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Past week I've been going through some artistic growing pains and losing interest. Basically I WANT to draw, but I'm sorta overwhelmed with what direction to take and how to achieve it.

I *really* want to evolve my art into something with more substance and maturity. I love my goofy comics, but I'd like to do stuff that could be taken seriously from time to time.. I'm self-taught, but know I need to spend more time with anatomy and stuff. I'd love to go to an art class, but there's nothing local and being disabled it's logistically difficult to go to one out of town regularly. Hopefully I'll attend one eventually, but for now it's not possible.

Speaking of being disabled, there's the frustrations that come with 24/7 back pain, so I need that extra inspiration and motivation to fight through the pain and draw...

So I -WANT- to draw. I'm just... lost. Feel isolated artistically. DeviantArt as a community, at least from my experience, is pretty hollow. "Thanks 4 fav!" and whoring for +watch/+favorite is 99% of this place. Meh.

-sigh- This completely awful deviation will probably get dumped into my scraps upon my next submission. I just haven't uploaded anything in a few days now and ended up throwing all the horrid doodles (which were hardly any) that I've done the past few days into one steaming pile of shit..

Sorry.

Description
Past week I've been going through some artistic growing pains and losing interest. Basically I WANT to draw, but I'm sorta overwhelmed with what direction to take and how to achieve it.

I *really* want to evolve my art into something with more substance and maturity. I love my goofy comics, but I'd like to do stuff that could be taken seriously from time to time.. I'm self-taught, but know I need to spend more time with anatomy and stuff. I'd love to go to an art class, but there's nothing local and being disabled it's logistically difficult to go to one out of town regularly. Hopefully I'll attend one eventually, but for now it's not possible.

Speaking of being disabled, there's the frustrations that come with 24/7 back pain, so I need that extra inspiration and motivation to fight through the pain and draw...

So I -WANT- to draw. I'm just... lost. Feel isolated artistically. DeviantArt as a community, at least from my experience, is pretty hollow. "Thanks 4 fav!" and whoring for +watch/+favorite is 99% of this place. Meh.

-sigh- This completely awful deviation will probably get dumped into my scraps upon my next submission. I just haven't uploaded anything in a few days now and ended up throwing all the horrid doodles (which were hardly any) that I've done the past few days into one steaming pile of shit..

Sorry.