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A quick ick sketch of how I am feeling right now~ I am horribly stressed from a situation with someone on ebay, and lately, this feeling has been coming back to me..I hate it. I hate it so much, I wish I could just be happy all the time like I usually am. It might be the stress talking here, but I have this constant nagging fear in the back of my head when I don't hear from someone in awhile that I am going to loose them.

Over the years, I have lost MANY internet friends and real life friends...maaannyy. We would talk everyday, and it was good times, at least, that's what I thought. It seems eventually, they either get bored of me and just slowly stop talking to me, or they get a new friend and I am quickly left behind. And let me tell you, I have been told by someone that I am boring and that "hanging around me wasn't fun anymore." Doesn't matter if I have known them for a couple months or even years...they just seem to always disappear from my life. And slowly but surely, we just loose touch all together. I am the kind of person that loves to chat with people constantly, interacting with others really makes me happy, so, this really bothers me. This post here I can definitely relate to, because I feel like this quite a lot when talking with others on the internet www.facebook.com/theinterneten… One of my biggest fears is either being left alone, or being forgotten. So please, don't forget me...

I might delete this later, I just really needed to get my feelings out~

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A quick ick sketch of how I am feeling right now~ I am horribly stressed from a situation with someone on ebay, and lately, this feeling has been coming back to me..I hate it. I hate it so much, I wish I could just be happy all the time like I usually am. It might be the stress talking here, but I have this constant nagging fear in the back of my head when I don't hear from someone in awhile that I am going to loose them.

Over the years, I have lost MANY internet friends and real life friends...maaannyy. We would talk everyday, and it was good times, at least, that's what I thought. It seems eventually, they either get bored of me and just slowly stop talking to me, or they get a new friend and I am quickly left behind. And let me tell you, I have been told by someone that I am boring and that "hanging around me wasn't fun anymore." Doesn't matter if I have known them for a couple months or even years...they just seem to always disappear from my life. And slowly but surely, we just loose touch all together. I am the kind of person that loves to chat with people constantly, interacting with others really makes me happy, so, this really bothers me. This post here I can definitely relate to, because I feel like this quite a lot when talking with others on the internet www.facebook.com/theinterneten… One of my biggest fears is either being left alone, or being forgotten. So please, don't forget me...

I might delete this later, I just really needed to get my feelings out~