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Published: 2011-02-26 19:12:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 23173; Favourites: 1327; Downloads: 188
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Description The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me,
Are not there behind the face staring back at me.
The anger and the pain of knowing where I am.
I have come so far and I cannot return.



this is hands down my favorite portrait of myself.
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Comments: 223

Anne-B [2011-02-27 22:36:25 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful! I love your eyes!

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wyckid [2011-02-27 21:45:29 +0000 UTC]

wow look at you! beautiful.

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leyghan [2011-02-27 20:24:48 +0000 UTC]

Featured here: [link]

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truthseekerconcept [2011-02-27 19:42:17 +0000 UTC]

Funny....I aint diggin it at all.

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vampires185 In reply to ??? [2011-02-27 19:26:30 +0000 UTC]

Whoa, I agree, you look amazing. That's so awesome! Plus the dark background really makes it cool.

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WaldfeeFotografie [2011-02-27 19:23:31 +0000 UTC]

nice pic

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enveijeon [2011-02-27 19:10:23 +0000 UTC]

yeah this is gorgeous

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Abbi-Normal [2011-02-27 19:10:08 +0000 UTC]

You must tell me how you did this hair. My life may hang in the balance.

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SethIsMyName [2011-02-27 19:03:51 +0000 UTC]

I have to agree with your comments. Very nice.

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Rinacoco [2011-02-27 19:01:37 +0000 UTC]

It's beautiful. Absolutely stunning. kinda reminds me of Vivienne Westwood-like designs. Amazing, Simply Amazing!

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kotaromichuzuki [2011-02-27 18:59:45 +0000 UTC]

you are very beautiful

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NakamuraTenshi [2011-02-27 18:48:02 +0000 UTC]

This is a very gorgeous portrait!

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JusticePunk [2011-02-27 18:41:27 +0000 UTC]

Killer style lady. Your very well composed.

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The-Willow-Gray [2011-02-27 18:39:18 +0000 UTC]

brilliant, I love it!!! Your skin is perfectly pale, hair perfectly tressed, and piercings perfectly placed

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Haedoji [2011-02-27 18:33:58 +0000 UTC]

Oh, darling, both the portrait and your style are absolutely wicked!

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Haedoji [2011-02-27 18:33:58 +0000 UTC]

Oh, darling, both the portrait and your style are absolutely wicked!

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MoonduckNinja [2011-02-27 18:28:02 +0000 UTC]

Lovely photo I love you hair xx

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MortenTakesAShit [2011-02-27 18:24:39 +0000 UTC]

Is that a boy or a girl?

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TriangleFace In reply to MortenTakesAShit [2011-02-28 23:58:30 +0000 UTC]

Lol if you would take ten seconds out of your life to go see on his profile, he's a boy

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DabsofKiwi In reply to MortenTakesAShit [2011-02-27 19:12:10 +0000 UTC]

A boy.

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ZombieGaGaloo [2011-02-27 18:20:11 +0000 UTC]

....your hair....

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ThenThereWasZero [2011-02-27 18:04:19 +0000 UTC]

This is absolutely amazing.

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Siansaar [2011-02-27 18:01:11 +0000 UTC]

i can see why

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degbdsmnarsvamplovrx [2011-02-27 18:00:44 +0000 UTC]

Your username fits you perfectly.

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Loes24 [2011-02-27 17:55:51 +0000 UTC]

Sweet...nice collors!

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Cairisti [2011-02-27 17:55:06 +0000 UTC]

So powerful! No wonder it's your favourite It's gorgeous.

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Jhernah [2011-02-27 17:52:18 +0000 UTC]

i love this well done portrait it reminds me a bit of the girl with the dragon tattoo

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degree360 [2011-02-27 17:46:17 +0000 UTC]

you look so pretty!

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juanabonga [2011-02-27 17:45:54 +0000 UTC]

YOU'RE SUCH A PRETTY GIRL!

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TheThibeault In reply to juanabonga [2011-02-27 17:56:30 +0000 UTC]

boy.

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Asrafarel In reply to TheThibeault [2011-02-27 18:22:49 +0000 UTC]

no girl. he's right.

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andshedreamed In reply to Asrafarel [2011-03-04 14:18:43 +0000 UTC]

No, Joji is a man.
(And depsite me being queer , I'd kiss him anyday)

Please go read this . The article has not been written as well as it should be as noted above the article, but it gives a clear meaning.

Also , go watch his videos:
"About Being Trans" - Joji Biernot

Just because anatomically, Joji is not a man, he is one. He is not living a β€œfantasy” , as you assume , but he is living what he know he is. Encyclopaedia Dramatica (despite being one of my favoured websites) intends to ridicule people for the sake of the ”lulz”. It does not necessarily mean that everything indicated in the editorial is factual. Sometimes, fabrications are edited within the article to create unnecessary controversy.

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Asrafarel In reply to andshedreamed [2011-03-04 19:44:06 +0000 UTC]

ho, hey, i didn't mean to hurt anyone, okay?
i was simply stating an objective fact.
i'm not watching her anyway, i don't know her back story and if she wants to become a he, then that's perfectly fine with me.
there is tons of emo/weeaboo tards on deviant, i don't take the time to investigate on everyone.
i simply saw a girl putting dozen of picture of her and stating she was a he.
nothing more, okay?
if i have now to refer to her as a he, then i'll do.
but he'd better state it properly in every description of his captions, 'cause he posts like...a billion of photos of himself.
you can only expect people to misunderstand or simply to not know when you expose yourself this much.
we're not all reading each and every journals of his or following him over all the internet.

and sincerely, i didn't mean,really didn't to hurt anyone, but when you've got like...3 photos of yourself the same day on deviant's frontpage you more certainly appears as an attention whore with an enormous fanbase, than anything else. so this is not really helping to take the trans stuff seriously. it only made me think he was a weeaboo and that's why i stated Gutter was a she.

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andshedreamed In reply to Asrafarel [2011-03-05 16:46:51 +0000 UTC]

Oh honey , I wasn't trying to go against you - sorry if I seemed that way. c:
My English tends to be quite the agressive tone at times , without it meaning to.
I just thought that you didn't understand Joji.
My bad.

I unnderstand clearly where you're coming from.
Thanks for not getting angry over my reply - so many people do. :c

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Asrafarel In reply to andshedreamed [2011-03-05 17:59:30 +0000 UTC]

nah, it's okay. don't shoot at yourself like that.
it's pretty delicate to discuss those matters without hurting/annoying/vexing anyone.
but now that i know, i'll be more careful on my own too.

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TheThibeault In reply to Asrafarel [2011-02-27 18:25:01 +0000 UTC]

want to bet he's a boy?

look on his other photos.
sometimes he'll clearly mark he's a boy.

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Asrafarel In reply to TheThibeault [2011-02-27 18:37:26 +0000 UTC]

yes, right...
because she writes it, then it's true?
sorry to break your dreams, but anatomically speaking i can find quite a bunch of proofs that she's a girl and on the very photos where she say she's not.
truthfully i don't care about whatever her fantasies are or what she says, but i thought everybody knew she's putting an act.
she even got her own encyclopedia dramatica page, lol.

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TheThibeault In reply to Asrafarel [2011-02-27 18:47:31 +0000 UTC]

So your taking my one word comment that follows what the artist says, out of proportion?

I dont know the person directly, im stating what he says.

seeing that the original comment came from a bot, then it doesnt matter this much anymore.

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Asrafarel In reply to TheThibeault [2011-02-27 19:44:39 +0000 UTC]

o_O
lol, i don't even know why i'm losing my time here.
and why do you loses your own, when you don't really care.

ho well, let's just drop the subject, it ain't going nowhere, anyway.

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ZombieGaGaloo In reply to TheThibeault [2011-02-27 18:19:12 +0000 UTC]

No need to correct this person.Cause it's a Troll

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TheThibeault In reply to ZombieGaGaloo [2011-02-27 18:21:17 +0000 UTC]

A troll huh.
That a waste of space.

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AbbieYoYo [2011-02-27 17:36:46 +0000 UTC]

Your so dark and deep, how did you get to be so cool?

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MySugarCat [2011-02-27 17:25:36 +0000 UTC]

You remind me a little of Fairuza Balk~

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AzRaIL922 [2011-02-27 17:24:32 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god your ear!!! *-*
but looks interessting

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rainbowsneeze [2011-02-27 17:12:02 +0000 UTC]

beautiful shot!

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HILDOOM [2011-02-27 16:43:37 +0000 UTC]

so much!

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Caipirina [2011-02-27 16:37:45 +0000 UTC]

........

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AbbieYoYo [2011-02-27 16:32:57 +0000 UTC]

wow...freaky.

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SidVicious93 [2011-02-27 16:32:26 +0000 UTC]

This is so beautiful, especially love the eyes here

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XxikutoxX [2011-02-27 16:14:59 +0000 UTC]

i like this one alot,good work

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