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[.. He manages an effort of tired laughter. His stomach hurts from nausea and wounds.] The audacity, indeed. ....

Luci,, do you- do really think that we have spoken as people? When have we ever spoken as people? heh. ... Maybe once, if I'm being generous, when we talked about those emotion rocks... I do not know if I can speak to you as a person. I am not allowed to speak personally with individuals above my station. And if I started now, now that I know what you wanted from me.. you would consider me insincere. It's my word against mine, how can I win? Do you believe a word I'm saying right now? I tried, so hard to remain impersonal. Despite your...curiosity. Despite my...divulgence. It was near impossible, but I did. And I goddamn thought that's what you wanted. God, I- We are so goddamn impersonal. I hate it. I barely even know you. I even bought a gift for you, just to prove how pathetic I am. Does that make you happy or angry, I wonder,,,
A means,, a means to an end, huh? I don't know. I thought I knew, but I don't know anymore. What sort of lies have I been telling myself? [...His eyes focus properly for the first time, looking up in a daze.] ...Are you a robot, Luci?

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[.. He manages an effort of tired laughter. His stomach hurts from nausea and wounds.] The audacity, indeed. ....

Luci,, do you- do really think that we have spoken as people? When have we ever spoken as people? heh. ... Maybe once, if I'm being generous, when we talked about those emotion rocks... I do not know if I can speak to you as a person. I am not allowed to speak personally with individuals above my station. And if I started now, now that I know what you wanted from me.. you would consider me insincere. It's my word against mine, how can I win? Do you believe a word I'm saying right now? I tried, so hard to remain impersonal. Despite your...curiosity. Despite my...divulgence. It was near impossible, but I did. And I goddamn thought that's what you wanted. God, I- We are so goddamn impersonal. I hate it. I barely even know you. I even bought a gift for you, just to prove how pathetic I am. Does that make you happy or angry, I wonder,,,
A means,, a means to an end, huh? I don't know. I thought I knew, but I don't know anymore. What sort of lies have I been telling myself? [...His eyes focus properly for the first time, looking up in a daze.] ...Are you a robot, Luci?