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Published: 2016-02-24 03:24:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 2462; Favourites: 26; Downloads: 0
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Vent. A mix of past and present demons that I continue to struggle with. Even in my happiest moments I can still feel something lingering in the back of my mind. Sometimes I don't feel human. Sometimes I feel like a freak of nature. I question the things that are wrong with me. I wish that I could have just been born the way that I feel inside, but I wasn't and it hurts, especially when people throw it in my face or basically call me a sinner for just trying to be who I am inside. i tend to focus on the negatives rather than the positives. I can only see my flaws. In my darkest moments I feel I've been shattered and am beyond repair.They say it was a choice, but those who go through what I go through know full well that it is just the opposite. I didn't choose to be born as the wrong gender, and the dysphoria that comes with this is one of the worst feelings I've ever felt.
Before anyone freaks out, I'm okay. There's just points in time when I really need to vent because I don't like to talk to anyone about these things, so it just starts building up inside. This is my way of trying to relieve some of that built up agony.
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Don't worry, you'll get through it. And I have the yardstick ready to slap all the bitches who hurt you're feelings. Remember, you still have all your fans who absolutely adore you, like me. And if u need someone to talk to, I'm always here for you, don't forget that.
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I'm always here if you want to vent. I may seem like a stranger, but I think anyone is important and can help change the world for the better. You matter, it may not feel good at the moment, but someone out there is waiting for you to come into their life and make it heavenly. You might not know who they are yet, but that's okay, because you'll find them, and your life will be even better.
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I know how you feel. Don't worry, your not alone. I hope you can look past the dark things and focus on the light. I'll support you no matter what. Keep on at what your doing and don't let anyone stop you.
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Oh no no no no no! Please don't be sad! It's going to be ok! Just ignore those rude people and focus on the people who care for you
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Danny... its okay to not be okay.
don't you forget that!
just be who ever you want to be!
i wouldn't mind if you were a boy or a girl
just be you!
we all have flaws and it is good to vent because we can just get our feeling out to people so we don't have to keep it bottled up inside!
stay strong ~ Matilda x
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Those people who think it's a choice are sooooo wrong! Danny, you can be whoever you want to be, there's no one that can stop you! owo
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It's too bad they don't understand. But honestly, what's life without some challenges?
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I really wanna give you a hug right now. I know that sounds creepy but it hurts to know some who inspired me since I was little, and continues to inspire me feels this way.
Hopefully that didn't make you feel guilty about making a vent. It's good to vent. I can't do it here online even though I want to because my sister watches my dA and YT. But I write in personal journals or diaries and what-not and it helps relieve like you said.
I don't really know you but, I support you, your art, animation, videos etc. People have no right to even try to define who you are, especially if they don't know you personally. You are you. And they should accept it. I hope you feel better.
Sorry if this turned out stupid and cliche but I felt like I had to say something.
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Don't worry, DJ. You have your watchers and subscribers, who are always there for you! ^^
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Hey, dude. You should know that being what you really want to be is something that tons of people are too scared about, just saying that you should be very proud of yourself for at least trying hard. Having your true identity and knowing who you are, that's something to be nothing but happy and proud about~
Hope yah feel better soon!
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Aww ya poor thing D:
I hope you will feel much better soon I just feel so bad for you!
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Nooo don't be sad! I can't say I understand how you feel but I hope you feel better soon
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*nuzzles*
I'm not gonna throw a bunch of cliche bullshit facts in your face, but just know, it's okay to not be okay sometimes. I promise.
I really am glad you don't blame yourself, just ignore the ones who don't understand. Better said then done I know but, you'll be better off if you only focus on yourself and your mental and emotional needs, I promise.
Knowing your own darkness's can help you help others people do understand if they have been in similar situations as you ,just trust that they will help you in the best way and be there for you. Maybe not irl people but just random ones in general.
I know you said you don't like talking about it, but when you feel you're at your edge, I'm always a good listener.
I find the best comfort can come from strangers.
We don’t need to talk at all, I’ll just sit here with you and you
can close your eyes and rest.
I hope you feel better soon.<3
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