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Description
Name: Crash
Age: Adult
Gender: Female
Height: 30"
Weight: 60lbs
Build: Small and lithe, very agile, has a huge amount of stamina.
Territory: Chandor
Rank: Beta Brother
Family: Howl (half-brother, deceased), Gypsee (adopted sister), Ramona (daughter), Delsin (son, missing)
Mate: Paxton (missing)
Personality: Crash is, although quiet, very energetic. She is always in movement, and her face conceals nothing. The nervous energy she carries around is visible when talking to her, as she talks very rapidly and with a distinct style of speech. When she is comfortable or tired, her speech will normally slow down somewhat. In her head is a constant litany of anxious thoughts, and she may react to her thoughts visibly, lending her an air of insanity to the unfamiliar wolf.
Whilst intelligent, Crash shows no interest in using most of her intelligence. To the general public, she acts very ditzy and innocent. When motivated, though, Crash can be ruthless in her determination to get what she wants. This determination strips her of her morals, and Crash has been known to use underhanded methods to obtain information. Crash, in general, has no problem with lying, and tells many half-truths for no apparent reason. She is flighty with wolves, but to those she has known for a long time and can depend upon, she is loyal to her last breath.
One of Crash's favourite activities is climbing. Trees, rocks, hills, it doesn't matter. Crash feels safer higher above other wolves, predators and even prey. While she doesn't fear wolves and what they might say, Crash finds it easier to be out of their way. Watching from the trees, she is almost never noticed. This is one of her main tactics when sneaking around. Crash is also light on her feet, fast and able to get away from most anything easily.
Wandering is the name of Crash's game. In her youth she would wander to explore, excited at the prospect of meeting new wolves and things she hadn't seen before. Now, she mostly wanders to escape. Crash often has bouts of dissociation, wherein she will wander aimlessly over terrain, her thoughts jumbled and vaguely panicked. In this state, approaching her should be done with caution, for she will panic and flee if she isn't handled properly. Any large black objects or wolves that Crash isn't already familiar with will startle her, sometimes into dissociating.
Pre-Group History: Crash was birthed by a lone female, in a litter of two. She has no idea what happened to her brothers, as her mother rejected them for some inexplicable reason, and would never explain to Crash why. Brought up a loner, Crash learned early to run, and run fast. When she was not long out of her mother's den, just beginning to explore the land around her, she was ambushed by a big cat. It would have killed her if not for her speed, but it still left a mark on her face, and a life lesson learned. As her mother told her for a long time afterwards, she was lucky to not be blinded by the swipe, and to never stray from safety again.
As Crash got older, she realized her mother often manipulated her into staying nearby by playing on Crash's emotions. As such, she rebelled against her mother by wandering farther and farther away, getting out of any sticky situations by running. One day, she returned from a walkabout to find her mother just dead, with strange wolves milling around her body. When they saw her, they went for her as well, and instead of fighting, which she never was fond of, she defeated them by tiring them out, leaping out of range of their teeth, making them run and use up all their energy trying to catch her. When they finally gave up, one approached her and offered for her to join their pack, the Blutwald. With her mother dead, and nothing else left for her, she accepted.
Group History: A while after Crash joined Blutwald, she was sent on a mission to scout Kausen. Unhappy with her life in Blutwald, and finding the more peaceful nature of Kausen to be to her liking, Crash returned to Blutwald with a plan. She gathered wolves she had made alliances with there, and urged them to flee when she reported to the Alpha. After this, she escaped as well to live with her long-lost brother. For a time, she lived happily in Morrow with her brother as Alpha, gaining the rank of Gamma Scout. She enjoyed relaying messages, and getting to talk to new wolves.
As Morrow developed into a thriving little pack, an infection of rabies began spreading through the land. Crash knew it only as "the foaming mouth disease", and had never seen it happen to a wolf before it caught her brother. The Alpha sequestered himself from the pack, and when Crash found him, along with her sister Gypsee, he was already dead, carrion birds and other opportunistic predators preying on his corpse.
The trauma of finding her brother like that, and the subsequent breakdown of Morrow left Crash with a form of PTSD. She developed a habit of chewing on rocks and sticks, creating wounds in and around her mouth. Every time she went near meat, all she could see was her brother, and she would feel sick, refusing to eat. Her anxiety, normally at a manageable level, skyrocketed and she became shy, sticking close to Gypsee.
Gypsee, along with her mate Caidan, led Crash away from Morrow, back to Blutwald, where a new Alpha reigned. Stallion had drastically changed the pack laws, almost to the point where Crash could barely see any traces of the tyrannical Alpha that had ruled before. The forests were more peaceful now, the wolves still untame, but less prone to lashing out.
Along with her slow healing, Crash found her love in the heart of Paxton. The older he-wolf was lamed in one leg and disliked in Blutwald for being the son of Roman, but Crash had seen him at his weakest, and knew he had a gentle heart. The two wolves decided to mate, despite the concerns other pack members had about him. Things were tinted rose for a short amount of time - but it wasn't to last.
Paxton, tired of the ridicule in Blutwald, and unsure in his relationship with Crash, decided to leave and join the new pack Vale. It took several days for Crash to realize her mate was gone for good. It took much longer than that for her to realize she was pregnant with his pups. Although her pregnancy was somewhat tumultuous with her inability to keep her food down, Crash had an easy birth.
Now the mother of two pups, both at a minor disadvantage, Crash strived to get on with her life. Her pups, although accidental, never want for love and affection. She tried her best to raise them alone, but in her heart, Crash yearned for the day her mate will return to her.
She herself was captured and spent several weeks in Aryn captivity, finally being released back to Blutwald during a discussion of peace. The parley was cut short when strange wolves attacked both forces, and a war broke out. Amidst the fighting, a young wolf whom Crash had argued with during her tenure attacked her. Her daughter defended Crash, but the both of them were severely injured.
Crash has taken Ramona to Chandor, now Blutwald has been disbanded. They're both scarred emotionally and physically and Crash has a hard time walking while her back leg heals. Her nightmares have returned, and the PTSD is stronger than it ever was. Crash chews sticks down to splinters and jumps at every loud sound and too-quick movement.
Other: Crash is pretty bad at fighting (Read: Absolutely awful and weak as hell). Her hunting skills leave something to be desired, as well.
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GROUP ACTIVITY:
JANUARY:
Joined the group - 2 BONES
RP - Crash and Morgan meeting - 1 BONE
RP - Crash and Gypsee meeting - 1 BONE
FEBRUARY:
ART - Crash and Morgan meeting - 1 BONE
RP - Crash and Baine meeting - 1 BONE
ART - Crash and Gypsee playing - 1 BONE
RP - Crash and Keely meeting - 1 BONE
ART - Secret Crush meme - 2 BONES
BONES FOR FEBRUARY CAPPED
RP - Crash and Gregor meet
ART - Crash in Kausen Territory
MARCH:
RP - Crash and Suteki meeting - 1 BONE
RP - Crash and Keely hightailing it outta Kausen - 2 BONES
RP - Crash, Novay and Saba meeting - 1 BONE
APRIL:
ART - Howl Sees Crash - 1 BONE
RP - Lyn, Keely and Crash meet - 1 BONE
RP - Paxton and Crash talk - 1 BONE
RP Crash and Charaka meet - 1 BONE
MAY:
ART - Humanization meme - 2 BONES
RP - Crash Reports to Roman - 1 BONE
SPENT THREE BONES
SPENT THREE BONES
JUNE:
ART - Seasons meme - 2 BONES
JULY:
RP - Gypsee and Crash Warn Chandor - 1 BONE
RP - Crash Helps Out Charaka - 1 BONE
AUGUST:
ART - Puppy meme - DID NOT COLLECT BONES
RP - Paxton and Crash - DID NOT COLLECT BONES
SEPTEMBER:
RP - Aunt Crash - DID NOT COLLECT BONES
OCTOBER:
ART - Other Creature meme - 2 BONES
RP - Taz and Crash meet - 1 BONE
NOVEMBER:
ART - Gender Swap Meme - 2 BONES
RP - Paxton and Crash cuddle - 1 BONE
DECEMBER:
RP - Taz and Crash Disccussion - 1 BONE
ART - Blutwald Forest - 2 BONES
SPENT ELEVEN BONES
ART - Winter Worries - 1 BONE
2015
JANUARY:
RP - Crash and Charaka Rendezvous - 1 BONE
ART - Crash and her pups - 2 BONES
FEBRUARY:
ART - Crash missing Paxton - 1 BONE
ART - Origins Meme - 2 BONES
MARCH/APRIL:
RP - Blutwald and Aryn Meeting - 2 BONES
ART - Crash in the winter night - 1 BONE
SPENT 15 BONES
RP - Crash meets Niels - 1 BONE
RP - Crash enters Aryn - 1 BONE
MAY:
ART - Style Meme - 2 BONES
AUGUST
RP - Escape from Aryn - 1 BONE
SEPTEMBER
RP - Varrick, Romy and Crash fight - 1 BONE
ART - Crash's Greatest Hope - 2 BONES
NOVEMBER
ART - Charity Meme - 2 BONES
DECEMBER
ART - Secret Gift Exchange - 2 BONES
TOTAL - 12 BONES
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ART OF CRASH DONE BY OTHERS:
Crash Course by Abberati
DotW: Keely's Secret Crush by Abberati
Fret by Feminarenatus
Crash and Gypsee by ShadowWolfCelica
DotW - Art Trade: Hello Hello by SpicySpaghettio
Howl by ShadowWolfCelica
D-o-t-W: August Event with Silvanus by Ramala
Davis Hypopup Meme by Hyperesis
: DOTW: MSE: Parent Pairing Meme by SeleneTheWerewolf
Gypsees Family by ShadowWolfCelica
Romy Origins Meme by MatrixPotato
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Comments: 88
SpicySpaghettio In reply to ??? [2014-08-02 22:43:47 +0000 UTC]
Oh Crash ;w; you look so thin LET ME TAKE CARE OF YOU NOW THAT YOU'RE HOME
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Kiterrax In reply to SpicySpaghettio [2014-08-02 23:39:51 +0000 UTC]
I'M SO GLAD CRASH IS IN GOOD HANDS <3
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SpicySpaghettio In reply to Kiterrax [2014-08-03 00:51:20 +0000 UTC]
<3 Of course she is!!! <3
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MatrixPotato In reply to ??? [2014-08-02 21:50:49 +0000 UTC]
*Hugs crash* DON'T BE SAD BBY
LYN IS HERE FO YOU
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Kiterrax In reply to MatrixPotato [2014-08-02 23:39:32 +0000 UTC]
I NEED TO HAVE CRASH ASK STALLION TO DELIVER A MESSAGE TO CHANDOR SO SHE CAN TELL LYN WHAT HAPPENEDDDDD ;n;
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MatrixPotato In reply to Kiterrax [2014-08-03 01:44:42 +0000 UTC]
YEAH LYN'S PROBS GONNA CRY HER EYES OUT
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lancer88 [2014-08-02 15:31:16 +0000 UTC]
Aaa aw nnooooo crash! :c poor baby! When Dustrin joins blutwald he will take care of yoouuuuuu (maybe idk he's kinda emotionless)
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Kiterrax In reply to lancer88 [2014-08-02 23:38:43 +0000 UTC]
ee but dont you just love unemtional characters helping others? THEY LIKE, DROP A RABBIT IN FRONT OF YOU ALL "THIS IS FOR YOU" AND WALK AWAY
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lancer88 In reply to Kiterrax [2014-08-03 19:01:55 +0000 UTC]
Yeah haha that pretty much him! But then again he might just look at you a really long time then walk away with the rabbit too!
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Kiterrax In reply to Anhurs [2014-08-02 12:09:37 +0000 UTC]
EEEE ene she is so sad now i just want to shower her with love
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Anhurs In reply to Kiterrax [2014-08-02 12:10:34 +0000 UTC]
same tbh B(
poor bb SHE NEEDS ALL THE LOVE
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Kiterrax In reply to Anhurs [2014-08-02 12:16:50 +0000 UTC]
and some kibble LMAO
LOOK PAXTON WEIGHS TWICE HER SIZE OMFG
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lancer88 In reply to ??? [2014-07-02 18:31:31 +0000 UTC]
omg i have been wanting to rp with crash for the longest time now! I feel stupid i haven't asked yet! would you like too? c:
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lancer88 In reply to Kiterrax [2014-07-03 20:18:21 +0000 UTC]
note me and lets get started then!! c:
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SpicySpaghettio In reply to ??? [2014-04-23 14:53:09 +0000 UTC]
I absolutely love how organized your group history is o: -neat freak-
dood when I join Crash has to meet Stallion @.@ lul
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Kiterrax In reply to SpicySpaghettio [2014-04-24 04:16:59 +0000 UTC]
Thanks! Me too ;o; I love keeping it all neat and organized, I'm going to make a timeline for her too soon.
DEFINITELY! Crash is always up to meeting new wolves!!
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SpicySpaghettio In reply to Kiterrax [2014-04-24 13:04:11 +0000 UTC]
Crash might not like Stallion though, hes a big suck up to Roman ohohoho drama~
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SpicySpaghettio In reply to Kiterrax [2014-04-24 13:40:55 +0000 UTC]
xD oh man I can't wait, so much sauciness
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Wolgron In reply to Kiterrax [2014-02-01 00:22:12 +0000 UTC]
I know we're in different packs n' all but wanna Rp? o^o
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Kiterrax In reply to Wolgron [2014-02-01 00:24:01 +0000 UTC]
Ooooohh!!! YES I would love to RP!!! I'm not sure how we could set it up, being from different packs and all, you want to note me and we can begin?
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Kiterrax In reply to Sammaella [2014-01-28 09:14:09 +0000 UTC]
oh my god i just realized that whenever i link your username in something it puts a notification in your inbOX FRIEND I AM SO SORRY
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Sammaella In reply to Kiterrax [2014-01-28 21:09:43 +0000 UTC]
nO TJAT MAKES IT BETTER SO I CAN SEE IT DONT STOP DOUNG THAT
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