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Published: 2017-12-11 04:41:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 245; Favourites: 13; Downloads: 0
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Wow guys we've made it;;;;; It's not even the end of December I know but fuck;;; I just had to make one before I forget;;;;Thanks for ALL the support you've given me agh;;;; It's amazing how you always stuck with me hh;;;
I have 422 watchers and boy o boy I never thought I'd make it this far. And damn I've.... I've improved... Thanks so much;;;;
January post- Tentacle Lord
February post- Idk Ech
March post- Young Jam and her companion Loaf!
April post- He not happy
May post- BRED
June post- Delia ref (info added)
July post- Why hello there cutie~
August post- Sharky madness
September post- Disaster Girl
October post- Tyson redesign
November post- Weak
December post- Linkx (PERSONA) reference
JUST A QUICK WARNING!!!!!
I'll be talking about my struggles from around september-december after this so if you don't want to read me being all emotional you can turn back-- ;;w;;
Hh.... ok...
This year had its bumps and..... Stuff I wish that didn't happen....
I'll be talking about mainly...... November-December..;;;
August is when I was unable to use my ipad so I had to be strictly on pixel art;;;
September I really didn't draw much... But I did feel a bit uneasy;;;;
October... well.. I started to feel even more frustrated;;;; vents started to pop up and I was pretty stressed;;;
But November... God it started to really kick in... I started to be more self conscious and people kept leaving and loosing my trust.... I was conflicted... There was plenty of vents and I barely went to anyone to talk to my feelings... I was closed up..... And.... I also lost my girlfriend;;; We broke up.... And damn did it hurt a ton.... Still does honestly..... I felt shitty for days... I didn't feel like doing anything... I was sulking.... Even harming myself and putting myself down.... I just wanted to die in general... I didn't want to eat or anything..... But..... I continued... It hurt.... But I continued..... (Please dont hunt her down for this. She did nothing wrong, I was just feeling terrible... And lonely;;;;; ) But then.... December..... If it wasn't for Peaceful-Daydreams and gokishi 's support and care.... I..... Probably would be feeling even MORE terrible.... But they've helped me... They're helping me get over it... They're helping me stand up for myself.... They're helping me GET OVER it. And I am so....so....grateful for the both of them.... My ego may be shattered but I will still stand no matter how absolutely terrified I am.... I'm shaking as I'm writing this but damn.... I'd be so much worse off without them... They're the best people you'll ever meet.... I love them so much and god..... They need to be acknowledged for it. They are the true heroes here... I'm struggling but I don't think I'm fit to give up yet....
And heh.... Maybe I might find someone that'll love me and stick with me... Throughout all my bumps.... Maybe I'll find someone that I'll be able to tell EVERYTHING to. To trust... To feel safe with..... Mmm... It's a dream I want... Sounds like a fairytale... True love and shit;;;; But I can fucking dream right? Christmas wishes ftw--
Love you all-- Hope next year will be better for all of us. <3
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oh man.... ;; i can't describe how happy it makes me to know i was able to give you any sort of comfort or help, even the tiniest bit of it. i really care about you, and i won't ever stop, and i wanna make sure you know that !!! you're amazing despite what you may think, you're irreplaceable !! i'm so glad to have someone like you in my life ;; ♡ and i can only hope that you stay ♡ ♡ ♡
keep pushing yourself to stay strong !! and if you ever need help, i'm here for you ;w; ♡ no matter what !!
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In the midst of any turmoil you may be experincing just remember you have those that love you and would trust you with anything, just as they have with you <33 qwq I am one of them, and I am sure Goki is too, and a few others <3333 You're amazing and beautiful and wonderful, if the people you were close to didn't see how truly amazing you were and left, you need not worry about them u-u You did not need them! What's important is to never give up and be true to yourself <3 There are ALWAYS going to be hardships to face, but I will say I am also thankful to have such a close kind sweet patient sis like you <3333 Hyeww~ *nuzzles and cuddles lightly* I love you, sis, you'll always be super close to me and you may open up to me all you like, I would never put you down for how you feel, I've experienced a lot of sadness along the way too, and it makes us who we are <3 We're all people, we all fall down, but its easier when you have those you can truly trust <3 You're the most amazing close friend I have had, please know this sis <333 *huggles you tightly* I'd never give us up for ANYTHING AT ALL, please always take care of yourself <333 ;;;u;;;
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