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actually i slept better the previous night... i was nice and warm and had lots of dreams, just tired from needing food. (did spend $60 at the grocers the other day)
last night i was kinda cold and slept on my shoulder funny. also, ain't no sunshine this morning and it's meant to rain the next couple days! i'm glad i at least went out yesterday and got some. still it's not hardly as much as i would have liked...

last week was so annoying. like everyday my mom would say to steve, see you tommarow morning... and then, as i told you, we'd never leave the house before noon. (even though i got up at 7 everyday) i'd try and study but had a hard time concentrating with my mom moving stuff about, vaccuuming and not to mention talking to me every 5 minutes! eventually we'd make it down here and then after she listened to steve whine about everything, after sunset, go to dinner.
the last day she was here i wanted to go get some lunch cuz i all could have for breakfast was half a bowl of cereal. (another really helpful thing in my attempt to study) i said something about it at 11:30 but she wanted to eat lunch with steve... so about 3 o'clock or something. (as you may recall it was the same deal with the beach and of course on both days i was very grumpy and my mom would say shitty things to me for it) and it's not any better now either... he knew i needed to bring my grandma's car in but woke up at 11 and said he had to be somewhere so he'd be back after 1. i had to have his g/f go with me so i could get a lift back just so it could sit there and get looked at this morning.

anywho when i mentioned to my mom that i wished i'd got more sun on our trip she snapped at me with "well you could have gone out and sat by the pool (in a senior's community?)instead of watching rocky" what a bitch! the only reason i was watching it was because i thought we were going to leave soon... and i was studying during the comercials.
of course it was not all just my mom and her being ridiculous about wanting to be a maid for my grandma (which of course NOW was all for not) but her bending to my brother's bullshit scheduel. anything to make STEVE happy... but hey if i want to say, go to the gym because it's kinda important considering my new job, it's some kind of big ordeal.
of course it's okay to jeapordize that job by making the last minute decision for me to stay here and yours by putting you at risk for being late.

this trip has done nothing but make me more annoyed at my family... this of course includes my dad and the fact that he fucking blew 340k PLUS a house in 1 year.

i am really looking foward to getting back to cincinnati and back to my life with you.

course, we'll still be living with my mom and probably wind up living with my brother...
but hey at least when we're there she's working a lot and when we get here, we'll be working a lot. so hopefully we won't ever need to spend several hours a day listening to them being a bitch or an asshole.
btw, the latest development is my trying to convince steve not to throw away perfectly good furniture just because it's "old." yep... yesterday after i spent hours straighting up the backyard he has the nerve to go off on this whole gotta get this place cleaned up speech. he was like "if there's anything you don't want thrown out, you better tell me because i'm gonna throw everything out" like, excuse me?
so i told him that everything i didn't want thrown out, he already had... and this comment in turn made him turn into even more of an asshole. so he starts going on about this and that and whatever. talking about how he's thinking about renting a room out to someone until or even after(?) we move out here... (even though it's not neccessary if we plan on paying the mortgage out of the estate money) then going on about how all this stuff is in the way and takes up too much room. so when i ask him what stuff he is talking about he mentions dressers and cabinets (things that hold stuff!) in the garage? then mentions something about wanting to "park a motorcycle" in there.
i can see it now, we move out here and he will have bought himself one with the inheritance money (since i just signed something saying i don't need to be present or my signature isn't required for whatever might come up whilst i'm away) instead of using it for the mortgage and we'll be left to pick up the slack and make payments. because i'm a bit confused as to how he plans on ever doing it considering he doesn't actually have a job and his g/f has worked 1 hour in the past week. but hey considering my mom paid for her meals because "it's the philipino way" (wtf?) i guess she shouldn't be strapped for cash.

gotta try and get a hold of Robert (PT manager) now...

PS
the subject "get expired" is based on the fact i've had expired turkey and salsa to eat in the past couple days

well i got a hold of robert... he got my message yesterday but then said he had a message for me. apparently human resources decided not to hire me based on the fact that i put a little "wtf?" in the "list all moving violations in the past 5 years" space. he asked why i would have done that and i told him i may have just been in a funny mood that day or something and explained that i couldn't recall off the top of my head and that's the first time i've ever seen that question on an application.

apparently it's out of his hands though... he said he didn't even notice until they said something. so i inquired if that meant i could never work for bally or what and he said they keep things on file for 90 days and that i could try again. what a bunch of bullshit...
i mean really, AFTER i went and filled out the hirepack stuff and watched the stupid videos!

in the meantime, i suppose this is kind of a relief because i'm not sure i'm going to pass that ACE test now anyway, what with falling behind this past week. it's only another $50 if i gotta take it again in May or whenever. makes me wish you had your driver's license... cause heck, i could stay here and make sure my brother doesn't throw anything use/valuable away or spend a lot of money on himself. at any rate, it does make it more probable that i will at least be able to return and get my dad's car if that becomes a reality.

oh well, guess nothing's stopping me from working at fitworks

ffs, my tummy feels terrible today... maybe that cooking spray was expired too!

w/e, he's such a jackass... we're outside and he opens his trunk (boot) and takes out these little bottles of bailey's saying "ah, i forgot these were in here" imediately followed by asking me if i wanted to drink them... then less than an hour later he's freaking out?

i'll probably be leaving this evening or something and i'm kinda happy that i am.

anywho, another point of annoyance that just crossed my mind, steve's going to be keeping this $5k laptop i've been noting you with as well as his other computer which i believe is a hybrid of the one he had before plus something my dad bought. (such as the thousand dollar monitor and crazy cooling system) oh well... at least i finally get that Dell my dad supposedly got for me a few years back. steve claims i need to reinstall everything on it and start from scratch because he doesn't know the password on it? isn't there a way around that? either way i've been nagging him to help me fix it before i leave with it but of course he hasn't bothered to look at it b/c he's SOOO busy playing video games and picking lice out of his g/f's hair.

and it's going to be a joy packing my grandma's car too... apparently i need to bring her big green suitcase because it has "important papers" inside and nothing else. thing is, it's locked and we couldn't find the key... my mom refuses to let me break the lock and just take the papers out, so yea! less space for me. oh yeah and i'm supposed to drag it in and out of the car whenever i stop somewhere to sleep.

i'm so sick of all this shit.

did i mention i haven't studied the past couple days and the obvious fact i'm not going to be able to on my drive back?

when i do get back, i'm going to the gym and beating the fuck out of a punching bag for a good while.

hating life,

-mr. fu

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actually i slept better the previous night... i was nice and warm and had lots of dreams, just tired from needing food. (did spend $60 at the grocers the other day)
last night i was kinda cold and slept on my shoulder funny. also, ain't no sunshine this morning and it's meant to rain the next couple days! i'm glad i at least went out yesterday and got some. still it's not hardly as much as i would have liked...

last week was so annoying. like everyday my mom would say to steve, see you tommarow morning... and then, as i told you, we'd never leave the house before noon. (even though i got up at 7 everyday) i'd try and study but had a hard time concentrating with my mom moving stuff about, vaccuuming and not to mention talking to me every 5 minutes! eventually we'd make it down here and then after she listened to steve whine about everything, after sunset, go to dinner.
the last day she was here i wanted to go get some lunch cuz i all could have for breakfast was half a bowl of cereal. (another really helpful thing in my attempt to study) i said something about it at 11:30 but she wanted to eat lunch with steve... so about 3 o'clock or something. (as you may recall it was the same deal with the beach and of course on both days i was very grumpy and my mom would say shitty things to me for it) and it's not any better now either... he knew i needed to bring my grandma's car in but woke up at 11 and said he had to be somewhere so he'd be back after 1. i had to have his g/f go with me so i could get a lift back just so it could sit there and get looked at this morning.

anywho when i mentioned to my mom that i wished i'd got more sun on our trip she snapped at me with "well you could have gone out and sat by the pool (in a senior's community?)instead of watching rocky" what a bitch! the only reason i was watching it was because i thought we were going to leave soon... and i was studying during the comercials.
of course it was not all just my mom and her being ridiculous about wanting to be a maid for my grandma (which of course NOW was all for not) but her bending to my brother's bullshit scheduel. anything to make STEVE happy... but hey if i want to say, go to the gym because it's kinda important considering my new job, it's some kind of big ordeal.
of course it's okay to jeapordize that job by making the last minute decision for me to stay here and yours by putting you at risk for being late.

this trip has done nothing but make me more annoyed at my family... this of course includes my dad and the fact that he fucking blew 340k PLUS a house in 1 year.

i am really looking foward to getting back to cincinnati and back to my life with you.

course, we'll still be living with my mom and probably wind up living with my brother...
but hey at least when we're there she's working a lot and when we get here, we'll be working a lot. so hopefully we won't ever need to spend several hours a day listening to them being a bitch or an asshole.
btw, the latest development is my trying to convince steve not to throw away perfectly good furniture just because it's "old." yep... yesterday after i spent hours straighting up the backyard he has the nerve to go off on this whole gotta get this place cleaned up speech. he was like "if there's anything you don't want thrown out, you better tell me because i'm gonna throw everything out" like, excuse me?
so i told him that everything i didn't want thrown out, he already had... and this comment in turn made him turn into even more of an asshole. so he starts going on about this and that and whatever. talking about how he's thinking about renting a room out to someone until or even after(?) we move out here... (even though it's not neccessary if we plan on paying the mortgage out of the estate money) then going on about how all this stuff is in the way and takes up too much room. so when i ask him what stuff he is talking about he mentions dressers and cabinets (things that hold stuff!) in the garage? then mentions something about wanting to "park a motorcycle" in there.
i can see it now, we move out here and he will have bought himself one with the inheritance money (since i just signed something saying i don't need to be present or my signature isn't required for whatever might come up whilst i'm away) instead of using it for the mortgage and we'll be left to pick up the slack and make payments. because i'm a bit confused as to how he plans on ever doing it considering he doesn't actually have a job and his g/f has worked 1 hour in the past week. but hey considering my mom paid for her meals because "it's the philipino way" (wtf?) i guess she shouldn't be strapped for cash.

gotta try and get a hold of Robert (PT manager) now...

PS
the subject "get expired" is based on the fact i've had expired turkey and salsa to eat in the past couple days

well i got a hold of robert... he got my message yesterday but then said he had a message for me. apparently human resources decided not to hire me based on the fact that i put a little "wtf?" in the "list all moving violations in the past 5 years" space. he asked why i would have done that and i told him i may have just been in a funny mood that day or something and explained that i couldn't recall off the top of my head and that's the first time i've ever seen that question on an application.

apparently it's out of his hands though... he said he didn't even notice until they said something. so i inquired if that meant i could never work for bally or what and he said they keep things on file for 90 days and that i could try again. what a bunch of bullshit...
i mean really, AFTER i went and filled out the hirepack stuff and watched the stupid videos!

in the meantime, i suppose this is kind of a relief because i'm not sure i'm going to pass that ACE test now anyway, what with falling behind this past week. it's only another $50 if i gotta take it again in May or whenever. makes me wish you had your driver's license... cause heck, i could stay here and make sure my brother doesn't throw anything use/valuable away or spend a lot of money on himself. at any rate, it does make it more probable that i will at least be able to return and get my dad's car if that becomes a reality.

oh well, guess nothing's stopping me from working at fitworks

ffs, my tummy feels terrible today... maybe that cooking spray was expired too!

w/e, he's such a jackass... we're outside and he opens his trunk (boot) and takes out these little bottles of bailey's saying "ah, i forgot these were in here" imediately followed by asking me if i wanted to drink them... then less than an hour later he's freaking out?

i'll probably be leaving this evening or something and i'm kinda happy that i am.

anywho, another point of annoyance that just crossed my mind, steve's going to be keeping this $5k laptop i've been noting you with as well as his other computer which i believe is a hybrid of the one he had before plus something my dad bought. (such as the thousand dollar monitor and crazy cooling system) oh well... at least i finally get that Dell my dad supposedly got for me a few years back. steve claims i need to reinstall everything on it and start from scratch because he doesn't know the password on it? isn't there a way around that? either way i've been nagging him to help me fix it before i leave with it but of course he hasn't bothered to look at it b/c he's SOOO busy playing video games and picking lice out of his g/f's hair.

and it's going to be a joy packing my grandma's car too... apparently i need to bring her big green suitcase because it has "important papers" inside and nothing else. thing is, it's locked and we couldn't find the key... my mom refuses to let me break the lock and just take the papers out, so yea! less space for me. oh yeah and i'm supposed to drag it in and out of the car whenever i stop somewhere to sleep.

i'm so sick of all this shit.

did i mention i haven't studied the past couple days and the obvious fact i'm not going to be able to on my drive back?

when i do get back, i'm going to the gym and beating the fuck out of a punching bag for a good while.

hating life,

-mr. fu