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This was not my intention,
Not to make you feel this way.
Never have I wanted to hurt you
Not even when you had killed me.
I thought you would be happy
When you knew I was letting go
When it was clear that I would not
Wait for you and the impossible.
Isn't that what you wanted all along?
This was not what I wanted.
All I can think about, during this long night
Is a way to take it all back.
There's just one thing stopping me.
It's two sentences you sent me
When I stumbled about today
Trying to tell you that I'm in love with you
And that all I want is to be with you again.
Now things have changed and you're angry.
But I can't undo it now.
I can't be yours and not be yours
And still love myself in the morning.
You told me not to wait for you
And then I waited because I wanted to.
But waiting is too painful now.
Nothing has changed in my heart, my love.
I'm still just as in love with you
As I was yesterday and the days before.
I'm still your friend who meets you with a true heart.
I just can't be your lover anymore
And not be loved back the same way.