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youu love me;
too bad i don't love youu.

you said today that you've finally found love again, so i'm thinking it's time to push you over the edge of the nest and let you free fall through life. you can't hold onto me forever, boy, and i don't like being smothered.

you're a great friend and i really don't want to have to do this to you, but it seems that i must. i have to tell you this because you need to have someone tell you this sooner or later and i don't want you hearing any nonsense rumours in the weeks to come.

you deserve a girl who loves you and only you. we all know that my eyes tend to wander when you're not in my presence, and i've always been a bit of a flirt. i like you, but i'm not sure i truly love you yet.

besides, i've always liked tight-fitting flesh that's dotted with holes and metal. i like feeling his ribs against mine and i like the way his hips protrude over the top of his thin jeans. i like how his hair is long enough to brush my face when we kiss, and how silky smooth it is as i run my hands through it.

did you ever know that i've always liked him better? that while i'm texting you late at night, i'm on webcam with him? that i see him behind your back and flirt with him non-stop?

whenever he called, i always lied and said it was one of my girl friends. whenever he stopped by to talk to me at school, i swore to you that we just had a mutual friend and one crazy rockin' relay team in common.

see, this way it's easier. this way you never have to know the things i've hidden from you. i don't want to break your heart, only your bones as you hit the ground fifty feet below the nest.