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You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so?..

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean (Why you gotta be so?..)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

______________________________________

Alright, so I want to set things straight.
This is for the two people who ruined my early teenage years.
Remember when you said that you printed off my artwork, took it to school and have your friends laugh at it?
Look where I am now.
Remember when you called me pathetic, a bitch, and other names that tore me up inside and ruined my confidence?
Look where I am now.
Remember when you said I was a stupid little girl that needed to get a life?
Look where I am now.

I've Graduated, I've passed all of my classes in EVIP. Photography, Game Making, Animation, ect. I get praised off of the college lecturers in my college because of how apparently talented I am. Yet you were the reason I almost gave up art. Look at me now. I don't need to edit bases constantly, because I can create my own original artwork. I don't need to recolour pictures of ~x-Jazzy-B-Real-x 's older "Amy Rose" art to have an attractive female character, because I can create my own.
Ever since we somehow "Made up", I still couldn't stand you. I still hate you for the hell you put me through. You say I cyber bullied you, but I know that's not true. I tried to at least defend myself. You told people your lies, telling them I was this and that. That I was a "43 year old pedophile" and laughed at me. Look at what you do now, and then look at me. I'm proud of myself for showing you that I can be more than just a silly little girl. I'm a more mature woman now, and I honestly don't give a damn of your opinion of me anymore. You seem to forget, than I CAN live without you. You live across sea from me, yet you always seem to try and add me on Facebook and on here. As soon as I post a status about someone I know in real life, which I did not post any bad names in the process, you come back and call me a "Bitch" because you automatically thought it was about you, as always. It also seems that whenever I do something good in my life, you have to do better. I'm not a little girl anymore, and forgiving someone like you was one of the worst mistakes of my life. Everyone in college, the lecturers, and even my friends said that forgiving someone that made my younger years hell like you did, said it was very immature to forgive you for something so big. Go ahead, tell your side of the story about how I was the one that bullied you, but me and my friends will always know the truth. Honestly, it has affected me more than it has you.

And this part. This part is to the guy that never, ever did anything to help stop this. To the guy that sat back and watched. No, I will never come to forgive you for what you let her did to me. Even the way you treated me. You don't deserve me, none of you do. I'll show you both, that I can be more. I'll be so much happier without you two in my life. I'm not hanging on to this mistake anymore.
I'll do a lot better without both of you in my life. I DO NOT need you. It's time for me to move on with my life, you should do the same. I'm not going to be addicted to that stupid Bebo site anymore.

I'm not going to block you, yet I don't want you to contact me either. so just do me a favor and disappear.

Song is by Taylor Swift

Casey The Hedgehog & Art (c) *Keeshii-Mirun

Description
You, with your words like knives
And swords and weapons that you use against me
You have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You picking on the weaker man

You can take me down with just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out 'cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
'Cause you can't lead me down that road
And you don't know, what you don't know...

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion
But nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing
But all you are is mean

All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday I'll be living in a big ol' city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean, yeah
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so?..

Someday I'll be living in a big ol' city (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean (Why you gotta be so?..)
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me (Why you gotta be so?..)
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

______________________________________

Alright, so I want to set things straight.
This is for the two people who ruined my early teenage years.
Remember when you said that you printed off my artwork, took it to school and have your friends laugh at it?
Look where I am now.
Remember when you called me pathetic, a bitch, and other names that tore me up inside and ruined my confidence?
Look where I am now.
Remember when you said I was a stupid little girl that needed to get a life?
Look where I am now.

I've Graduated, I've passed all of my classes in EVIP. Photography, Game Making, Animation, ect. I get praised off of the college lecturers in my college because of how apparently talented I am. Yet you were the reason I almost gave up art. Look at me now. I don't need to edit bases constantly, because I can create my own original artwork. I don't need to recolour pictures of ~x-Jazzy-B-Real-x 's older "Amy Rose" art to have an attractive female character, because I can create my own.
Ever since we somehow "Made up", I still couldn't stand you. I still hate you for the hell you put me through. You say I cyber bullied you, but I know that's not true. I tried to at least defend myself. You told people your lies, telling them I was this and that. That I was a "43 year old pedophile" and laughed at me. Look at what you do now, and then look at me. I'm proud of myself for showing you that I can be more than just a silly little girl. I'm a more mature woman now, and I honestly don't give a damn of your opinion of me anymore. You seem to forget, than I CAN live without you. You live across sea from me, yet you always seem to try and add me on Facebook and on here. As soon as I post a status about someone I know in real life, which I did not post any bad names in the process, you come back and call me a "Bitch" because you automatically thought it was about you, as always. It also seems that whenever I do something good in my life, you have to do better. I'm not a little girl anymore, and forgiving someone like you was one of the worst mistakes of my life. Everyone in college, the lecturers, and even my friends said that forgiving someone that made my younger years hell like you did, said it was very immature to forgive you for something so big. Go ahead, tell your side of the story about how I was the one that bullied you, but me and my friends will always know the truth. Honestly, it has affected me more than it has you.

And this part. This part is to the guy that never, ever did anything to help stop this. To the guy that sat back and watched. No, I will never come to forgive you for what you let her did to me. Even the way you treated me. You don't deserve me, none of you do. I'll show you both, that I can be more. I'll be so much happier without you two in my life. I'm not hanging on to this mistake anymore.
I'll do a lot better without both of you in my life. I DO NOT need you. It's time for me to move on with my life, you should do the same. I'm not going to be addicted to that stupid Bebo site anymore.

I'm not going to block you, yet I don't want you to contact me either. so just do me a favor and disappear.

Song is by Taylor Swift

Casey The Hedgehog & Art (c) *Keeshii-Mirun