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They see you keep going
AFTER even all the choices keep getting taken away.
If we get pass this thing.
It's not going to be like how it 'was' is it?
If we were to lose it, we would stop seeing things for what they are
Maybe life is always a test.
I still have to believe there is one BIG plan for there being a reason why everything happens.

You know how to fight.
So, just hold on.
Don't give up on me now!
When things were as they were;
that is how you only want to remember things?
Or do you want to remember things as they are now?
No, you don't know me like this.
You can do whatever you want to with what I say to you.
But that song from Coldplay called "FIX YOU" is still full of horse crap!

It all comes from something you had told me once before.
Oh, how you have told me lots of things over the years as such.
And as the lies rise...
Well, I think we both had our share with one another...
for each other to place all over on each other...
and for ourselves as a matter of fact,
that were like so believable we both had to ask each other:
"Yea, it's a lie, but it sounded good right?!"

All things considered.
I thought I could help us to build a friendship.
I thought if I tried the 'HARDEST...'
(which I know that you do not like at all I had found out!)
then if it was not mercy, which again I know u hate,
then it would have been for pity's sake to do a sort of 'test drive'
and/or a 'run through' or a "trial test"
(Okay, I think "trial test" is a better term for here)
and what this "trial test" would include would be:
a) no more for like 7 or so days
b) you would get to set whatever rules on paper for me to be doing at each and every working moment because I would be your personal slave!!!
and, c) I would promise not to talk too much either, since not only do you find me very annoying anyway but you also do not think that I have a life so you would rather talk to your family and just have me there as a "spectator"

But, like...
You don't think that I can help though.
I say this because you are as obstinate as I am!
But,
I was just glad to have you around with me.
So, um..
Welcome back, wherever you are...
Being a hero takes a lot out of me, I guess...
That's why it was that much
Better Seeing You...
Since you can only see right in front of you
and if you cannot see it, then it does not mean anything to or for you..
and, well since it is even more true that you don't believe in magic...
When I am to see you, my only last request for 'us' is that we can,
just be able to enjoy that once in like 5 months or so 'moments' with one another or whatever
(I actually stole this term from you, since I love it when you do your wordplay and stuff)
which u and I can both call it that...
if you please...

Otherwise I don't know what we are,
So don't u laugh..
Because right now I am trying very hard not to laugh right now either..
Because it's not like you really care all that much about me anyway...
However, I consider u to be an old brave soul..
I confess my heart to you, and when I do
You decide to bolt out of the room!
I think you do it cause I am nothing like you
So to you, I am like your sworn enemy and stuff right now

True,
We are completely different,
but I thought that our BIG 'difference' would help us to overcome our differences...
And..
Well, it didn't!
Plus, what makes it even more interesting is that when this whole thing began that it wouldn't
And I be damned, if you were correct!
And well 98 percent of the time you are usually right though anyway,
However, in all seriousness right now and stuff,
I know now..
You are ashamed to see me for "what I am"
No one will ever know why this is so
And I know for damn sure that I am not trying to find out...
Well at least not anymore now...
Like I used to desperately always try to do..

I am glad that you had told me where you would always be.
You told me I would never meet you,
Oh yes, and you bluntly told me that too (I might add)
And when you told me,
I found you were not lying about that either..

I guess what kept me coming back is that you were, well, "LOYAL"
And well, I would have to say, I had admired you for that
And will always admire you for that..
But, I will start being more nicer to you when I do go to see you and stuff
Cause it is unfortunately true that I like u as a friend entirely...
And that you could care less about me or about my stupid pathetic life
So, it's all good, and I can keep my boring ass details about my life
to myself now..
And I also guess that it really will be better seeing you...

Since you don't even care what I am..

Description
body div#devskin0 hr { }

They see you keep going
AFTER even all the choices keep getting taken away.
If we get pass this thing.
It's not going to be like how it 'was' is it?
If we were to lose it, we would stop seeing things for what they are
Maybe life is always a test.
I still have to believe there is one BIG plan for there being a reason why everything happens.

You know how to fight.
So, just hold on.
Don't give up on me now!
When things were as they were;
that is how you only want to remember things?
Or do you want to remember things as they are now?
No, you don't know me like this.
You can do whatever you want to with what I say to you.
But that song from Coldplay called "FIX YOU" is still full of horse crap!

It all comes from something you had told me once before.
Oh, how you have told me lots of things over the years as such.
And as the lies rise...
Well, I think we both had our share with one another...
for each other to place all over on each other...
and for ourselves as a matter of fact,
that were like so believable we both had to ask each other:
"Yea, it's a lie, but it sounded good right?!"

All things considered.
I thought I could help us to build a friendship.
I thought if I tried the 'HARDEST...'
(which I know that you do not like at all I had found out!)
then if it was not mercy, which again I know u hate,
then it would have been for pity's sake to do a sort of 'test drive'
and/or a 'run through' or a "trial test"
(Okay, I think "trial test" is a better term for here)
and what this "trial test" would include would be:
a) no more for like 7 or so days
b) you would get to set whatever rules on paper for me to be doing at each and every working moment because I would be your personal slave!!!
and, c) I would promise not to talk too much either, since not only do you find me very annoying anyway but you also do not think that I have a life so you would rather talk to your family and just have me there as a "spectator"

But, like...
You don't think that I can help though.
I say this because you are as obstinate as I am!
But,
I was just glad to have you around with me.
So, um..
Welcome back, wherever you are...
Being a hero takes a lot out of me, I guess...
That's why it was that much
Better Seeing You...
Since you can only see right in front of you
and if you cannot see it, then it does not mean anything to or for you..
and, well since it is even more true that you don't believe in magic...
When I am to see you, my only last request for 'us' is that we can,
just be able to enjoy that once in like 5 months or so 'moments' with one another or whatever
(I actually stole this term from you, since I love it when you do your wordplay and stuff)
which u and I can both call it that...
if you please...

Otherwise I don't know what we are,
So don't u laugh..
Because right now I am trying very hard not to laugh right now either..
Because it's not like you really care all that much about me anyway...
However, I consider u to be an old brave soul..
I confess my heart to you, and when I do
You decide to bolt out of the room!
I think you do it cause I am nothing like you
So to you, I am like your sworn enemy and stuff right now

True,
We are completely different,
but I thought that our BIG 'difference' would help us to overcome our differences...
And..
Well, it didn't!
Plus, what makes it even more interesting is that when this whole thing began that it wouldn't
And I be damned, if you were correct!
And well 98 percent of the time you are usually right though anyway,
However, in all seriousness right now and stuff,
I know now..
You are ashamed to see me for "what I am"
No one will ever know why this is so
And I know for damn sure that I am not trying to find out...
Well at least not anymore now...
Like I used to desperately always try to do..

I am glad that you had told me where you would always be.
You told me I would never meet you,
Oh yes, and you bluntly told me that too (I might add)
And when you told me,
I found you were not lying about that either..

I guess what kept me coming back is that you were, well, "LOYAL"
And well, I would have to say, I had admired you for that
And will always admire you for that..
But, I will start being more nicer to you when I do go to see you and stuff
Cause it is unfortunately true that I like u as a friend entirely...
And that you could care less about me or about my stupid pathetic life
So, it's all good, and I can keep my boring ass details about my life
to myself now..
And I also guess that it really will be better seeing you...

Since you don't even care what I am..