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i wish i could take all of your pain and put it in me instead. /gen
EVERY single one of you guys. it HURTS when you hurt.
i just want you guys to be happy and it fucking crushes me knowing you guys aren’t and its nobody’s fault. im so stressed out from trying so hard to help but im not doing enough. i want to do MORE for you guys. i just want to help all of you so SO SO bad. i wish i could do more. i feel whole when you guys aren’t suffering but you are. its so fucking painful. physically AND mentally. its making my heart race and my throats sore, im SHAKING atm and i can barely even see through tears right now but thats NOTHING compared to the bullshit you all go through. i don’t care how bad it’d be on my end. id take in all of your hurt JUST for you. none of you deserve this and im sorry if it feels like i don’t listen to you guys and how you feel. i promise i understand and hear you guys. i want to do so much more to help you. every time you guys vent and im silent im always thinking of how to help and what to say and all i want is to HELP. i would go through UNIMAGINABLE shit for you guys. and if i had the option to swap everything and make it to where im sacrificing my EVERYTHING just so you guys could finally feel genuinely ok i would do it. id do ANYTHING for all of you. please never forget well all go home soon. please dont give up and just stay strong. not even for me, but yourselves. you all hold way more potential and worth than youll ever know. i wish i could make it to where ALL. of you guys would never know sadness or panic again. you guys are AMAZING. please never forget that.
i promise im doing everything i can. i dont fucking care if it drains me.
i love you guys so please just hold on

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i wish i could take all of your pain and put it in me instead. /gen
EVERY single one of you guys. it HURTS when you hurt.
i just want you guys to be happy and it fucking crushes me knowing you guys aren’t and its nobody’s fault. im so stressed out from trying so hard to help but im not doing enough. i want to do MORE for you guys. i just want to help all of you so SO SO bad. i wish i could do more. i feel whole when you guys aren’t suffering but you are. its so fucking painful. physically AND mentally. its making my heart race and my throats sore, im SHAKING atm and i can barely even see through tears right now but thats NOTHING compared to the bullshit you all go through. i don’t care how bad it’d be on my end. id take in all of your hurt JUST for you. none of you deserve this and im sorry if it feels like i don’t listen to you guys and how you feel. i promise i understand and hear you guys. i want to do so much more to help you. every time you guys vent and im silent im always thinking of how to help and what to say and all i want is to HELP. i would go through UNIMAGINABLE shit for you guys. and if i had the option to swap everything and make it to where im sacrificing my EVERYTHING just so you guys could finally feel genuinely ok i would do it. id do ANYTHING for all of you. please never forget well all go home soon. please dont give up and just stay strong. not even for me, but yourselves. you all hold way more potential and worth than youll ever know. i wish i could make it to where ALL. of you guys would never know sadness or panic again. you guys are AMAZING. please never forget that.
i promise im doing everything i can. i dont fucking care if it drains me.
i love you guys so please just hold on