30 16:08:19 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I wanted to make this choice, but first, I had to figure out how to make it work!  And I have

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XxDisaster-PeacexX In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 16:11:17 +0000 UTC]

Yay! At least everything is taken care of now. I'm glad. X)

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CraftyMaelyss In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 02:21:01 +0000 UTC]

Awesome job dude All of your friends were able to show you how much we all care and I'm glad you're feeling better as well

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gold94chica In reply to CraftyMaelyss [2015-07-30 16:08:02 +0000 UTC]

Yes, if it wasn't for you guys, I would not be here now

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CraftyMaelyss In reply to gold94chica [2015-08-02 08:12:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah Keep smiling bruh and things' ll be fine

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gold94chica In reply to CraftyMaelyss [2015-08-02 09:00:01 +0000 UTC]

yes, I keep smiling, whether I am happy or not

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CraftyMaelyss In reply to gold94chica [2015-08-07 12:07:00 +0000 UTC]

Smiling is the most contagious thing around

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aohoshi2008 In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 01:39:33 +0000 UTC]

GoldChica 4ever

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gold94chica In reply to aohoshi2008 [2015-07-30 16:07:46 +0000 UTC]

Hopefully

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TheBlackNova In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 01:35:37 +0000 UTC]

I really wish folks weren't so quick to Judge us and jump to conclusions prematurely. X(

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gold94chica In reply to TheBlackNova [2015-07-30 16:07:36 +0000 UTC]

Speaking from experience eh?

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TheBlackNova In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 16:11:54 +0000 UTC]

Yes, LOTS of experience.

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gold94chica In reply to TheBlackNova [2015-07-30 17:03:26 +0000 UTC]

Well then, we understand each other's frustration

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TheBlackNova In reply to gold94chica [2015-07-30 18:50:18 +0000 UTC]

Yep.

Btw, I finished that poster I was telling you about:

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ArbitersArt In reply to ??? [2015-07-27 00:54:59 +0000 UTC]

Well, I'll be damned.

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gold94chica In reply to ArbitersArt [2015-07-30 16:07:22 +0000 UTC]

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