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I feel very, very alone.

Like I am surrounded by people on all sides,

But alone and apart.

And they are all talking.

And none of them see me.

And none of them know I exist.

Everyone in that sea has someone.

They are connected to them,

Two in one.

And I have no one.

There is a gaping emptiness beside me.

A yawning, person shaped void.

And I can feel that I am only half of what I should be.

But there is no someone for me.

Because everyone has someone.

So there is no someones left for me to have.

"But do you want to have a someone?"

"Is desire enough?"

"If you did not desire, then it would not be in your calling to have someone."

"but what if I missed my someone?

"What if I spent so much time running the wrong way and being distracted

"That I missed my someone by five minutes?"

"What if the world was made of pudding.

"If you desire a someone,

"Then you will find a someone"

I wish it were true.

I want only to have a someone.

To have the void beside me filled

And be complete with my other half.

Everyone has a someone.

Am I an everyone?