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alright so as the title says i had to basically say my part on this note

i hate to do this but i think its about that time i can share this with most of you on here

so i had to remove the comments section for this sensitive topic i will bring up

please also don't come after my page as well its just how i generally feel because in all honesty i did nothing wrong.
nor i think i did.

anyway so their is a few people i don't really want to associate much i mean i like their work by that i mean MMD related its great but just talking to them made me uncomfortable and not wish to befriend them because they were rude an not good responses..

so here is my mini list of folks i doubt its a big list.

#1: __ Hestis - YouTube hestis i remember a conversation i had with this person sadly they did not speak english
an i believe used google translate to talk to me on discord because thats we spoke through discord
i wanted to attempt to become their friend but then they told me not so nice things as much as i complimented them an they thought by me befriending them i would get their models? but that wasn't the case.. so i felt hurt an was thinking "man never meet your heroes.." it was not my intention of wanting any models from them whatsoever.. so i left them alone after that i just wanted to get to know them in a nice way i didn't want anything but just friendship..

#2:Freya-Vhal - Student, Digital Artist | DeviantArt um i read most stuff about her on here nor i wish to befriend her no matter how great her models are my mind tells me "don't even try.. she's a red flag"

#3:How i see the MMDC occidental... by Per0xygen-exe on DeviantArt um... idk how i feel about this person
but seems scary to me >.<

#4: RiaRiiRii - Hobbyist, Digital Artist | DeviantArt um.. i can't say this is recent or sort of is.. but one person knows when i told her what happened anyway. so i was only talking to someone about a certain post an i wanted it to be an A and B conversation.. but she sort of had the nerve to 3rd party the conversation an bashed me with harsh words which made me uncomfortable.. like come on i wanted to discuss what the other person wanted to share in their own words..
and then she came out of nowhere giving me an essay of what she said when no one was talking to her... that terrified me
an i kept my conversation short like "okay definitely red flag don't even bother talking to this one"

#5: [MMD] Lupul Productions - Throne ft. A Couple Strangers (youtube.com) she is just toxic.. i had alot of problems with her in the past nuff said.

thats all i have for now.

please understand these are just experiences i had to deal with an mind you this was all in 2023.

anyway, credits on this image

tikal model belongs to me (edit ver by JadePandacheese )

raihan model belongs to yutaka from bowlroll

chessire model belongs to me (edit ver by Ellyncx )

neru model belongs to vocaloidsfan Tda lazy neru v2 download ! by vocaloidsfan on DeviantArt

hand poses by snorlaxin

other poses by me

backround image found on google images

effects:

greenershader
hangover (by RavAndCheese
melancholy (also by RavAndCheese
1color
ikchromatic
diffusion
ikclut_brightness+
ikclut_vibrance
ikclut_KN (by KitsuneNoKiba
selfoverlay

Description
alright so as the title says i had to basically say my part on this note

i hate to do this but i think its about that time i can share this with most of you on here

so i had to remove the comments section for this sensitive topic i will bring up

please also don't come after my page as well its just how i generally feel because in all honesty i did nothing wrong.
nor i think i did.

anyway so their is a few people i don't really want to associate much i mean i like their work by that i mean MMD related its great but just talking to them made me uncomfortable and not wish to befriend them because they were rude an not good responses..

so here is my mini list of folks i doubt its a big list.

#1: __ Hestis - YouTube hestis i remember a conversation i had with this person sadly they did not speak english
an i believe used google translate to talk to me on discord because thats we spoke through discord
i wanted to attempt to become their friend but then they told me not so nice things as much as i complimented them an they thought by me befriending them i would get their models? but that wasn't the case.. so i felt hurt an was thinking "man never meet your heroes.." it was not my intention of wanting any models from them whatsoever.. so i left them alone after that i just wanted to get to know them in a nice way i didn't want anything but just friendship..

#2:Freya-Vhal - Student, Digital Artist | DeviantArt um i read most stuff about her on here nor i wish to befriend her no matter how great her models are my mind tells me "don't even try.. she's a red flag"

#3:How i see the MMDC occidental... by Per0xygen-exe on DeviantArt um... idk how i feel about this person
but seems scary to me >.<

#4: RiaRiiRii - Hobbyist, Digital Artist | DeviantArt um.. i can't say this is recent or sort of is.. but one person knows when i told her what happened anyway. so i was only talking to someone about a certain post an i wanted it to be an A and B conversation.. but she sort of had the nerve to 3rd party the conversation an bashed me with harsh words which made me uncomfortable.. like come on i wanted to discuss what the other person wanted to share in their own words..
and then she came out of nowhere giving me an essay of what she said when no one was talking to her... that terrified me
an i kept my conversation short like "okay definitely red flag don't even bother talking to this one"

#5: [MMD] Lupul Productions - Throne ft. A Couple Strangers (youtube.com) she is just toxic.. i had alot of problems with her in the past nuff said.

thats all i have for now.

please understand these are just experiences i had to deal with an mind you this was all in 2023.

anyway, credits on this image

tikal model belongs to me (edit ver by JadePandacheese )

raihan model belongs to yutaka from bowlroll

chessire model belongs to me (edit ver by Ellyncx )

neru model belongs to vocaloidsfan Tda lazy neru v2 download ! by vocaloidsfan on DeviantArt

hand poses by snorlaxin

other poses by me

backround image found on google images

effects:

greenershader
hangover (by RavAndCheese
melancholy (also by RavAndCheese
1color
ikchromatic
diffusion
ikclut_brightness+
ikclut_vibrance
ikclut_KN (by KitsuneNoKiba
selfoverlay