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Published: 2017-03-13 21:08:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 1548; Favourites: 36; Downloads: 7
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Okay, so... I've been planning on deleting my account for a long time now, and based on how dA treated me not long ago I REALLY wanted to do that, but..It just means too much for me, it's here where my passion started, where I practiced it and still keep making it better. I can't just leave.
About that dA thing,
In december I wanted to extend my Core because it was ending soon, I bought 1-year of Core and it said it should be here in 5 days. I waited 5 days. Nothing. I thought to myself "meh, I'll probably get it soon." But nothing happened for a week. I wrote to support about the problem and they replied saying "we are aware of the problem and are working on it." So I waited for 2 weeks and the STILL was no news on my Core. I wrote to the support again but I received the exact same response. I let myself wait for another 2 weeks. But that was too much. It's been over a month and I had no Core and no 50$. I wrote to dA staff about it but got no repsponse even after A MONTH. They just simmply didn't give a flying sh*t about me. Fortunately my parents are both lawyers, so they helped me with the law-stuff and we sued them. Only after THAT they got scared and gave my money back, but OF COURSE no apology or anything. They just stole my money and spat in my face. I obviously got pissed and wanted to quit, but the answer is above my essay right here.
I'll try to get back and draw from time to time, but things are not okay for me. First dA, now my only school friends betrayed me.. I've been working days on our project for a competition and the day we were supposed to send it they told me they didn't get to finish their part of this thing. But this wasn't the thing I got pissed at. THEY WENT TO OUR POLISH TEACHER AND TOLD HER THAT THEY DIDN'T SEND THE PROJECT BECAUSE I DIDN'T DRAW A SINGLE THING I WAS SUPPOSED TO AND EVEN THOUGH THEY TOLD ME TO I DIDN'T LISTEN. THAT WAS JUST STRAIGHT B*TCH MOVE. And I was wondering for almost a month why my teacher was so negative when taling with me.. I explained everything but they were left innocent. And now I'm completely left alone in my class with no one to talk to but the teachers.
I don't think I've ever cried as much as I do now. It's getting worse with every day and they thing happens with my depression. I'm scared one day I might do something stupid...
..Anyway, I hope you like the picture, it helped me relax for at least this one hour..
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Comments: 13
Najgorsze jest to, że "przyjaciele" wbili ci nóż w plecy i całą robote i wine na ciebie zrzucili...a nauczycielka, jak nauczycielka, też tak średnio to ją obchodzi, skoro ma ileśtam klas do nauczenia...
co do dA, to powinni dupsko troche ogarnąć i zrobić coś z ta stroną, bo widze że chcą z tego zrobić "drugiego tumblra" (chociaż tumblr też ma problemy ze stroną, ale to mniejsza), a jakoś im to nie wychodzi. To z corem było głupie, bo zamiast oddać kase lub dać tego core, to gówno robili i tylko człowiekowi humor psuli. Ja w szkole tez mam w kij problemów, depresje lekką mam, prokrastynuje i pewnie sie totalnie załamie. Wracając do tego projektu...porozmawiaj z wychowawcą i/lub rodzicami to może tamci łaskawie przeproszą i zrobią na nowo projekt, albo coś, nie wiem...w szkole to każdy może ci wbić nóż w plecy, nawet najlepsi przyjaciele, tylko po to żeby na siebie zwrócić uwage lub upokorzyć kogoś.
Rozpisałam sie za bardzo...pewnie walnełam pare głupich zdań. oh well...
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Awwww Kana! im sooooo sorry that this is happening with you! ;3; yeah things like this happened with me at school before, sometimes people are d**ks for no reason and thats why i say "be polite, be professional but have a plan to kill everyone you meet" because you never know if someone is gonna try to stab your back even after you helped then sooo much! It doesnt mean that you need to treat people badly or cant be their friends, just dont trust everyone too much! I know its a terrible mindset to be in but its necessary in this world! ;w;
And the DA thing it sucks too, but you know how this corporations are! At least you got your money back! If they keed doing this its only gonna end up in their oun destruction!
but anyway i hope you feel better soon! ;3; Dont let this things put you down, your happyness is more important then anything else! If drawing helps you relax go ahead and draw my friend! <3
Take care Kana! And hope to see more of your amazing work here! ^^
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Kana I'm so sorry. You don't deserve any of these things happen to you.
But listen to me, it will be okay. I know everything seems lost right now and that nothing is going right and that it seems it never will be right again but believe me when I say it will.
Life gets better, you just have to hang on.
If you need someone to talk to someone I'm here. If you feel suicidal please call 52 70 000 or +48 527 00 00. Also check out this website: www.suicide.org/if-you-are-sui…
You are right you shouldn't do anything stupid. We all care about you, you are not alone okay?
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You're a great person. Don't let anyone tell you otherwise. You're very talented and you're one of the nicest people I know. Life won't be easy, it may be hard now, but I can assure you it won't be like this forever. We are all here for you and we will always help you whenever you feel down. Stay strong, you deserve the recognition. This is really beautiful by the way, like all your other artworks.
I may not be the best person to help, but I'm sure all of these other lovely people will help more.
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I feel so sorry for you! Just know that with the school thing, lots of people get backstabbed, and if someone backstabs you like that, then they don't deserve to be your friend, because they can't see just how amazing you really are and they don't realize the worth of your friendship, so don't feel bad! We're all here for you!
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I'm very sorry about what happened to you, my friend. I know how these things can go. At least you got your fifty dollars back. Plenty of people don't even get that far.
Perhaps, if you ever get into a new group assignment, record it. You can take out your phone, hit record, and then set it face-down on your lap or backpack. That will give the speaker plenty of airspace to pick up voices and, as it's face down, no one will suspect it is on. This helps with note taking, interviews, and evidence gathering. Keep your e-mails and papers on record. So, if you ever get your back pressed against the wall like this again, you have evidence to back up the truth?
I have no advice about friendship. I, myself, had very few friends through my years in school. Now I'm in college and I only have one friend- even him I'm hardly keeping. But I do know one thing. Stay positive. Things will look up, I promise you. Stay positive, stay active, and don't give in to your dark thoughts. It's easy to find negativity and it's easy to let your heart stay heavy. Though it's harder to find happiness, peace and love can keep your heart buoyant through the heaviest and deepest of water.
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Keep in mind what i told you friend and keep being Strong friend and you did a lot of amazing works here and you know you have us, our friends and we love supporting you, I am sorry your friends IRL betrayed you, I have been there too but it's best to just leave them behind, other than that we understand how much Stressful it's School and you should prioritise schooling first then whenever you're free do what you like my friend.
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sis im rly srry to hear this shit
i kno the first part but wow
ive never been backstabbed before, why would they even do that?
when i get the chance ill try to come to where u r and give u all the tlc u want >W<
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awww kana, I'm really sorry to hear about these things... DA, and also school. School was just the worst, at least life usually gets better after it's done. And at least you got your money back. Wish there was some way to help.... other than just listening and empathizing. The picture is quite effective too..
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Things will get better, just wait! I always wish you the best of luck no matter what!
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its ok were here for you heres a hug from ALL of your watchers
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Kana, we are all here for you, im sure things going better someday. but i can say, we are here, i am here and we support you with any way
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Aw man, I'm sorry to hear what's happened to you.
I might just be a stranger on the internet to you, but this stranger hopes things will get better ;w;
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