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what a foolish request
to expect of someone to be more than second best

i was in the middle of writing a big reply now that i feel physically better after antibiotics and thought about redrawing my old art of me and my ex girlfriend, but with someone who genuinely wants me in their life. and since i couldn’t find the original drawing in my files so i tried to find them on a different site.
i didn’t find my original drawing, but i found something else.
similar drawings, just like what i wanted to draw.
but not with me, obviously.
i’m always the worst, last and replaceable person. for everybody.

Description
what a foolish request
to expect of someone to be more than second best

i was in the middle of writing a big reply now that i feel physically better after antibiotics and thought about redrawing my old art of me and my ex girlfriend, but with someone who genuinely wants me in their life. and since i couldn’t find the original drawing in my files so i tried to find them on a different site.
i didn’t find my original drawing, but i found something else.
similar drawings, just like what i wanted to draw.
but not with me, obviously.
i’m always the worst, last and replaceable person. for everybody.