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Published: 2023-02-15 01:08:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 575; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 0
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Yet another silly comic featuring Ryoma and Miss Oryo. I love them together! I wanted to draw the rest of the Ultra Souls too, so they also got shoved in.Today's also Valentine's day. I didn't even realize it was coming up until I kept being bombarded with Valentine's Day sale ads. Haha. When I realized it, I mildly considered drawing something related to my ex, since he was the only love I ever had, and apparently he cried when I left(?) But then I created a new document, drew one line, and immediately lost interest. I don't think I've got it in me anymore. It used to be that if I drew something related to him, I could crank out a painting in one sitting within a few hours, and my heart would flare with emotion. But now so many days pass between my thoughts of him that it's like, "oh yeah, that thing." It's like drawing an old waifu. You remember drawing them over and over again, thinking of them in many sexual situations, wanting them to be real so you can bend them over a table. But then time passes, no new material is released for the property, and it fades away. Then you get a new one, and if you think about drawing your old one it feels insanely awkward. Lol. Right now, my love for Bakumatsu Rock is what I think of all the time. ...It's why I haven't updated my game in a month, okay. I AM TRANSLATING BAKUMATSU AND PLAYING PERSONA 3 WITH ONE OF MY BEST (Italian) FRIENDS, LEMME HAVE THIS. IT'S EDUCATIONAL!
I guess it's also similar to an otome. In an otome, there are many guys you can date, but you only choose one. Sometimes, you end up ending a route with one guy by accident, and you can't date him unless you restart. But at the same time, you don't meet all the guys at once, so even if you fail that route, a more handsome/better suited guy can come later. ...That actually just happened to me in Persona 3. I meet Junpei, and WOAH, I immediately simped. THICK defense, high attack, casual attitude, athletic. Oh man, I wanted to date him soooo bad. But my friend (who already played though the game) kept telling me that it's impossible to date him since he falls in love with another girl in the story. Still, I kept trying... and then he friendzoned me at social link 9. Ooooh. I was moderately disappointed, but guess what? I then met another guy who's just as handsome. I think his name's Shinjiro, he wears a beanie and looks just like Sol Badguy. Dude, when I tell you I was INSTANTLY DIAMONDS, I'm not joking. What is it about tan skin and dark hair that makes a guy so handsome?! One of the seven mysteries of the world! Anyway, had I dated Junpei I wouldn't have had the chance to date Shinjiro, so it all worked out!
I only found out that my ex cried when I left very recently. It piqued my interest, as I did not understand why. No matter what premises I came up with, I could not reach the conclusion of "Therefore, my ex cried." Did he miss me? No, because he didn't bother contacting me. Did he love me? No, he didn't want to enter a relationship. Was it because of the harsh language I used against him? No, because then he'd be happy that I was gone. Happy tears? No, but what he drew wasn't happy at all... then, was it because he was lonely? No, he's very famous, and everything he posts gets at least one comment. It deeply perplexed me. When a man cries, it must be a very dire situation for him. And yet, I can't see what's so dire about the absence of my presence. I am quite literally a nobody, almost like a ghost. My looks are average, my intelligence too. What is there to miss, exactly? I don't understand. Factually speaking, we're both in a better place as separate individuals. He can draw/look at whatever he wants now, and I don't have to play the authority role. That was something that we fought about a lot, the content he drew most of the time (I deeply disliked it.) Well, I guess it's yet another mystery that I'll never have the answer to, so I'm not worried about it.
Well, there you go, something about HaxMan's love life on Valentines' Day. Maybe next year I'll have someone else to talk about.