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It’s a sunny Monday morning and Ica is on her way out the door with an excited Roary. She is taking him out for a walk then heading out for errands. “Claude, Zephyr, I’ll be back!”

”Okay! Bye mum! Called Zephyr from the kitchen. “Daddy’s making me breakfast!”
”Okay Zephy, I love you.”
”Love you too! Oh, daddy says he loves you too!”

”Tell him that I love him too.” She heard Zephyr relay the message and hears her husband deep chuckle. And with that, Ica smiled to herself and Roary yanked her out of the house. As soon as she opens the car door Roary scrambles into the back seat. He sits at attention, his long tongue lolling from his mouth ready for the ride.

”Whataya say boy, how does the waterfall sound for a walk?” Rotary gives an excited bark making Ica laugh. “Okay, waterfall it is!” As they drive, Ica rolls the windows down letting the wind buffet her dog’s fur. She peeks in the rear view mirror watching his ears fly back. When the arrive, Roary can hardly contain himself, when Ica opens the door he jumps out and begins to take off in a run pulling her along. “Okay boy! I’m coming! Just let me close the door first!” Cried Ica laughing.

When their walk is finished, there are still a couple more errands Ica has to run. “Alright Roary, next we have to go to Target. I need to grab some things from there. And maybe while we’re in there, you can get a toy.” Said Ica leaning over the seat to give him a good scratch behind the ears. The golden retriever licked her face, his fluffy tail an golden blur. Not long they arrive at Target and once again Roary is excited to get out. She clips back on his leash. “Okay, look at me boy.” Roary looks up and cocked his head. “No running. You have to be calm in the store. Alright?” Roary wagged his tail in response. “Good boy.” She said patting him on the head.

After grabbing all they needed, they head to the check out. As Ica begins putting her things on the belt, her phone begins to ring. When she pulls it out of her pocket she sees Kalista profile picture on the screen and picks up. “Hey, what’s up?”

“Where are you right now?” Asked Kalista immediately. Her voice was urgent.
“I’m at Target with Roary. Is everything okay?”

“No, not really.” Ica’s heart speeds up.
“Kalista, what’s wrong?”

“It’s Morgana she’s in the hospital.” Ica’s blood runs cold and the rest of her things she’s holding drops to the floor with a clatter making Roary jump.

“Why? What happened to her.” Asked Ica trying not to panic.
”I’m not sure, Wes just said that she was rushed there.”
”Alright, I’m going there right now.”

“Ica wai-

I am hangs up before Kalista can even finish her sentence. “Is everything okay miss? Do you want me to bag these things up?” Asked the girl at the register asked. Ica’s head is a whirlwind of worry she can barely think. “What…um no sorry, I have to go. Come Roary.” The girl gives her a nod of understanding and puts the items to the side as she rushes toward the exit of the store. Once she gets outside, she and Roary hop into car and head for home. In a hurry to get home, Ica finds herself speeding as the speedometer begins to push 90mph. Slow down Ica. I can’t drive reckless. What good would that be if I get pulled over. She thought to herself. When she finally gets home she quickly lets Rocky into the house and turns right back around to get into the car to drive to the hospital. But before she reached the car, which was still running, hears the voice of her husband.

”Ica? Where are you going?” He looked at her confused.

”I have to go to the hospital…Morgana…she…Kalista called and… Ica can barley get her sentence out she is so discombobulated. Claude walks up to her and gently touches her face and looks into her worried hazel eyes.

”Take a deep breath.” He said gently. Ica does as Claude said and breathes in and then out. “Now tell me, what’s wrong.”

”Kalista called me, Morgana is in hospital. She was rushed there this morning and I don’t know what’s going on. Claude, I’m so scared.” Ica eyes brim with tears, but she wipes them away before they could fall. Claude gently kisses her forehead.

“I’m so sorry mon amour.” He whispered. Just then Zephyr walks out to see what’s going on. When he gets to where is parents are standing he sees his mother crying.

“Mummy? What’s wrong.” Ica walked over and clutched her son and pulled him close to her chest. Zephyr wraps his arms instinctively around his mother. Mummy? When she pulls away she looks down at Zephyr’s curios freckled face.

“Sister Bleu, is in hospital.” Said Ica, trying not to let him see her cry. His green eyes go wide.
”Oh…is she okay? What happened?”
”I’m not sure sweetie.”

“Are you gong to go see her?”
”I am.”
”Can I come? I love sister Bleu. She is so nice.”
”Zephie I-
“I think we’d better let mum go by herself for now son.” Said Claude. Ica gave him a thankful look.
”But…”

“Zephyr son, we don’t want to overwhelm Sister Bleu. When you don’t feel, do you like a lot of people coming into your room?” Asked Claude.

”Well no.” Replied Zephyr looking down at the ground.

”Then don’t you think we should give Sister Bleu the same respect?” Zephyr nodded. “Come one.” He said gently ruffling his wavy hair. “How about intake you over to uncle Liam’s and you and Maverick can hang out?” Zephyr’s frown of disappointment turned into a smile.”

”Okay!” Zephyr runs back over to Ica and hugs her. “Bye mummy. Daddy and I will say a prayer for sister Bleu. We know you love her very much because she taught you about Jehovah. And I know she loves you very much too.” Ica smiles down at her son and gives him a kiss on the head.

“Thank you Zephie” Claude gives his wife a kiss and leans his head against hers.
”Remember, things will be alright, and if they aren’t, you have Jehovah to lean on.” He murmured.

When he lets go of Ica, she makes her way over to her car and drives to the hospital to see the beloved woman who studied the bible with her. Jehovah…please help me stay calm. Let me be able to see Morgana even if it’s only for a little while.

***

As Ica walked through the doors of the building, the classic hospital aroma filled her nostrils. When she looks around there are people sitting around the waiting room, asleep, crying, or looking extremely nervous. Eventually she makes her way to the front desk. “Can I help you?” Asked the young woman.

”Yes, I’m here to visit someone.” Replied Ica.
”Name?”

”Morgana Bleu.” The receptionist types and clicks the mouse a couple of times, her blue eyes scanning over the screen.

”Ah, yes. She is in room 241. Go down this hall and take a left.” She said pointing. “Her room should be on the left.”

”Thank you.” Said Ica. As she walks down the hallway she tries to calm her beating heart, trying not to think about the poor condition Morgana might be in. When she reaches her room, Ica slowly peeks her head int the door way. She sees Morgan’s sitting in the chair, head back eyes closed. I wonder if I should wake her. She thought to herself. “Morgana?” She said quietly. She didn’t stir. Ica’s heart catches in her throat. She walks into the room and studies her beloved woman who used to be her bible teacher. She sees her chest falling and rising. A slight feeling of relief washes over her. “Morgana?” She said again. A little louder this time. Slowly her dark brown eyes flicker open and a small smile spreads across her ageing face.

”Well, look who it is.” She said softly. Ica smiles back, trying to hold back tears.

“I’m sorry I woke you…I just…I was so worried.” Morgana chuckled.

“You were always one to worry about people. Come sit by me.” She patted the empty spot in the chair beside her. Ica does as she says and goes and sits down. “So, I’m guessing Kalista told you I was here?” Ica nodded.

“Wes told her, and then she called me. Roary and I were in Target at the register. I got so scared I dropped all of my stuff.” She huffed a soft laugh. “I didn’t even buy it, I rushed home to drop Roary off and came to see you.” Explained Ica.

”Tell me you drove safely?” Ica gave a slight guilty smile.

“I may have had to tell myself to slow down a little bit.”
”Oh you crazy girl. What am I going to do with you.” Chuckled Morgana.

“You sounded just like Claude.” Said Ica, also chuckling. Then her face turned sad. “Morgana, what’s wrong with you? Please tell me you’ll be okay, whatever it is. Ica’s voice cracked. Morgana turned her head to look out the window, deep in thought. Then she looked Ica in her hazel eyes.

”Ica, when they brought me in I was in severe pain. They gave me something to ease it, so I’m not in so much pain now, but they ran some test and…”

”And what?” Ica pressed. Morgana took a deep breath.

“I have stomach cancer…stage four.” Immediately tears spring from Ica’s eyes, no longer able to hold them back.”

“No.” She squeaked. Morgana grabbed Ica’s hands in her own.

“Look at me.” She said gently. Ica looks at her through bleary eyes. “You know what the bible says, and I know you know that if something happens to me, it’s not the end. Remember Revelation 21:4. You’ll see me again, and I’ll be young and beautiful.”

”You are already beautiful.” Murmured Ica. Morgana smiled.
”Well, I should feel flattered then. But you will see me again Jehovah willing.”

”I know I will, but it’s still hard.” Said Ica “I’m gonna have a whole in my heart.” Morgana wraps her arms around her former bible student and pulls her close, rocking gently.”

”How about, in the new system, I introduce you to my daughter Rachel. She would have been around a little older than you are now.” Ica sniffs and wipes her eyes. She looks up at Morgana with a faint smile.

“I would like that.” Then she lays her head back on Morgana’s chest, in turn Morgan’s rest her cheek on the top of Ica’s head. “I love you Morgana. You are so special to me.” She whispered.

***

After leaving the hospital, Ica gets in her car and just sits there, letting the last hour and a half she just spent with Morgana sink in. She pulls out her phone and text Kalista, to let her know the news.

Ica: So I just got out of the hospital. I saw Morgana. She has stomach cancer.
Kalista: What?!
Ica: Yeah, stage four. She looked…okay, but you could tell she was really weak and tired.
Kalista: Oh wow. Okay. I’m so sorry Ica. Are you going to be okay? Do you need to come over?
Ica: Yeah, I’ll be okay. I think I’ll just head home. Thanks for being here for me.
Kalista: Of course, I will always be here for you. ❤️ I’ll check on you later okay?
Ica: Okay 💜

Taking a slight breath Ica places her phone in the holder and heads for home. When she gets home and pulls in the drive way, her dopey go¿den retriever comes bounding out of the house. Ica can barely get out of the car without him jumping all over him and covering her face in licks his tail a golden blur. Ica bursts into giggles. “I am happy to see you too you big doofus!” When the two go into the house, Ica sees her husband get up to greet her. His face is soft and his eyes gentle.

“How did it go?” He asked, stroking her face.

“She’s really sick Claude.” Replied Ica. “She has stage four stomach cancer.” His eyes go wide with shock and sympathy.

“Oh mon amour, I’m so sorry.” Claude wrapped his arms around her body and pulled her in close to his chest. I am leans into him, enjoying his comfort, letting a few stray tears fall from her hazel eyes and down her freckled cheeks. When he lets go of her he wipes her tears away and she huffs a soft laugh.

”I didn’t think I had anymore tears left for today. I thought I was done.” Said Ica looking up at her husband. Claude nuzzles her nose with his. “Crazy girl. I don’t think you will ever run out of tears, you’re too sappy.” He said. Ica laughed.

“Are you making fun of me?” She asked humorously.
”Maybe just a little.” Replied Claude with a chuckle.
”Where is my Zephie bears?” Asked Ica, looking around.

“He’s still at Maverick’s. I was just about to leave and go get him. Do you want to come with me?” Just then Roary gives a short bark. “We’ll I guess he’s coming.” Claude laughs and so does his wife.

“Yeah, I’m coming too.”

When they get to Maverick’s house, him and Zephyr are kicking a soccer ball with Liam. Claude parks the car and the they all get out, Roary included who throws himself into Liam’s making him utter a hearty “oof.” “Mummy!” Cried Zephyr, running up to Ica, his arms outstretched. “Are you okay?” How is Sister Bleu? Can we go see her? Is she going to get better? Wha-

“Slow down there son. There’s only so many questions your mother can answer at one time.” Said Claude ruffling Zephyr’s hair.

”Oops.” Squeaked Zephyr. “Sorry mummy.” Ica smiled down at her energetic son, and placed a hand on his freckled cheek.

“It’s alright Zephie Bears.” Soon Liam and Maverick catch up to where the Frollos are standing.

“Hi auntie Ica.” Said Maverick giving her a hug. I heard what happened. Is sister Bleu alright?” Ica is quiet for a moment. Zephyr notices that his mother looks drained and tired which is not like her at all.

”Mummy…” said Zephyr, his tone is serious and apprehensive. ”She isn’t okay is she?” Everyone looks at Ica, waiting for her to explain. She let’s out a sigh and sits down on the porch swing. She holds out her arms to her son and he clambers up onto her lap looking up at her with concern in his deep green eyes.

”No Zephie, she’s not okay. She’s really sick.” Said Ica solemnly.
”Like…cancer sick?” Said Zephyr tilting his head.

”Yes.” Replied Ica quietly, tears welling up in her eyes again. Zephyr reached up to take his mother’s face in his small slender hands.

”I’m so sorry mummy. I’m so so sorry.” Tears begin to form in Zephyr’s eyes as well. She pulls him in and holds him close to her chest. “I know how much you love sister Bleu.” He murmured. As Claude watches his son and wife with a heavy heart, Nessie pulls into the driveway. When she gets out of the car, Mavericks runs up to meet her.

”Hi sweetie, what’s going on?” Asked Nessie looking to the Frollos and then her brother.

”Mum, it’s sister Bleu. She’s really sick.” Explained Maverick. Auntie Ica came over to tell everyone. She’s super upset. She’s crying.”

“Oh no.” Nessie walks up to where Zephyr and Ica are sitting and takes a seat next to them. “Ica, I’m sorry.” She whispered. Ica looks at her friends and wipes her eyes.

“Thanks Nes.”

“Mummy are you alright?” Asked Zephyr looking up at his mother. She runs a hand hand through his thick wavy hair.

”I am Zephie Bears.” She kissed his forehead and he crawled off her lap.

“So,” said Liam slowly. “Would you guys like to stay for dinner?” Claude hesitated before answering.
”Gee Liam I don’t know if-

“Claude, it’s okay.” Said Ica. “I want to. I think it would be good for me. You know, take my mind off of things.” He smiled warmly at her, the turns to Liam.

”Well Liam, guess we’re staying. Just no weird food combination.”

“Dad what are you talking about?” Asked Zephyr.

“Dude,” said Maverick putting a hand on his friend’s shoulder. “My uncle has some insane food combinations. He likes jam on his chicken.” Zephyr pondered this for a moment.

”I mean…it doesn’t sounds so bad. It might be good.” Maverick face palms himself.
”Really dude?”

“It does!” Zephyr laughed.
”Uncle Liam, what are we having?” Called Maverick.
”How about good ole hotdogs and hamburgers?” Said Liam winking.
“Yes! Hotdogs and hamburgers totally normal. I like!”

“I still want to try the chicken and jam!” Maverick playfully shoved his best friend which ended with them chasing each other around the yard.” Ica watched her son and his friend romp around the yard with a smile on her face.

When all the food was prepared and ready, everyone gathered around the deck for Liam to lead them in prayer, making sure that his prayer included Ica’s dear friend Morgana Bleu.

“Do I have to go to school?” Whined 9 year old Zephyr. “It’s so nice out!” Ica turns around to look at him and gave him a half hearted smile.

“Sorry Zephie Bears, but I’m afraid so. When I was your age, some days I didn’t want to go to school either.”

”But that was forever ago! School was probably a lot more fun.” He said huffing.

”Um excuse me, I’m not so old that it was forever ago.” Said Ica throwing a crumpled up napkin playfully at her son.

“Mumyyy stop throwing things.” Said Zephyr giggling.

“We’ll your being a little brat.” She said in false annoyance. “Besides sometimes I don’t want to go to work. Especially when it’s nice out. But if I don’t work, who’s gonna take care of you?”

“Umm Jehovah!” Ica, taken aback by her son’s resourcefulness, smiles at him affectionately.

“Well, okay you’re right. You got me there. Jehovah will take care of you. But as your mum, he still expects me to work and take care of you.”

”Daddy’s got it made. He doesn’t have to work or go to school.” Said Zephyr. Claude looks back at his son in the rear view mirror. “Daddy, how come you don’t have to work like mummy?” He asked tilting his head. Claude chuckled softly.

“Well son, that’s because I’m retired. When you get old like me, then you don’t have to work anymore.”

“But mummy’s old.” Zephyr retorted.

“Zephyr! I’m not old!” Ica crumpled up another napkin and threw it at him. But he caught it and threw it back at her.” Both of them started squealing and laughing. Claude shakes his head.

“Hey crazy girl, crazy boy, I’m trying to drive.” His wife and son look at him with guilty apologetic faces. Claude sighs but he can’t help but smile. “What am I going to do with you two?” When Claude pulls up to the front of the school, Zephyr reluctantly unbuckled his booster seatbelt and opens the door.

“I love you Zephie bears come give your old mum a hug.” She said sarcastically making Zephyr laugh.

”Okay mummy, I take it back. You aren’t old.” Ica unbuckles her seat belt and leans over to wrap her arms around her son. “I love you mummy bears.” He gives her a kiss on the cheek. Then he hugs his father. “I love you daddy.”

“Love you to son.” Replied Claude booping his son’s freckled nose. Zephyr’s parents watch him hurry into the building, hauling his back pack which is nearly as big as he is.

“I love that boy so much.” Said Ica turning to look at her husband. He smiled at her and chuckled.

“We’ll, I can see why. He’s just like you mon amour. My crazy boy. You’d think I have two children instead of one, the way you were throwing napkins at each other. But he also has your kind heart and beautiful soul.” Claude boops her on the nose. “And your freckled nose.” Ica giggled.

”Okay, maybe he is a lot like me, but I bet if we had a girl, she would be just like you.” Claude looked at Ica with a thoughtful smile and a glint in his eye. She looked back at him suddenly shy.

“How would you think Zephyr would feel about a little sister?” A baby girl, Esmeralda. Like we said we would name her.” Claude lowered his voice. "I mean, I know I’m up in years but we still…you know. So it could happen.” Claude smirked and slid his hand around his wife’s neck, leaned in and kissed her gently. Ica giggled as she kissed him back.

”Claude, you wily old man.” Said Ica pulling away even though she was enjoying her husbands affection. We’re still in front of Zephyr’s school. Imagine how he’d feel if he saw us…or his classmates saw us. Poor kid would probably die of embarrassment.” Claude chuckled.

”I guess your right. I don’t want my boy disowning me. What do you say we go to breakfast at your favourite breakfast place?” Said Claude sunnily.

"I would like that very much.” Said Ica smiling.

When the Frollos get to Break The Fast, the waiter leads them to a table next to the window that looks out over the town. “Yippie! The best seat in the restaurant!” Cheered Ica. Claude chuckled.

“Fille folle, I love they way you get so excited about the simple things.” Soon the waiter walks over to take their order.

”What can I get you two?” Asked the waiter, pad in hand.
”Can I get an egg white omelet withe cheeses, tomato, and spinach?” Started Ica.
”Certainly. And for you sir?” He asked turning to Claude.
”I think I’ll have the same as my lovely wife.” Said Claude smiling over at Ica. She blushed.
”Okay, I’ll have that right out for you.” Said the waiter with a quick nod.

After he’s gone, Ica reached out and grabbed herb husband’s hand. “I love you. I don’t know what I would do without you.”

After breakfast, the Frollos decide to head to the River Front for a stroll along the river hand in hand. Claude looks over at Ica. “So, I kind of wish Zephie was here. I felt bad leaving him at school this morning, while you and I gallivant all over the place.” Said Claude chuckling. Ica laughs as well.

”Yeah, I was kind of thinking the same thing.” Suddenly Ica takes off running and jumps on the bench with her arms out stretched. “The sun is so comfortably warm. I think I’ll take in my vitamin D.” Claude laughed out loud and hurries over to her.

“Oh my crazy girl, you never change. She falls back still with her arms out stretched, landing neatly in Claude’s arms. He bends down to kiss her nose. “Thanks for catching me.” She said giggling.

“I’ll always be here to catch you.” He said looking down at her. Just then Ica’s vibrates. Claude puts her down and she answers.

”Hello?” Claude watched his wife nod a couple of times then freeze.

”Ica?” He said concerned. The phone slides from her hand and clatters to the ground. Followed by the sound of sobs as he sees his wife collapse to their knees. Right away Claude is upon her. “Ica! Ica!” Said Claude frantically. He heard a voice coming from Ica’s cell phone that she dropped that is now cracked and lying beside her.

”Brother Frollo? Claude is that you?” Claude picks up the phone, whilst cradling his wife in his arms.

“Is that you McKnight?” Asked Claude.
”Yes, yes.”

“What’s wrong? What did you say to Ic…” just then it dawned on him. “Morgana…” said Claude his voice hushed.

“Yes.” Confirmed McKnight. “She doesn’t have long a couple hours maybe. I wanted Ica to be the first to know. I-I’m sorry, to have upset her.” He said, his voice thick with sorry.

”It’s alright McKnight. Thank you for letting her…us know.”
”Is she…okay?” Asked McKnight hesitantly.
”Not really.” Said Claude “Is it alright to go see her? I mean even if it’s just Ica.”
”Sure, that’s fine.” Agreed McKnight.
”Thank you. Talk later.”
”Alright, take care Claude.”

After hanging up Claude turns his attention to his wife. “Claude…” said Ica through tears. “Take me to see her. I have to be there for her. Please Claude.” By now people are starting to look at the couple on the ground.

”Okay.” Whispered Claude. “Let’s go. Can you walk?” Ica nods her head. She slowly stands ups and wipes her eyes. When they get back to the car, Claude helps Ica in and quickly heads to the hospital. “Ica?” Said Claude. Ica turns her watery hazel gaze on him. “Do you want me to see if Kalista or Liam can pick Zephyr up from school today? I mean I can, but I didn’t know if you wanted me to stay at the hospital with you.”

“Can you wait for me? In the waiting room?” Said Ica softly.

“Of course mon amour.” He said taking one of her hands.

When the arrive at the hospital, Claude takes a seat in the waiting room and Ica hurries to Morgana’s room after getting the okay from the front desk. As Ica gets closer to her dying bible teacher’s room her heart becomes heavier and heavier. Finally she stops outside the room. Jehovah give me the strength. When she enters the room she sees Morgana lying motionless on her hospital bed. She creeps toward her. When she peers down at the kind older woman, she looks frail and weak. Ica gingerly reaches out a hand and places it on Morgana’s forehead.

“Morgana?” She whispered. She waits a couple of minute and calls her again. A little louder this time. “Morgana?” Morgana slowly opens her dark brown eyes.

“Hello Ica.” She murmured in a barely audible voice. Instantly tears spring from Ica’s eyes and down her cheeks.

”I’m going to loose you today.” Said Ica, her voice thick with misery. Morgana reached up a thin shaky hand to Ica’s face.

“Yes, but not forever. Remember, you’ll see me again. Jehovah will bring me back and you and I can race all over the place. I’ll actually be able to keep up with you.” She laughed ever so softly.

“I know. But I’m still going to miss you. So much.” Said Ica as more and more tears run down her face. Morgana is silent for a couple of minutes. Ica starts to panic. “Morgana?”

“I’m still here.”

“Are you in pain?” Asked Ica.
”Not really. They’ve given me morphine. ” Said Morgana.
“Okay.” Replied Ica.

“Ica…dear.” Ica looks up. “Before I go,” started Morgana. Her voice is so faint that Ica has to strain to hear here. “I just want to let you know how proud I am of you. You have grown so much as a person. Spiritually and emotionally. You’ve learned to handle trials, get through them and become stronger from them. You dedicated your life to Jehovah. The most important think you can do in life. You fell in love to a wonderful man who loves you with all he has. And the both of you are raising a child to love Jehovah as much as you do. I couldn’t ask for a more wonderful person to have studied with. I love you Ica…

”I love you too Morgana.” Murmured Ica. There is silence for a couple of minutes. “Morgana?” Said Ica. “Morgana?” She called again. Again no answer. Ica’s heart drops hard and she knows that her believed former bible teacher can no longer hear her. She stands up and gently brushed the the white bangs from Morgana’s forehead and gently kissed her forehead tears in her hazel eyes. “Goodbye Morgana. I’ll see you soon.”

Ica leaves the room quietly. She lets the woman at the front desk know that Morgana has passed. The receptionist she gives one somber nod and alerts someone to her room. When Claude sees her he is automatically at her side. He looks at her face and doesn’t have to say a word. He just pulls her close to his chest and lets her cry. When she’s done, she dries her eyes and looks up at her husband.

“Thank you for staying with me.” She said softly.
”Of curse moon amour.” He said kissing her forehead.
”Who picked up Zephie bears?”
”Liam did. Him and Maverick are on their way here right now.”
”Okay. Can we go wait for them by the window?” Claude nodded.

As the Frollos wait for their son, the two of them watch all those going in and out of the hospital in silence. Ica’s seated on Claude’s lap with her arms wrapped securely around his neck. “I’m going to miss her Claude.” Said Ica sadly.

”I will too. She was kind to me from the start. I think that’s because of you.” Ica tilted her head. “She adored you mon amour. And if you saw the good and me, then I think that made Morgana want to see it in me too.” Ica smiled at him and rested her head on his shoulder. Just then, they hear a familiar voice.

“Mummy!” Running toward his parents is Zephyr. He throws his arms around his grieving mother. “Mummy I heard about sister Bleu. I’m so sorry. So so sorry. To both Ica and Claude”s surprise Zephyr has tears in his bright green eyes. Claude wraps his arms around both his wife and son and holds them.

“I’m really going to miss her, Zephie bears.” Weeped Ica. Zephyr puts both of his hands on his mothers face.

“I know mummy. Me too. But I’m sure she told you that you would see her again. Jehovah would bring her back. Right?” Ica smiled at her son affectionately.

”She did Zephie bears.”

”So all have to do is wait until that time. I know it will be hard because you really loved her, but me and daddy will help you wait. Right daddy?” Said Zephyr looking up at his father.

”That’s right son.” Soon Liam and Maverick are at the Frollo’s side. Liam gives Ica a tight hug and so does Maverick.

“I’m so sorry auntie Ica. I know you loved Sister Bleu like a grandma.” Ica hugs Maverick back and lays her cheek on his straight black and white hair.

“Thank you Mav.” Murmured Ica.
”So, began Liam. Do you guys want to come hang out at my sis’s place for a while? Have dinner?”

”C’mon mummy, daddy, no sense in being sad at home when you can be sad with friends. Remember Romans 12:15. “Weep with those who weep!” Ica can’t help but be extremely proud of her spiritually minded son. She laughs out loud.

“That is true Zephie bears.” Said Ica picking him up and hugging him.

”You know, Jehovah is proud of you encouraging mum like that.” Said Claude as he ruffles his son’s thick wavy hair. Zephyr beamed.

“So does this means we are going to Maverick’s house?” Both his parents laugh.
”We are.” They said in unison.

***

As Brother Fallen gives Morgana’s funeral talk Ica can’t help the tears fall from her eyes, like many others there listening. When it’s over there Is an option to go to her repass. As brothers and sisters begin to file out of the Kingdom Hall, Kalista walks over to her best friend and gives her a hug.

”You okay?” She asked. Ica smiled.
”I am. I know I’ll see her again. I just have to be patient.” Said Ica confidentially.
”That’s my girl. So you going to the repass?”
”I think we are?” She looks back at Claude who gives a nod. “Yeah we are.”

“Alright. Well I’ll see you there. C, Levi, Mackenzie, come on. Time to go.” All three kids hurry after her as she waves to Ica and heads out the Kingdom Hall.

“Come on Zeph, we’re heading out.” Called Ica.

“Coming mummy.” Zephyr says good bye to the brothers and sisters still at the hall follows his mother.

As they drive to the venue where they re pass will be held out Ica is silent. “You okay mummy?” Asked Zephyr. She smiles back at her son.

”Yes Zephie bears. Just thinking about all the fun times I had with Morgana. I can’t wait to have more fun wit her, in the new system.”

”That’s the ticket!” Said Zephyr sunnily. “Mummy?”
”Yes Zephie Bears?”
”I’m proud of you.”
”You are?”

”Yeah. You are letting Jehovah comfort you. I can tell. You aren’t so sad anymore and you seem peaceful. Ica turns around and strokes her son’s freckled face.

“Oh Zephie bears, I certainly am.” She whispered.

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It’s a sunny Monday morning and Ica is on her way out the door with an excited Roary. She is taking him out for a walk then heading out for errands. “Claude, Zephyr, I’ll be back!”

”Okay! Bye mum! Called Zephyr from the kitchen. “Daddy’s making me breakfast!”
”Okay Zephy, I love you.”
”Love you too! Oh, daddy says he loves you too!”

”Tell him that I love him too.” She heard Zephyr relay the message and hears her husband deep chuckle. And with that, Ica smiled to herself and Roary yanked her out of the house. As soon as she opens the car door Roary scrambles into the back seat. He sits at attention, his long tongue lolling from his mouth ready for the ride.

”Whataya say boy, how does the waterfall sound for a walk?” Rotary gives an excited bark making Ica laugh. “Okay, waterfall it is!” As they drive, Ica rolls the windows down letting the wind buffet her dog’s fur. She peeks in the rear view mirror watching his ears fly back. When the arrive, Roary can hardly contain himself, when Ica opens the door he jumps out and begins to take off in a run pulling her along. “Okay boy! I’m coming! Just let me close the door first!” Cried Ica laughing.

When their walk is finished, there are still a couple more errands Ica has to run. “Alright Roary, next we have to go to Target. I need to grab some things from there. And maybe while we’re in there, you can get a toy.” Said Ica leaning over the seat to give him a good scratch behind the ears. The golden retriever licked her face, his fluffy tail an golden blur. Not long they arrive at Target and once again Roary is excited to get out. She clips back on his leash. “Okay, look at me boy.” Roary looks up and cocked his head. “No running. You have to be calm in the store. Alright?” Roary wagged his tail in response. “Good boy.” She said patting him on the head.

After grabbing all they needed, they head to the check out. As Ica begins putting her things on the belt, her phone begins to ring. When she pulls it out of her pocket she sees Kalista profile picture on the screen and picks up. “Hey, what’s up?”

“Where are you right now?” Asked Kalista immediately. Her voice was urgent.
“I’m at Target with Roary. Is everything okay?”

“No, not really.” Ica’s heart speeds up.
“Kalista, what’s wrong?”

“It’s Morgana she’s in the hospital.” Ica’s blood runs cold and the rest of her things she’s holding drops to the floor with a clatter making Roary jump.

“Why? What happened to her.” Asked Ica trying not to panic.
”I’m not sure, Wes just said that she was rushed there.”
”Alright, I’m going there right now.”

“Ica wai-

I am hangs up before Kalista can even finish her sentence. “Is everything okay miss? Do you want me to bag these things up?” Asked the girl at the register asked. Ica’s head is a whirlwind of worry she can barely think. “What…um no sorry, I have to go. Come Roary.” The girl gives her a nod of understanding and puts the items to the side as she rushes toward the exit of the store. Once she gets outside, she and Roary hop into car and head for home. In a hurry to get home, Ica finds herself speeding as the speedometer begins to push 90mph. Slow down Ica. I can’t drive reckless. What good would that be if I get pulled over. She thought to herself. When she finally gets home she quickly lets Rocky into the house and turns right back around to get into the car to drive to the hospital. But before she reached the car, which was still running, hears the voice of her husband.

”Ica? Where are you going?” He looked at her confused.

”I have to go to the hospital…Morgana…she…Kalista called and… Ica can barley get her sentence out she is so discombobulated. Claude walks up to her and gently touches her face and looks into her worried hazel eyes.

”Take a deep breath.” He said gently. Ica does as Claude said and breathes in and then out. “Now tell me, what’s wrong.”

”Kalista called me, Morgana is in hospital. She was rushed there this morning and I don’t know what’s going on. Claude, I’m so scared.” Ica eyes brim with tears, but she wipes them away before they could fall. Claude gently kisses her forehead.

“I’m so sorry mon amour.” He whispered. Just then Zephyr walks out to see what’s going on. When he gets to where is parents are standing he sees his mother crying.

“Mummy? What’s wrong.” Ica walked over and clutched her son and pulled him close to her chest. Zephyr wraps his arms instinctively around his mother. Mummy? When she pulls away she looks down at Zephyr’s curios freckled face.

“Sister Bleu, is in hospital.” Said Ica, trying not to let him see her cry. His green eyes go wide.
”Oh…is she okay? What happened?”
”I’m not sure sweetie.”

“Are you gong to go see her?”
”I am.”
”Can I come? I love sister Bleu. She is so nice.”
”Zephie I-
“I think we’d better let mum go by herself for now son.” Said Claude. Ica gave him a thankful look.
”But…”

“Zephyr son, we don’t want to overwhelm Sister Bleu. When you don’t feel, do you like a lot of people coming into your room?” Asked Claude.

”Well no.” Replied Zephyr looking down at the ground.

”Then don’t you think we should give Sister Bleu the same respect?” Zephyr nodded. “Come one.” He said gently ruffling his wavy hair. “How about intake you over to uncle Liam’s and you and Maverick can hang out?” Zephyr’s frown of disappointment turned into a smile.”

”Okay!” Zephyr runs back over to Ica and hugs her. “Bye mummy. Daddy and I will say a prayer for sister Bleu. We know you love her very much because she taught you about Jehovah. And I know she loves you very much too.” Ica smiles down at her son and gives him a kiss on the head.

“Thank you Zephie” Claude gives his wife a kiss and leans his head against hers.
”Remember, things will be alright, and if they aren’t, you have Jehovah to lean on.” He murmured.

When he lets go of Ica, she makes her way over to her car and drives to the hospital to see the beloved woman who studied the bible with her. Jehovah…please help me stay calm. Let me be able to see Morgana even if it’s only for a little while.

***

As Ica walked through the doors of the building, the classic hospital aroma filled her nostrils. When she looks around there are people sitting around the waiting room, asleep, crying, or looking extremely nervous. Eventually she makes her way to the front desk. “Can I help you?” Asked the young woman.

”Yes, I’m here to visit someone.” Replied Ica.
”Name?”

”Morgana Bleu.” The receptionist types and clicks the mouse a couple of times, her blue eyes scanning over the screen.

”Ah, yes. She is in room 241. Go down this hall and take a left.” She said pointing. “Her room should be on the left.”

”Thank you.” Said Ica. As she walks down the hallway she tries to calm her beating heart, trying not to think about the poor condition Morgana might be in. When she reaches her room, Ica slowly peeks her head int the door way. She sees Morgan’s sitting in the chair, head back eyes closed. I wonder if I should wake her. She thought to herself. “Morgana?” She said quietly. She didn’t stir. Ica’s heart catches in her throat. She walks into the room and studies her beloved woman who used to be her bible teacher. She sees her chest falling and rising. A slight feeling of relief washes over her. “Morgana?” She said again. A little louder this time. Slowly her dark brown eyes flicker open and a small smile spreads across her ageing face.

”Well, look who it is.” She said softly. Ica smiles back, trying to hold back tears.

“I’m sorry I woke you…I just…I was so worried.” Morgana chuckled.

“You were always one to worry about people. Come sit by me.” She patted the empty spot in the chair beside her. Ica does as she says and goes and sits down. “So, I’m guessing Kalista told you I was here?” Ica nodded.

“Wes told her, and then she called me. Roary and I were in Target at the register. I got so scared I dropped all of my stuff.” She huffed a soft laugh. “I didn’t even buy it, I rushed home to drop Roary off and came to see you.” Explained Ica.

”Tell me you drove safely?” Ica gave a slight guilty smile.

“I may have had to tell myself to slow down a little bit.”
”Oh you crazy girl. What am I going to do with you.” Chuckled Morgana.

“You sounded just like Claude.” Said Ica, also chuckling. Then her face turned sad. “Morgana, what’s wrong with you? Please tell me you’ll be okay, whatever it is. Ica’s voice cracked. Morgana turned her head to look out the window, deep in thought. Then she looked Ica in her hazel eyes.

”Ica, when they brought me in I was in severe pain. They gave me something to ease it, so I’m not in so much pain now, but they ran some test and…”

”And what?” Ica pressed. Morgana took a deep breath.

“I have stomach cancer…stage four.” Immediately tears spring from Ica’s eyes, no longer able to hold them back.”

“No.” She squeaked. Morgana grabbed Ica’s hands in her own.

“Look at me.” She said gently. Ica looks at her through bleary eyes. “You know what the bible says, and I know you know that if something happens to me, it’s not the end. Remember Revelation 21:4. You’ll see me again, and I’ll be young and beautiful.”

”You are already beautiful.” Murmured Ica. Morgana smiled.
”Well, I should feel flattered then. But you will see me again Jehovah willing.”

”I know I will, but it’s still hard.” Said Ica “I’m gonna have a whole in my heart.” Morgana wraps her arms around her former bible student and pulls her close, rocking gently.”

”How about, in the new system, I introduce you to my daughter Rachel. She would have been around a little older than you are now.” Ica sniffs and wipes her eyes. She looks up at Morgana with a faint smile.

“I would like that.” Then she lays her head back on Morgana’s chest, in turn Morgan’s rest her cheek on the top of Ica’s head. “I love you Morgana. You are so special to me.” She whispered.

***

After leaving the hospital, Ica gets in her car and just sits there, letting the last hour and a half she just spent with Morgana sink in. She pulls out her phone and text Kalista, to let her know the news.

Ica: So I just got out of the hospital. I saw Morgana. She has stomach cancer.
Kalista: What?!
Ica: Yeah, stage four. She looked…okay, but you could tell she was really weak and tired.
Kalista: Oh wow. Okay. I’m so sorry Ica. Are you going to be okay? Do you need to come over?
Ica: Yeah, I’ll be okay. I think I’ll just head home. Thanks for being here for me.
Kalista: Of course, I will always be here for you. ❤️ I’ll check on you later okay?
Ica: Okay 💜

Taking a slight breath Ica places her phone in the holder and heads for home. When she gets home and pulls in the drive way, her dopey go¿den retriever comes bounding out of the house. Ica can barely get out of the car without him jumping all over him and covering her face in licks his tail a golden blur. Ica bursts into giggles. “I am happy to see you too you big doofus!” When the two go into the house, Ica sees her husband get up to greet her. His face is soft and his eyes gentle.

“How did it go?” He asked, stroking her face.

“She’s really sick Claude.” Replied Ica. “She has stage four stomach cancer.” His eyes go wide with shock and sympathy.

“Oh mon amour, I’m so sorry.” Claude wrapped his arms around her body and pulled her in close to his chest. I am leans into him, enjoying his comfort, letting a few stray tears fall from her hazel eyes and down her freckled cheeks. When he lets go of her he wipes her tears away and she huffs a soft laugh.

”I didn’t think I had anymore tears left for today. I thought I was done.” Said Ica looking up at her husband. Claude nuzzles her nose with his. “Crazy girl. I don’t think you will ever run out of tears, you’re too sappy.” He said. Ica laughed.

“Are you making fun of me?” She asked humorously.
”Maybe just a little.” Replied Claude with a chuckle.
”Where is my Zephie bears?” Asked Ica, looking around.

“He’s still at Maverick’s. I was just about to leave and go get him. Do you want to come with me?” Just then Roary gives a short bark. “We’ll I guess he’s coming.” Claude laughs and so does his wife.

“Yeah, I’m coming too.”

When they get to Maverick’s house, him and Zephyr are kicking a soccer ball with Liam. Claude parks the car and the they all get out, Roary included who throws himself into Liam’s making him utter a hearty “oof.” “Mummy!” Cried Zephyr, running up to Ica, his arms outstretched. “Are you okay?” How is Sister Bleu? Can we go see her? Is she going to get better? Wha-

“Slow down there son. There’s only so many questions your mother can answer at one time.” Said Claude ruffling Zephyr’s hair.

”Oops.” Squeaked Zephyr. “Sorry mummy.” Ica smiled down at her energetic son, and placed a hand on his freckled cheek.

“It’s alright Zephie Bears.” Soon Liam and Maverick catch up to where the Frollos are standing.

“Hi auntie Ica.” Said Maverick giving her a hug. I heard what happened. Is sister Bleu alright?” Ica is quiet for a moment. Zephyr notices that his mother looks drained and tired which is not like her at all.

”Mummy…” said Zephyr, his tone is serious and apprehensive. ”She isn’t okay is she?” Everyone looks at Ica, waiting for her to explain. She let’s out a sigh and sits down on the porch swing. She holds out her arms to her son and he clambers up onto her lap looking up at her with concern in his deep green eyes.

”No Zephie, she’s not okay. She’s really sick.” Said Ica solemnly.
”Like…cancer sick?” Said Zephyr tilting his head.

”Yes.” Replied Ica quietly, tears welling up in her eyes again. Zephyr reached up to take his mother’s face in his small slender hands.

”I’m so sorry mummy. I’m so so sorry.” Tears begin to form in Zephyr’s eyes as well. She pulls him in and holds him close to her chest. “I know how much you love sister Bleu.” He murmured. As Claude watches his son and wife with a heavy heart, Nessie pulls into the driveway. When she gets out of the car, Mavericks runs up to meet her.

”Hi sweetie, what’s going on?” Asked Nessie looking to the Frollos and then her brother.

”Mum, it’s sister Bleu. She’s really sick.” Explained Maverick. Auntie Ica came over to tell everyone. She’s super upset. She’s crying.”

“Oh no.” Nessie walks up to where Zephyr and Ica are sitting and takes a seat next to them. “Ica, I’m sorry.” She whispered. Ica looks at her friends and wipes her eyes.

“Thanks Nes.”

“Mummy are you alright?” Asked Zephyr looking up at his mother. She runs a hand hand through his thick wavy hair.

”I am Zephie Bears.” She kissed his forehead and he crawled off her lap.

“So,” said Liam slowly. “Would you guys like to stay for dinner?” Claude hesitated before answering.
”Gee Liam I don’t know if-

“Claude, it’s okay.” Said Ica. “I want to. I think it would be good for me. You know, take my mind off of things.” He smiled warmly at her, the turns to Liam.

”Well Liam, guess we’re staying. Just no weird food combination.”

“Dad what are you talking about?” Asked Zephyr.

“Dude,” said Maverick putting a hand on his friend’s shoulder. “My uncle has some insane food combinations. He likes jam on his chicken.” Zephyr pondered this for a moment.

”I mean…it doesn’t sounds so bad. It might be good.” Maverick face palms himself.
”Really dude?”

“It does!” Zephyr laughed.
”Uncle Liam, what are we having?” Called Maverick.
”How about good ole hotdogs and hamburgers?” Said Liam winking.
“Yes! Hotdogs and hamburgers totally normal. I like!”

“I still want to try the chicken and jam!” Maverick playfully shoved his best friend which ended with them chasing each other around the yard.” Ica watched her son and his friend romp around the yard with a smile on her face.

When all the food was prepared and ready, everyone gathered around the deck for Liam to lead them in prayer, making sure that his prayer included Ica’s dear friend Morgana Bleu.

“Do I have to go to school?” Whined 9 year old Zephyr. “It’s so nice out!” Ica turns around to look at him and gave him a half hearted smile.

“Sorry Zephie Bears, but I’m afraid so. When I was your age, some days I didn’t want to go to school either.”

”But that was forever ago! School was probably a lot more fun.” He said huffing.

”Um excuse me, I’m not so old that it was forever ago.” Said Ica throwing a crumpled up napkin playfully at her son.

“Mumyyy stop throwing things.” Said Zephyr giggling.

“We’ll your being a little brat.” She said in false annoyance. “Besides sometimes I don’t want to go to work. Especially when it’s nice out. But if I don’t work, who’s gonna take care of you?”

“Umm Jehovah!” Ica, taken aback by her son’s resourcefulness, smiles at him affectionately.

“Well, okay you’re right. You got me there. Jehovah will take care of you. But as your mum, he still expects me to work and take care of you.”

”Daddy’s got it made. He doesn’t have to work or go to school.” Said Zephyr. Claude looks back at his son in the rear view mirror. “Daddy, how come you don’t have to work like mummy?” He asked tilting his head. Claude chuckled softly.

“Well son, that’s because I’m retired. When you get old like me, then you don’t have to work anymore.”

“But mummy’s old.” Zephyr retorted.

“Zephyr! I’m not old!” Ica crumpled up another napkin and threw it at him. But he caught it and threw it back at her.” Both of them started squealing and laughing. Claude shakes his head.

“Hey crazy girl, crazy boy, I’m trying to drive.” His wife and son look at him with guilty apologetic faces. Claude sighs but he can’t help but smile. “What am I going to do with you two?” When Claude pulls up to the front of the school, Zephyr reluctantly unbuckled his booster seatbelt and opens the door.

“I love you Zephie bears come give your old mum a hug.” She said sarcastically making Zephyr laugh.

”Okay mummy, I take it back. You aren’t old.” Ica unbuckles her seat belt and leans over to wrap her arms around her son. “I love you mummy bears.” He gives her a kiss on the cheek. Then he hugs his father. “I love you daddy.”

“Love you to son.” Replied Claude booping his son’s freckled nose. Zephyr’s parents watch him hurry into the building, hauling his back pack which is nearly as big as he is.

“I love that boy so much.” Said Ica turning to look at her husband. He smiled at her and chuckled.

“We’ll, I can see why. He’s just like you mon amour. My crazy boy. You’d think I have two children instead of one, the way you were throwing napkins at each other. But he also has your kind heart and beautiful soul.” Claude boops her on the nose. “And your freckled nose.” Ica giggled.

”Okay, maybe he is a lot like me, but I bet if we had a girl, she would be just like you.” Claude looked at Ica with a thoughtful smile and a glint in his eye. She looked back at him suddenly shy.

“How would you think Zephyr would feel about a little sister?” A baby girl, Esmeralda. Like we said we would name her.” Claude lowered his voice. "I mean, I know I’m up in years but we still…you know. So it could happen.” Claude smirked and slid his hand around his wife’s neck, leaned in and kissed her gently. Ica giggled as she kissed him back.

”Claude, you wily old man.” Said Ica pulling away even though she was enjoying her husbands affection. We’re still in front of Zephyr’s school. Imagine how he’d feel if he saw us…or his classmates saw us. Poor kid would probably die of embarrassment.” Claude chuckled.

”I guess your right. I don’t want my boy disowning me. What do you say we go to breakfast at your favourite breakfast place?” Said Claude sunnily.

"I would like that very much.” Said Ica smiling.

When the Frollos get to Break The Fast, the waiter leads them to a table next to the window that looks out over the town. “Yippie! The best seat in the restaurant!” Cheered Ica. Claude chuckled.

“Fille folle, I love they way you get so excited about the simple things.” Soon the waiter walks over to take their order.

”What can I get you two?” Asked the waiter, pad in hand.
”Can I get an egg white omelet withe cheeses, tomato, and spinach?” Started Ica.
”Certainly. And for you sir?” He asked turning to Claude.
”I think I’ll have the same as my lovely wife.” Said Claude smiling over at Ica. She blushed.
”Okay, I’ll have that right out for you.” Said the waiter with a quick nod.

After he’s gone, Ica reached out and grabbed herb husband’s hand. “I love you. I don’t know what I would do without you.”

After breakfast, the Frollos decide to head to the River Front for a stroll along the river hand in hand. Claude looks over at Ica. “So, I kind of wish Zephie was here. I felt bad leaving him at school this morning, while you and I gallivant all over the place.” Said Claude chuckling. Ica laughs as well.

”Yeah, I was kind of thinking the same thing.” Suddenly Ica takes off running and jumps on the bench with her arms out stretched. “The sun is so comfortably warm. I think I’ll take in my vitamin D.” Claude laughed out loud and hurries over to her.

“Oh my crazy girl, you never change. She falls back still with her arms out stretched, landing neatly in Claude’s arms. He bends down to kiss her nose. “Thanks for catching me.” She said giggling.

“I’ll always be here to catch you.” He said looking down at her. Just then Ica’s vibrates. Claude puts her down and she answers.

”Hello?” Claude watched his wife nod a couple of times then freeze.

”Ica?” He said concerned. The phone slides from her hand and clatters to the ground. Followed by the sound of sobs as he sees his wife collapse to their knees. Right away Claude is upon her. “Ica! Ica!” Said Claude frantically. He heard a voice coming from Ica’s cell phone that she dropped that is now cracked and lying beside her.

”Brother Frollo? Claude is that you?” Claude picks up the phone, whilst cradling his wife in his arms.

“Is that you McKnight?” Asked Claude.
”Yes, yes.”

“What’s wrong? What did you say to Ic…” just then it dawned on him. “Morgana…” said Claude his voice hushed.

“Yes.” Confirmed McKnight. “She doesn’t have long a couple hours maybe. I wanted Ica to be the first to know. I-I’m sorry, to have upset her.” He said, his voice thick with sorry.

”It’s alright McKnight. Thank you for letting her…us know.”
”Is she…okay?” Asked McKnight hesitantly.
”Not really.” Said Claude “Is it alright to go see her? I mean even if it’s just Ica.”
”Sure, that’s fine.” Agreed McKnight.
”Thank you. Talk later.”
”Alright, take care Claude.”

After hanging up Claude turns his attention to his wife. “Claude…” said Ica through tears. “Take me to see her. I have to be there for her. Please Claude.” By now people are starting to look at the couple on the ground.

”Okay.” Whispered Claude. “Let’s go. Can you walk?” Ica nods her head. She slowly stands ups and wipes her eyes. When they get back to the car, Claude helps Ica in and quickly heads to the hospital. “Ica?” Said Claude. Ica turns her watery hazel gaze on him. “Do you want me to see if Kalista or Liam can pick Zephyr up from school today? I mean I can, but I didn’t know if you wanted me to stay at the hospital with you.”

“Can you wait for me? In the waiting room?” Said Ica softly.

“Of course mon amour.” He said taking one of her hands.

When the arrive at the hospital, Claude takes a seat in the waiting room and Ica hurries to Morgana’s room after getting the okay from the front desk. As Ica gets closer to her dying bible teacher’s room her heart becomes heavier and heavier. Finally she stops outside the room. Jehovah give me the strength. When she enters the room she sees Morgana lying motionless on her hospital bed. She creeps toward her. When she peers down at the kind older woman, she looks frail and weak. Ica gingerly reaches out a hand and places it on Morgana’s forehead.

“Morgana?” She whispered. She waits a couple of minute and calls her again. A little louder this time. “Morgana?” Morgana slowly opens her dark brown eyes.

“Hello Ica.” She murmured in a barely audible voice. Instantly tears spring from Ica’s eyes and down her cheeks.

”I’m going to loose you today.” Said Ica, her voice thick with misery. Morgana reached up a thin shaky hand to Ica’s face.

“Yes, but not forever. Remember, you’ll see me again. Jehovah will bring me back and you and I can race all over the place. I’ll actually be able to keep up with you.” She laughed ever so softly.

“I know. But I’m still going to miss you. So much.” Said Ica as more and more tears run down her face. Morgana is silent for a couple of minutes. Ica starts to panic. “Morgana?”

“I’m still here.”

“Are you in pain?” Asked Ica.
”Not really. They’ve given me morphine. ” Said Morgana.
“Okay.” Replied Ica.

“Ica…dear.” Ica looks up. “Before I go,” started Morgana. Her voice is so faint that Ica has to strain to hear here. “I just want to let you know how proud I am of you. You have grown so much as a person. Spiritually and emotionally. You’ve learned to handle trials, get through them and become stronger from them. You dedicated your life to Jehovah. The most important think you can do in life. You fell in love to a wonderful man who loves you with all he has. And the both of you are raising a child to love Jehovah as much as you do. I couldn’t ask for a more wonderful person to have studied with. I love you Ica…

”I love you too Morgana.” Murmured Ica. There is silence for a couple of minutes. “Morgana?” Said Ica. “Morgana?” She called again. Again no answer. Ica’s heart drops hard and she knows that her believed former bible teacher can no longer hear her. She stands up and gently brushed the the white bangs from Morgana’s forehead and gently kissed her forehead tears in her hazel eyes. “Goodbye Morgana. I’ll see you soon.”

Ica leaves the room quietly. She lets the woman at the front desk know that Morgana has passed. The receptionist she gives one somber nod and alerts someone to her room. When Claude sees her he is automatically at her side. He looks at her face and doesn’t have to say a word. He just pulls her close to his chest and lets her cry. When she’s done, she dries her eyes and looks up at her husband.

“Thank you for staying with me.” She said softly.
”Of curse moon amour.” He said kissing her forehead.
”Who picked up Zephie bears?”
”Liam did. Him and Maverick are on their way here right now.”
”Okay. Can we go wait for them by the window?” Claude nodded.

As the Frollos wait for their son, the two of them watch all those going in and out of the hospital in silence. Ica’s seated on Claude’s lap with her arms wrapped securely around his neck. “I’m going to miss her Claude.” Said Ica sadly.

”I will too. She was kind to me from the start. I think that’s because of you.” Ica tilted her head. “She adored you mon amour. And if you saw the good and me, then I think that made Morgana want to see it in me too.” Ica smiled at him and rested her head on his shoulder. Just then, they hear a familiar voice.

“Mummy!” Running toward his parents is Zephyr. He throws his arms around his grieving mother. “Mummy I heard about sister Bleu. I’m so sorry. So so sorry. To both Ica and Claude”s surprise Zephyr has tears in his bright green eyes. Claude wraps his arms around both his wife and son and holds them.

“I’m really going to miss her, Zephie bears.” Weeped Ica. Zephyr puts both of his hands on his mothers face.

“I know mummy. Me too. But I’m sure she told you that you would see her again. Jehovah would bring her back. Right?” Ica smiled at her son affectionately.

”She did Zephie bears.”

”So all have to do is wait until that time. I know it will be hard because you really loved her, but me and daddy will help you wait. Right daddy?” Said Zephyr looking up at his father.

”That’s right son.” Soon Liam and Maverick are at the Frollo’s side. Liam gives Ica a tight hug and so does Maverick.

“I’m so sorry auntie Ica. I know you loved Sister Bleu like a grandma.” Ica hugs Maverick back and lays her cheek on his straight black and white hair.

“Thank you Mav.” Murmured Ica.
”So, began Liam. Do you guys want to come hang out at my sis’s place for a while? Have dinner?”

”C’mon mummy, daddy, no sense in being sad at home when you can be sad with friends. Remember Romans 12:15. “Weep with those who weep!” Ica can’t help but be extremely proud of her spiritually minded son. She laughs out loud.

“That is true Zephie bears.” Said Ica picking him up and hugging him.

”You know, Jehovah is proud of you encouraging mum like that.” Said Claude as he ruffles his son’s thick wavy hair. Zephyr beamed.

“So does this means we are going to Maverick’s house?” Both his parents laugh.
”We are.” They said in unison.

***

As Brother Fallen gives Morgana’s funeral talk Ica can’t help the tears fall from her eyes, like many others there listening. When it’s over there Is an option to go to her repass. As brothers and sisters begin to file out of the Kingdom Hall, Kalista walks over to her best friend and gives her a hug.

”You okay?” She asked. Ica smiled.
”I am. I know I’ll see her again. I just have to be patient.” Said Ica confidentially.
”That’s my girl. So you going to the repass?”
”I think we are?” She looks back at Claude who gives a nod. “Yeah we are.”

“Alright. Well I’ll see you there. C, Levi, Mackenzie, come on. Time to go.” All three kids hurry after her as she waves to Ica and heads out the Kingdom Hall.

“Come on Zeph, we’re heading out.” Called Ica.

“Coming mummy.” Zephyr says good bye to the brothers and sisters still at the hall follows his mother.

As they drive to the venue where they re pass will be held out Ica is silent. “You okay mummy?” Asked Zephyr. She smiles back at her son.

”Yes Zephie bears. Just thinking about all the fun times I had with Morgana. I can’t wait to have more fun wit her, in the new system.”

”That’s the ticket!” Said Zephyr sunnily. “Mummy?”
”Yes Zephie Bears?”
”I’m proud of you.”
”You are?”

”Yeah. You are letting Jehovah comfort you. I can tell. You aren’t so sad anymore and you seem peaceful. Ica turns around and strokes her son’s freckled face.

“Oh Zephie bears, I certainly am.” She whispered.