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Published: 2024-01-19 15:08:54 +0000 UTC; Views: 1679; Favourites: 15; Downloads: 0
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Description this was meant to be a "back by popular demand" joke but I'm pretty sure y'all want me to take a break for longer lol 😭

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tw?? vent??

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so yeah I spent a few days recovering from my depressive episode (I am diagnosed with depression lol)

i felt very unmotivated, tired and all I wanted to do was sleep or cry, I tried to be there for my sweetie but even that was hard but I kinda managed but then again I barely had engery for really anything or anyone (in fact I'd mostly spend all day either sleeping, doom scrolling art on da or watching YouTube) to distract myself/keep myself busy (I did finish indigo disk during that time tho)

for the past month I've been busy with projects and then got really depressed, the episode was triggered by something I won't say as obviously it's private (no one died I can say that)
only my sweetie knows as that's all who I feel comfortable telling the reason to
but because of this I haven't been liking comments or replying as much, I only really have been doing a few here and there or if I see one of interest before bed which is rare since I haven't been posting

I have seen all your kind comments on my last status update and I appreciate all of them ❤️😭
y'all are too sweet

i probably won't be posting as frequently as I normally do, my charger finally gave up on me and I have to borrow my mum's plus in the few times I wasn't exhausted and only sleeping I managed to begin working on a script for a future comic ^^

plus well- I'm still depressed- yes before you say "go see a doctor" etc I should be seeing one sometime this year to get help and potentially medication which could also affect my work

on a positive I do have some of my engery back and I just wanna say rip to everyones notifs (I need to go back and fav shit, like comments Yada Yada y'know?) and I'll attempt to be more active on da and discord

and for any new watchers, yes that is another variant of my Sona based on irl me (I'm just a dude who really fucking loves pastels and video games)
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