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this takes place before shes sent to ponyville and meets the other main 5. the ponies in the picture shes looking at are her canterlot friends (sans moondancer)

i project big time onto twi anyways so its time for a vent with her lol. sometimes i feel like im stuck in a void where nobody can reach me, and i cant reach anyone else. i have friends, even close friends, but there always feels like theres a wall between me and them. i dont think they see it, but i do. i always feel like im too annoying, or not helpful enough, or something along those lines. i struggle to show support when someone's sad because im just so emotionally disconnected from everyone else. any support that anyone offers me feels scripted, and i feel like everyone is just annoyed with me because i cant fix my problems. i want to have friends, i even want to have a girlfriend, but its so hard for me to put in the effort for it, because for the past 10 or so years, all ive ever been taught from everyone around me was that im annoying and the best thing i can do for anyone is to shut up

i dont really like to get personal on my accounts because ever since my instagram started gaining traction i felt like i cant express my fears and insecurities because its too personal, but sometimes i just need to scream at a void when i dont want to go to anyone personally.

Description
this takes place before shes sent to ponyville and meets the other main 5. the ponies in the picture shes looking at are her canterlot friends (sans moondancer)

i project big time onto twi anyways so its time for a vent with her lol. sometimes i feel like im stuck in a void where nobody can reach me, and i cant reach anyone else. i have friends, even close friends, but there always feels like theres a wall between me and them. i dont think they see it, but i do. i always feel like im too annoying, or not helpful enough, or something along those lines. i struggle to show support when someone's sad because im just so emotionally disconnected from everyone else. any support that anyone offers me feels scripted, and i feel like everyone is just annoyed with me because i cant fix my problems. i want to have friends, i even want to have a girlfriend, but its so hard for me to put in the effort for it, because for the past 10 or so years, all ive ever been taught from everyone around me was that im annoying and the best thing i can do for anyone is to shut up

i dont really like to get personal on my accounts because ever since my instagram started gaining traction i felt like i cant express my fears and insecurities because its too personal, but sometimes i just need to scream at a void when i dont want to go to anyone personally.