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Hashae — Poetry Session:Suffering
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Published: 2015-12-15 05:14:28 +0000 UTC; Views: 336; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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When there's no one to turn to,
and have a family that despises you.
It's like I have nothing left to give,
There's only 1 thing I could do.
They suck the life out me,like the parasites they are.
Their ice shard words,
engrave my body with scars.
It's like they've been possessed my demons,
and I'm the human they prey on.
All my self esteem and hope dried up lie a wail,
until it is all gone.
I could take their lives,
but would that even bring me peace?
I'm on the edge of insanity ,
maybe it's blood that I seek.
But who's it is is the question?
My family's or mine.
what I wouldn't give to see them in hell...
but I feel they'd take from the skies.
I'm a captive of my wicked desires.
I've marinated in my own darkness.
I can't break free of this grudge,
because these people have made me heartless.
I feel alone and unwanted,
neglected and forsaken.
I feel as if I'm in the lake fire,
the very pit of Satan.
And I continue to wear these shrouds
that dim out my light and cover me.
For another 2 years,
I'll endure this suffering.
