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Hazy-Rainz — What Now?

Published: 2015-11-24 12:56:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 554; Favourites: 21; Downloads: 0
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"I beginning to feel that my family never wanted me....?But Why am I still here? Why am I even living...how am I alive...? How can I feel this way when I should be happy....but tell me....What can I do now...?" ~Sophie

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What now by: Rihanna

I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak
The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say
That's something missing

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Ohhhh what now?

I found the one he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm not mugging

Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, it's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Please tell me
What now?

There's no one to call cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy, the more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spent every hour just going through the motions
I cant even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout

What now? I just can't figure it out
What now? I guess I'll just wait it out
What now? Somebody tell me
What now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know ow ow why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know ow ow why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know ow ow why

So what now?

Sophie ans art belong to me

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Comments: 4

HuntressCuddlez [2015-11-28 05:45:01 +0000 UTC]

This is a gorgeous drawing you did very well on it- haha life just doesn't seem to let up does it.

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R2Hu [2015-11-25 07:31:46 +0000 UTC]

Nice drawing very realistic indeed

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SilentLightening [2015-11-24 22:54:28 +0000 UTC]

Take it easy Sophie, there comes time were things are rough and can leave you in shambles, but you have to stay positive.
We all have bad thoughts from time to time, heck, even I still have some, but I always look towards my friends to keep me happy.
I feel deep down you can move on and be happy for yourself. Even then, your friends in real life and on DeviantArt should always be there for you, to support you. I'm here and I don't want to see you suffer, it would pain me lose a friend like you Sophie.

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MrNintMan [2015-11-24 19:55:12 +0000 UTC]

Sounds hard...& sad...I hope things will go better for soon...

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