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I don't know who I am.

I don't know who I am,
I'm not sure who I'm supposed to be.
I look into the mirror,
And all I see is pain.

I don't know who I am,
All these shackles chained to me.
I look into the mirror,
Pushed down, over and over again.

I don't know who I am,
I have a feeling,
A little inkling inside of me.
I look into the mirror,
And think about how it's such a shame.

I used to smile a lot,
When I was more free,
I used to laugh and feel,
Like I wasn't always the one to blame.

I used to smile a lot,
But something changed you see,
The demons in my mind,
Of which I can barely restrain.

I used to smile a lot,
I used to have such glee,
Not afraid to leave the house,
A million friendships to go and gain.

I just feel so empty,
Like nothing goes right for me,
Its always building all the time,
No happy smiling face to frame.

I just feel so empty,
It all piles up until I scream,
But no noise does escape me,
Because what is there to gain?

I just feel so empty,
Nobody's listening to me,
My voice is mute,
My tears don't fall,
My thoughts are off upon a train.

I don't belong here anymore,
I just want to be set free,
No more pain,
No more hurt,
No life beating me down again.

I don't belong here anymore,
I've no more fight in me,
I can't keep pushing on any more,
A fake smile I have to feign.

I don't belong here anymore,
I cannot make myself believe,
That just for one more hour or day,
I can go on just the same.

I need to leave you now,
Maybe after I can breathe,
Maybe afterwards it won't be so bad,
Maybe it will make me brave.

I need to leave you now,
I need to let myself be free,
No more suffocating feeling,
It's not all bad and grave.

I need to leave you now,
But don't let yourself grieve,
I'm happier,
I'm not in pain,
And I'm no longer so afraid.

Description
I don't know who I am.

I don't know who I am,
I'm not sure who I'm supposed to be.
I look into the mirror,
And all I see is pain.

I don't know who I am,
All these shackles chained to me.
I look into the mirror,
Pushed down, over and over again.

I don't know who I am,
I have a feeling,
A little inkling inside of me.
I look into the mirror,
And think about how it's such a shame.

I used to smile a lot,
When I was more free,
I used to laugh and feel,
Like I wasn't always the one to blame.

I used to smile a lot,
But something changed you see,
The demons in my mind,
Of which I can barely restrain.

I used to smile a lot,
I used to have such glee,
Not afraid to leave the house,
A million friendships to go and gain.

I just feel so empty,
Like nothing goes right for me,
Its always building all the time,
No happy smiling face to frame.

I just feel so empty,
It all piles up until I scream,
But no noise does escape me,
Because what is there to gain?

I just feel so empty,
Nobody's listening to me,
My voice is mute,
My tears don't fall,
My thoughts are off upon a train.

I don't belong here anymore,
I just want to be set free,
No more pain,
No more hurt,
No life beating me down again.

I don't belong here anymore,
I've no more fight in me,
I can't keep pushing on any more,
A fake smile I have to feign.

I don't belong here anymore,
I cannot make myself believe,
That just for one more hour or day,
I can go on just the same.

I need to leave you now,
Maybe after I can breathe,
Maybe afterwards it won't be so bad,
Maybe it will make me brave.

I need to leave you now,
I need to let myself be free,
No more suffocating feeling,
It's not all bad and grave.

I need to leave you now,
But don't let yourself grieve,
I'm happier,
I'm not in pain,
And I'm no longer so afraid.